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mumukShu- kuchh balavAn nahIn hotA?
samAdhAna- phalavAn, usakA koI phal nahIn AtA. binA antarakI dashAke. mAtra antarakI jo shAnti chAhiye, antaramense shAnti... mAtra bAhya tyAg karanese antaramen jo shAnti hotI hai, vah shAnti bAhya tyAgase nahIn AtI.
mumukShu- abhI mAtra vaisA shubhabhAv karanese ...
samAdhAna- antaramense shubhabhAv.... samyagdarshanakI bhUmikAmen aur sachchI munidashAmen usake sAth shubhabhAv hai. vah shubhabhAv heyabuddhise Ate hain. vah shubhabhAv alag hai aur yah shubhabhAv (alag hai).
AtmArthIko, mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho? bhavakA abhAv kaise ho? aisI bhUmikAke sAth shubhabhAv hotA hai, parantu usakA dhyey ek (hotA hai ki), mujhe shuddhAtmA kaise pahachAnamen Aye? vah ek dhyey hotA hai. vAnchan, vichAr Adi sab shubhabhAv hain. AtmA kaise pahachAnamen Aye? pahale sachchA gnAn ho bAdamen sachchA hotA hai. pahale tyAg hotA nahIn. aisA kram nahIn hai. pahalA kram - sachchA gnAn honA vah kram hai, bAdamen tyAg (hotA hai).
sachchA gnAn Adi sab... usake sAth use usakI bhUmikAmen kaShAyakI mandatA hotI hai, AtmArthItA hotI hai, use kahIn gRuddhipanA nahIn hotA, AtmArthItA ho, AtmAkA prayojan ho, yah sab use (hotA hai). amuk anshamen usake ras chhUT jAte hain. use sab ho jAtA hai. jise AtmAkI laganI lagI hai, use sab ho jAtA hai. ras chhUT gaye hote hain, bAhya sAnsArik sab ras use DhIle paD jAte hain. use yathAshakti tyAg bhI AtA hai, sab AtA hai. usakI shakti anusAr sab AtA hai.
bAharase sab kar le aur andar kuchh nahIn ho. baDA tyAg le le aur andar kuchh nahIn hotA. shubhabhAv to jignAsAkI bhUmikAke sAth amuk shubhabhAv to hote hain. use tyAg bhI hotA hai, sab hotA hai.
.... jIvane samyagdarshan prApta nahIn kiyA hai. jo samyagdarshan prApta honese bhavakA abhAv hotA hai, AtmAkI svAnubhUti hotI hai aur jisase kevalagnAn tak AtmAkI pUrNatA prApta hotI hai, aisA jo samyagdarshan vah jIvane prApta nahIn kiyA hai. sab ananta bAr kar liyA hai. bAhya kriyAen kI, tyAg kiyA, vrat liye, pachchakhAN liye, abhigrah dhAraN kiye, upavAs kiye, mAsakhamaN kiye, sab kiyA. abhI sab bAharase karate hain vaisA nahIn. shubhabhAv AtmAke liye karatA hUn, aisA mAnakar kiyA. parantu andar ekatvabuddhi (chhUTI nahIn).
AtmA bhinna aur yah sharIr bhinna aur andar shubhAshubh bhAv hote hain vah merA