244 padhArate the, lekin Apako mAlUm nahIn hogA.

mumukShu- lekin main jain nahIn hUn nA, bahin! isaliye mujhe kyA mAlUm ki yah dharma hai ki aisA hai. ek bAr shrImad rAjachandra pustak hAthamen AyA, to mujhe lagA, are..! aisA jain dharma hai! phir khojate-khojate kitanA sahan karake devavalAlImen rukI. dhyAn karatI thI, vahAn guphAmen. sabako yahI prArthanA karatI thI. lekin pIchhale tIn mahinemen gurudevakA mujhe itanA nishchay ho gayA hai ki... likhanA ho to mujhe andarase AtA hai.

samAdhAna- aisA AtA hai. ApakI bhAvanA achchhI hai. bahan! thoDA vichAr karanA, kuchh vAnchan karanA. dravya aur paryAya. dravya-guN aur paryAy dravyakA svarUp hai. dravyamen vah gnAyak hai. vah gnAyak svata gnAyak hai. kisIne use banAyA nahIn hai. gnAyak hai vah gnAyak hai. gnAyak aisA hai ki usamen ananta guN bhare hain. ananta guNamen ek gnAn aur ek Ananda (hai). Ananda guN to aisA hai ki koI anupam hai. koI vikalpase usakI kalpanA nahIn ho sakatI. aisA koI nyArA hI hai. vikalpa chhUT jAya. vah koI alag hI hai. Ananda, gnAn ityAdi ananta guNonse bharA hai ki jisakA pAr nahIn. jise bol bhI nahIn sakate, jo vANImen nahIn Ate. koI ananta guNase bharA aisA koI AtmA hai. pahale usakI shraddhA hotI hai ki yah jAnanevAlA gnAyak hai. gnAn hotA hai na? lekin vah gnAyak (hai). gnAyakako grahaN karanA. lekin usakI svAnubhUti aur usake ananta guN jo svAnubhUtimen Ate hain, andar vikalpa chhUT jAy vah andaramen kuchh alag hotA hai.

use andar svAnubhUti koI alag (hotI hai). phir bhI Ap andar vichAr karanA. andar bhedagnAnakI dhArA kShaN-bhaN (chalatI hai). use vichAr nahIn karanA paDe ki main yah bhinna hUn. puruShArthakI dhArA andaramen chalatI rahe. main yah bhinna hUn, bhinna hUn. jo-jo vignakalpa Aye usI kShaN main bhinna hUn. shubhabhAv jo Ate hain ki mujhe gurudev mile, aise shubhabhAv, vah sab shubhabhAv hai. aur dUsare laukik bhAv hai vah ashubhabhAv hai. donon bhAvase bhinna AtmA hai. shAstramen AtA hai ki un sabase bhinna hai, AtmA to bhinna hI hai. usakI antaramen shraddhA barAbar karanI. aur gnAyak-gnAyak karate hue yadi usamen lIn hA jAy to pUrNatA hotI hai. lekin vah lInatA, abhI to gRuhasthAshramamen hai isaliye samyagdarshan hotA hai. samyagdarshanamen use bhedagnAnakI dhArA, svAnubhUti hotI hai. svAnubhUtimense puna bAhar AtA hai. bAhar AtA hai to bhedagnAnakI dhArA chalatI hai. andar jAy to svAnubhUti hotI hai. aisI dashA amuk prakArakI hotI hai.

usake bAd use jab munidashA AtI hai, munidashA Aye usamen aisA tyAg ho jAtA