samAdhAna- ... to hai nahIn. dravyasvarUpase dekhe to meremen yah nahIn hai, main to gnAyak shuddhAtmA hUn. yah jo vibhAvik vastu to sab Uparase AyI huI, Upar-UparakI hai, mUl antaramen nahIn hai. isaliye mere mUlamen nahIn hai. vah AyI hai, ab vah Tale kaise? isaliye use TAlanekA prayatna aur apanA shuddha svarUp pragaT karanekA usakA prayatna chalatA hai.
mumukShu- is prayojanase vah is prakArase vichAr karatA hai? gnAnamen aisA jAnaneke bAvajUd, ruchimen main gnAyak hUn, is prayojanapUrvak?
samAdhAna- hAn. mere svabhAvamen to nahIn hai. use ruchi to aisI hai. ruchi, pratItamen aisA hai ki yah mere svabhAvamen nahIn hai. parantu vah hai to sahI. vah hai to Tale kaise? mUl vastumen nahIn hai, lekin paryAyamen yah Upar-Uparase AyA hai. ab vah Tale kaise? mUl vastumen nahIn hai, parantu yah paryAyamen Upar-Uparase AyA hai, vah Tale kaise? use TAlanekA prayatna (karatA hai). meremen nahIn hai, isaliye ab TAlanekA prayatna kaise ho, usakA upAy khojakar svayam TAlanekA prayatna karake, mere svabhAvamen nahIn hai, main usakA kartA nahIn hUn, main anAdi ananta gnAyak hI hUn. donommen virodh nahIn hotA. yadi antaramen dononkI apekShA samajhe. mUlamen nahIn hai to vah Tal jAtA hai. mUlamen ho to Tale kaise? mUlamen nahIn hai isIliye vah TalatA hai. mUlamen ho to-to usakA svabhAv ho jAye. to Tale nahIn. aur vah dukharUp hai. apanA svabhAv to dukharUp hotA nahIn. isaliye yah sab Uparase AyA huA hai, vah pariNati chalI jAye aur merA svabhAv hai vah pragaT ho jAye. isaprakAr usakI ruchi apane svabhAvakI or rahatI hai ki main gnAyak hUn aur yah Tale kaise? yah sab use ruchimen rahatA hai.
mumukShu- bahut sundar! mAtAjI! apane pIchhalI bAr spaShTIkaraN kiyA thA usamen Aj bhI adhik spaShTIkaraN huA. ... ruchimen aise lenA ki main to gnAyak hI hUn aur rAg-dveSh meremen merese atyant bhinna hai. meremen hote hI nahIn. main..
samAdhAna- bhinna hUn. bhinna hUn to pragaTarUpase bhinna paDanekA use prayatna chalatA hai ki pragaTarUpase bhinna kaise hoUn? gnAnamen use donon Ate hain ki yah meremen hotA