344 sakatA. svayam badale aur svayam gnAyakakA Ashray le to hotA hai. dev-guru-shAstra sab nimitta mahA balavAn hote hain. parantu upAdAn svayamkA hotA hai. yadi svayam taiyAr nahIn ho aur yadi svayam grahaN na kare to nimitta nimittarUpase nimittamen rah jAtA hai. bAkI svayam grahaN kare to hotA hai. puruShArthamen bal AtA hai. vah bal tujhe hI pragaT karanA hai.
... bhAv to andar laganI laganI chAhiye na. dUsarI laganI... bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? laganI to ek hI hotI hai. itane sAl bIt gaye, ab itane sAl bItanemen kahAn der lagegI? aisA hotA thA. pandrah gaye, itane gaye, bIs, pachIs honemen kahAn der lagegI? abhI to kuchh hotA nahIn hai. kyA abhI bhI paribhramaN karanA hai? abhI dukh kyon nahIn lagatA hai? yah sab kyon? yah sab kyA? abhI paribhramaNakI thakAn kyon nahIn lagatI? vibhAvase kaise chhUTanA?
mumukShu- bachapanase hI vahI laganI.
mumukShu- usI prakArake hI vikalpa Ate rahate hain.
samAdhAna- vikalpa nahIn, bhAvanA. bhAvanAke sAth vikalpa to hote hain. bhAvanA us jAtakI, laganI us jAtakI. khAte-pIte, jAgate-sote, svapnamen ek hI laganI, dUsarI koI laganI nahIn thI. kahIn chain nahIn paDe.
vahAn jAtI thI, kabhIkabhAr vAnkAnerake apAsaremen jAtI thI. vahAn bhI jAtI thI. poShA karatI thI, ek-do bAr kiye the. vahAn pUrA din nivRutti mile na? isaliye vahAn baiThatI. apasArAmen ek or kamarA thA, vahAn baiThatI thI. phir bAhar nikalUn tab dUsare koI ho usake sAth bAtachIt karatI. bAkI khAs koI bAt nahIn karatI thI.
mumukShu- kaun-sA darshan satya hai, usIkI jhankhanA thI.
samAdhAna- satya kaun-sA hai? satya kyA hai? gurudev kahate the vahI satya lagatA thA. andarase pahachAnakar, gurudev svabhAv kahate hain vahI satya hai. parantu nirNay karaneke liye vichAr to svayamko Ate hain.
mumukShu- bahinashrI! jAtismaraN kitane sAl bAd huA?
samAdhAna- 1989kI sAlamen huA na, phir 1993kI sAlamen. chAr sAl bAda.
mumukShu- mAtAjI! ek hI vichAr..
samAdhAna- vichAr nahIn Ate hain, vah vichArase thoDe hI hotA hai. vichArase nahIn hotA. andar AtmAmen-svarUpakI lInatA karate-karate sahaj AtA hai, vah koI vichArase nahIn AtA. AtmAkI ekAgratA AtmAmen karate-karate vah bIchamen AtA hai. vichArase nahIn. sahaj A jAtA hai.
mumukShu- ..