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samAdhAna- vichAr kare. AkulatAmen sukh mAn letA hai. pravRutti karane jAtA hai. use aisA hotA hai, mujhe yahAnse Ananda milegA. pratyek pravRuttiommen thak jAtA hai. bAhya koI bhI pravRutti karanI, usakA svabhAv hI nahIn. anya padArthakA kartRutva mAnanA, usamen vah kuchh kar nahIn sakatA hai aur thak jAtA hai. to bhI usamen vah Ananda mAn rahA hai.
andar sthir ho jAnA aur nivRutta ho jAnA, andarase Ananda pragaT hotA hai, aisA hI usakA svabhAv hai. phir use aisA hotA hai ki mujhe antaramense koI shAnti prApta ho jAya. andar shAntikI ichchhA karanevAlA svayam hI shAntisvarUp hai. gnAyakake Ashrayase vahAn jAnatA hai ki yah main jAnanevAlA hai. usamen hI sabakuchh hai aisA lagatA hai. utanA use vishvAs AnA chAhiye.
jIv shAntikI ichchhAse jo vApas muDe to AtmAkI or bhI aise hI muDatA hai ki mujhe shAnti kahAn mile? mujhe Ananda kahAn mile? is hetuse svabhAvakI or muDatA hai. lekin use vishvAs AtA hai to muDatA hai. shAnti kahIn nahIn hai, to phir koI anya tattvamen bharI hai. jaDamen nahIn hai. chetan hI usakI ichchhA kar rahA hai. chetan hI ichchhatA hai, isaliye chetanamen bharI hai.
vah svayam AnandasvarUp hI hai. jaise svayam divyasvarUp hai, svayam ananta divya gnAnase bharA hai. ek samayamen use gnAnakI pariNati pragaT hotI hai. aisA svayam AnandasvarUp hai. aisA svayam ananta divya shaktiyonse bharA hai. bArambAr usakI shraddhA kare, usakI pratIt kare, usamen lInatA kare to vah pragaT hotA hai. jabatak na ho tabatak usakA raTan kare, bArambAr usakA vichAr kare, bArambAr dRuDhatA kare. vah AtA hai na? mere gnAnamen, mere dhyAnamen, sabamen... haiDe vaso mArA dhyAnamAn jinavANI mArA hRudayamAn. chaitanyadev base. merA haiDe hajo, mArA dhyAne hajo, mArA bhAve hajo.
aise shubhabhAvamen dev-guru-shAstra aur andar chaitanyadev, mere hRudayamen, mere bhAvamen, mere dhyAnamen baso. samyagdarshan huA to usamen to usane grahaN hI kar liyA. use (aise) grahaN karatA hai ki usakI dRuShTikI Dor vahAnse chhUTatI nahIn. dRuShTikI Dor jo usane bAndhI aur svAnubhUti pragaT huyI ki bas, pUrNatA pragaT karake chhUTatA jAtA hai.
mumukShu- ek bAr aisA anubhav ho, isaliye bAhya vastukA Ashcharya chhUT jAya.
samAdhAna- Ashcharya chhUT jAtA hai. pahale use bhAvanA hotI hai. bAharase Ashcharya chhUTakar andar jAtA hai ki andar kuchh alag hai, antaramen hai, bAhar nahIn hai. aisA prApta hone pUrva vishvAs A jAtA hai. vishvAs AtA hai. AkulatA dikhatI hai. kahIn shAnti nahIn hai. sab orase thakAn lagatI hai, ichchhA anusAr kuchh hotA nahIn, bhAvanA