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samAdhAna- puruShArtha karanese hotA hai. anAdikI ekatvabuddhi hai. sharIr so main aur main so sharIr hUn, aisA abhyAs chalatA hai. us abhyAsako toDanA chAhiye. ... main to bhinna gnAyak hUn, yah sharIr to jaD hai, kuchh jAnatA nahIn. main to bhinna chaitanyatattva mahimAvant padArtha anAdiananta (hUn). bArambAr usakA vichAr, vAnchan, pratIt, dRuDhatA karanA chAhiye. main to ek gnAyakatattva hUn. main to gnAyakadev hUn, yah sharIr to jaD hai. sharIr aur AtmA donon bhinna hain. anAdise bhinna hI hai. puruShArtha karanA chAhiye.
mumukShu- .. kabhI kiyA nahIn hai to usakA svarUp samajhamen AtA nahIn.
samAdhAna- nahIn kiyA hai to bhI apanA svabhAv hai isaliye ho sakatA hai. puruShArtha karake ananta (jIv) mokSha gaye hain aur ananta (jIvonko) bhedagnAn huA hai. AtmA hai to kar sakatA hai. apanI anAdikI bhUl chalI AtI hai isaliye pramAdake kAraNase nahIn hotA hai.
gurudev kahate the, apanI bhUlase apaneko pahachAnA nahIn. "nij nayananI ALase, nirakhyA na harine.' apane netrakI Alasake kAraN AtmAko svayam pahachAnatA nahIn. chaitanyaprabhuko pahachAnatA nahIn.
mumukShu- apaneko pahachAnanekA Apane kahA, to apaneko pahachAnanekI kis tarahakI prakriyA apanAyI jAtI hai?
samAdhAna- apaneko pahachAnanekI kriyA-gnAnasvabhAv hai vah sabako jAn letA hai. vah jAnatA hai. parako jAnaneke liye vah sab karatA hai, apaneko jAnanekA prayatna nahIn karatA. jAnanekA prayatna karanA chAhiye. gurudevane bahut batAyA hai. shAstramen bhI AtA hai. pramAd karatA hai, ruchi nahIn hai, jignAsA nahIn hai, paramen ekatvabuddhi hai, (paramen) sukh mAnatA hai, parakI mahimA AtI hai, AtmAkI mahimA bhI nahIn AtI. AtmAkI mahimA karanI chAhiye, AtmAkA svabhAv pahachAnanA chAhiye, usakA vichAr karanA chAhiye. bArambAr usakI ruchi baDhAnI chAhiye. yah sab karanA chAhiye.
mumukShu- AtmA dikhatA nahIn, mAtAjI! bAharakA sab dikhatA hai to bAharakI mahimA AtI hai.
samAdhAna- anAdise dRuShTi bAhar hai isaliye bAharakA dikhatA hai. antaramen dRuShTi dekhe to apaneAp dikhAI detA hai. dRuShTi bAhar hI bAhar hai. dRuShTiko svabhAvakI or le jAnI hai. AtmA aisA nahIn hai ki dikhanemen nahIn Aye. gnAnasvabhAv kisako nahIn jAne? sabako jAne. par jAnatA hai, svako nahIn jAnatA hai.
svaparaprakAshak gnAn hai. gnAn to sabakA ananta hai. svaparaprakAshak hai to sabako jAnatA hai. puruShArtha nahIn karatA hai to nahIn jAnanemen AtA. anAdise parako jAnA, AtmAko