350 jAtA hai. yathArtha gnAn ho to yathArtha dRuShTi (hotI hai). jaise yathArtha dRuShTi ho usake sAth yathArtha gnAn hotA hai, vaise svayam pakkA nirNay kare to usake sAth yathArtha dRuShTi pragaT hue binA nahIn rahatI. apanA astitva apanemense grahaN karanA chAhiye.

mumukShu- isakA prayog karane baiThe to prayog ho sakatA hai?

samAdhAna- vah svayam kare to ho sakatA hai. main yah gnAyak hI hUn, gnAyak hI hUn. use svayam mahimApUrvak (kare), shuShkatApUrvak gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn, aise nahIn, parantu antarase use mahimApUrvak gnAyakamen hI sabakuchh hai. gnAyak hI mahimAvant hai. utanI mahimApUrvak usakA dhyAn ekAgratA ho to use yathArtha gnAyakakI pariNati pragaT hotI hai. main gnAyak hUn, aise shabdarUp yA shUnyatArUp yA shuShkatAse gnAyak yAnI kuchh nahIn hai, aise nahIn. gnAyak bharapUr bharA huA ek tattva, chaitanya adabhut tattva hai. aisI adabhutatApUrvak aur mahimApUrvak yadi usakA dhyAn kare aur ekAgratA kare to vah pragaT hotA hai. usakI mahimApUrvak ki is gnAyakamen sab bharA hai, adabhut tattva hai, aisA dRuShTikA jor, aisA gnAnakA nirNay, aisA use adabhutatApUrvak ho to usakA dhyAn yathArtha hotA hai. nahIn to kitanonko to gnAyak hUn, gnAyak hUn aisI shUnyatArUp athavA ek vikalparUp ho jAtA hai to dhyAn yathArtha nahIn hotA hai. usakI adabhutatA laganI chAhiye. gnAyakamen sab hai.

bhagavAnane jaisA svarUp pragaT kiyA, bhagavAnakA jaisA chaitanyatattva jinendra devakA hai aisA hI merA chaitanya gnAyak hai. aisI mahimAse bharA huA, vah ek vikalpa huA, parantu main chaitanya adabhut tattva hI hUn. aisI antaramense svayamkI mahimA AnI chAhiye. to dhyAn yathArtha hotA hai. .. vichAr kare, svAdhyAy kare aisA sab kare, lekin usakA dhyAn kab jamatA hai? ki, usamen adabhutatA lage to dhyAn jAtA hai.

samAdhAna- .. bhItaramen svAnubhUti nahIn huyI to sachchA to nahIn huA. pahale to samyagdarshan pragaT kare. samyagdarshan pUrvak sanyam hotA hai. bhedagnAn kare, svAnubhUti pragaT kare, gRuhasthAshramamen pahale samyagdarshanakA prayatna karanA chAhiye. main AtmAko kaise pahachAnUn? AtmA bhinna hai, sharIr bhinna hai, vibhAv merA svabhAv nahIn hai. main chaitanyadravya hUn. aisI shraddhA karanA, gnAn karanA, pahale to aisA karanA. aur bAdamen sanyamakI pUjA hotI hai to sanyam AdaraNIy hai. pUjAke liye to kuchh hotA nahIn.

main AtmA AdaraNIy hUn. aisA .. sab AdaraNIy hai, aisA guN AdaraNIy hai. usake liye karanA, parantu pahale to samyagdarshan pragaT karanA, bAdamen sanyam hotA hai. pUjAke liye to kuchh hotA nahIn, AtmAke liye sab hotA hai. pahale samyagdarshan hotA hai, bAdamen sanyam hotA hai. aise to bAharase tyAg kar diyA, ananta kAlamen bahut kiyA.