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samAdhAna- gurudevane svAnubhUtikA, bhedagnAnakA mArga batAyA hai, vah mArga grahaN karanekA hai. svayam hI khojatA rahe, jise jignAsA hotI hai, use tRupti nahIn hotI.

samAdhAna- .. gurudevane mArga batAyA vahI karanekA hai. janma-maraN, janma-maraN hote hI rahate hain, aise to kitane janma-maraN hue, ananta. ananta (bAr) devalokamen gayA, ananta bAr tiryantamen gayA, ananta bhav manuShyake mile, ananta bAr narkamen gayA. aise ananta-ananta bhav kiye. usamen is bhavamen gurudev mile, aisA mArga batAyA, bhavakA abhAv karanekA. sab kahAn paDe hote hain, kriyAse dharma hotA hai, bAharamen itanA kar le to dharma hotA hai, dharma antaramen rahA hai. mAtra bAharamen nahIn hai. antaramen dharma hai, gurudevane batAyA ki antar AtmA shAshvat hai use tU grahaN kar le.

AtmA shAshvat hai. yah sharIr to badalatA hI rahatA hai. usakI AyuShya sthiti pUrI hotI hai tab deh aur AtmA bhinna ho jAte hain. AtmA chalA jAtA hai. AtmA shAshvat rahatA hai. dUsarI gatimen jaise bhAv kiye ho us anusAr (chalA jAtA hai). gurudevane mArga batAyA aur antaramense AtmA grahaN ho, aur yah sharIr bhinna aur main bhinna, yah sab vibhAv bhI merA svarUp nahIn hai. aisA bhedagnAn karake jAy to saphal hai. usakI ruchi kare, usakI mahimA kare to bhI achchhA hai ki gurudevane aisA apUrva mArga batAyA hai. vah karane jaisA hai.

janma-maraN karate-karate bhavakA abhAv karanekA mArga gurudevane batAyA hai. janma- maraN itane kiye hain ki is AkAshake ek-ek pradeshamen janma-maraN karatA hai. aise ananta bhav kiye hain. ananta mAtAonko rulAyA hai, ananta-ananta bhav kiye hain. kuchh bAkI nahIn rakhA, shAstramen AtA hai. aise janma-maraN TAlaneke liye bhedagnAn, samyagdarshan aur svAnubhUti karake kitane hI chhoTI umramen sanyam lekar AtmAkI sAdhanA karaneko jangalamen chale jAte ki AtmAkI sAdhanA karake ab ham andar kevalagnAn pragaT karen. shAshvat Ananda AtmAmen hai, use pragaT karen. aisA karaneke liye chhoTe-chhoTe bAlak bhI sab chhoDakar chale jAte.

gurudevane antaramen mArga batAyA hai ki pahale tU bhedagnAn kara. bAdamen sab AtA hai. gnAn, darshan, chAritra. gnAn aur darshan pragaT kar, bAdamen chAritra hotA hai. aise janma- maraN jIvane ananta kiye hain. ananta kAlamen jIvako sab kuchh mil chukA hai. gurudev kahate hain na ki, ek samyagdarshan, jisase bhavakA abhAv ho vah prApta nahIn huA hai. aur ek bhagavAn jinavar svAmI nahIn mile hain. mile to svayamne bhagavAnako svIkAre nahIn ki yah bhagavAn hain, aisA usane pahachAnA nahIn. isaliye use mile hI nahIn.

is bhavamen gurudev mile, jineshvar dev ananta kAlamen mile, gurudev mile to gurudevane