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mumukShu- asthiratA apekShAse paramen juDe tab bhI use ruchatA nahIn hogA.
samAdhAna- use antaramen ruchi nahIn hai. yah puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN bAr jAnA ho rahA hai. antaramen pUrNarUpase sthir nahIn huA jAtA. antaramen bAhar AnA ho jAtA hai. antarmukhakI dashAmense, antarmukhakI sthitimense bAhar AnA hotA hai aur savikalpa dashAmen AnA hotA hai, vah ruchatA nahIn hai. phir bhI puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN AnA ho jAtA hai aur usamen gRuhasthAshramamen bAhya kAyAmen juDatA hai.
pratyek kArya, shubhAshubh pratyek kAyAmen juDe lekin usakI ruchi to AtmAmen jAnekI rahatI hai. merI gnAyakakI dhArA visheSh kaise pragaT ho? visheSh lInatA kaise ho? aisI use bhAvanA rahatI hai. aisI anupam dashA, aisA anupam chaitanyadev jo hAthamen AyA use chhoDakar bAhar jAnekA man nahIn hotA hai. parantu puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN bAhar jAnA hotA hai.
samAdhAna- ... aisI ekatvabuddhi nirantar rahatI hai. din aur rAt ekatvabuddhikI pariNati chalatI hai. vichAr kare ki main judA hUn-bhinna hUn, parantu pariNati to ekatvakI chalatI hai. jaisI ekatvakI pariNati chalatI hai, vaisI pariNati "main gnAyak hUn' aisA abhyAs bArambAr kare. jaisI vah pariNati nirantar (chalatI hai), jIvanamen aisI ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. anAdi kAlase ho rahI hai. main gnAyak hUn, (aisA) ek-do bAr vichAr kare aisA nahIn, jIvanamen aisA hI dRuDh kare ki main gnAyak hI hUn. aisI bhale bhAvanA, vichAr kare parantu ekatvabuddhi toDanekI pariNati honI chAhiye.
main gnAyak hI hUn, main yah nahIn hUn, kShaN-kShaNamen usakA vichAr Aye. mAtra vichAr Upar-Uparase nahIn, antarase gnAyakakI laganIpUrvak (honA chAhiye). andar jignAsA ... ho aur bArambAr main gnAyak hUn, aisA bhItaramense honA chAhiye. bArambAra. yathArtha sahaj pariNati to jab nirvikalpa dashA hotI hai, usake bAd sahaj hotI hai. parantu pahale usakA bArambAr abhyAs kare. main gnAyake hI hUn, kShaN-kShaNamen usakA abhyAs karanA chAhiye. bArambAra.
buddhise jAn liyA ki yah sharIr bhinna, main bhinna, yah vibhAv merA svabhAv nahIn.