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samadhAna- vah bhI ek prakArakI bhagavAnakI bhakti hai. vah bhaktikA bhAv hai. kuchh jagah AratI nahIn utArate hain, koI-koI utArate hain. lekin bhagavAn par mahimA AtI hai isaliye AratI utArate hain. ek prakArakI bhakti hai. shrAvakonko bhakti aur mahimA AtI hai. bhagavAn! main ApakA kyA karun aur kyA na karun? main jo kuchh bhI karun, ApakA ... main yah sab sansArakI RuddhiyAn hain, usakI mujhe koI mahimA nahIn hai. mujhe ApakI mahimA hai, isaliye main AratI dvArA Apake guNonkI mahimA karatA hUn. ApakA vAranA UtArun ki vAh! Apane yah guN pragaT kiye. use main kyA kahUn? isaliye vah AratI UtAratA hai. vAh re vAh..! bhagavAn! aisA karake AratI UtAratA hai, vah ek prakArakI bhakti hai.

... kitanA unakA mAn! log unako kitanA (mAnate the). unakI pratiShThA kitanI thI sthAnakavAsImen. unhe mAnanevAle kitane the. unhonne shAstra paDhakar chhoD diyA ki yah jUThA hai. kitanI unakI pratiShThA. gurudev to svayam ekadam (nispRuh the). koI sAmane dekhe, na dekhe, unako kuchh nahIn thA. ekadam apanemen hI the. lekin logommen utanI unakI pratiShThA thI.

mumukShu- jab mahotsav thA tab ham bahut chhoTe the.

samAdhAna- ... saralatA pragaT kare to mAyA chalI jAtI hai. donon prakArakI mAyA. darshanamoh ... sab vibhAv hai vah vibhAv hI hai. mainne yah kaise jitA? mainne yah kaisA kiyA? aisA kuchh AtA hai. main dUsare prakArase Akar khaDA hUn. tU mAn, tujhe usamen ThagatA hai. ek guN (pragaT) karake usakI svayam visheShatA karane jAy to dUsarA doSh A jAtA hai. yah mainne kitanA achchhA kiyA, yah guN mainne kaisA achchhA (pragaT) kiyA, aisA karane par tujhe mAn Thag letA hai. isaliye kahate hain, mAyA Adi kaShAyonke andar... bhinna-bhinna kaShAy us prakArase jIte nahIn jAte. ek gnAyakako svayam pahachAne to sabako jItA jAtA hai. lekin pAtratAkI bhUmikAmen dhyAn rakhane jaisA hai. "kaShAyanI upashAntatA mAtra mokSha abhilASh'. AtmArthIko prayojan AtmAkA honA chAhiye. usamen upashAntatA honI chAhiye. vishAlabuddhi, jitendriyatA, saralatA, madhyasthatA Adi AtA hai na? tattva pAnekA uttam pAtra hai. saralatA, madhyasthatA, vishAlatA tattva grahaNakI shakti honI chAhiye, jitendriyatA honI chAhiye, saralatA honI chAhiye, madhyasthatA honI chAhiye. vah tattva pAnekA uttam pAtra hai.

hRuday aisA saral honA chAhiye, vakratA nahIn honI chAhiye. jo koI kuchh bAt kare to sIdhI tarahase svayam grahaN kar sake. aisA apanA hRuday honA chAhiye. vakratAmen chhal-kapaT nahIn honA chAhiye. saralatAse jo bAt ho vah sIdhI grahaN ho, aisA apanA