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samAdhAna- mAtra mokSha (abhilASh). ek AtmAkI jise abhilAShA hai, dUsarI koI abhilAShA hai. ek AtmA hI chAhiye. jisakA ek AtmA hI dhyey hai. sab kArya aur sab prasangamen mujhe ek AtmA hI chAhiye. mAtra AtmAkI abhilAShA hai. jo sab sankalpa-vikalpa, vibhAv hote hain, usamen tanmayatA nahIn hai, parantu mAtra ek AtmAkI abhilAShA hI jise mukhyapane vartatI hai. vah mumukShutA (hai). mAtra mokSha abhilASh, jise mAtra AtmAkA hI abhilAShA hai. mujhe AtmA kaise prApta ho? mujhe svAnubhUti kaise prApta ho? jise bAhar koI padArthakI ichchhA yA kisI bhI prakArakI abhilAShA nahIn hai. sab kAyAmen juDe, phir bhI use sab gauN hai. dhyey mAtra ek AtmAkA hai ki AtmAkA kaise prApta ho?
... svAdhyAy, dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA Adi sab hotA hai. lekin ek AtmA kaise prApta ho? AtmAke binA jise kahIn chain nahIn paDatI. ... bArambAr batAte the ki tU tere AtmAko dekha. AtmA gnAnasvabhAv hai. yah sab tujhase bhinna hai, tU tere AtmAko dekha. aisA bArambAr svayam andarase jignAsAse grahaN karanekA prayatna kare.
mumukShu- ... vihAr kiyA hai aur jahAn-jahAn unake pAvan charaNasparsha huA hai, vahAn yah bAt ekadam khaDI ho gayI hai.
samAdhAna- sab taiyAr ho gaye hain. chAron or jahAn-jahAn unhonne vihAr kiyA, vahAn yah AtmAkI bAt chAlU ho gayI.
mumukShu- gurudev to gurudev the. sabako aise premase gale lagAte the. bachchonko, ek bAr hAth lagA de to vah digambar, sachchA digambar ho gayA, aisA lage. gurudevamen aise koI vishiShTatA thI.
samAdhAna- gurudevakI kRupA sab par thI. sab AtmAko prApta karo, aisI unakI ek hI (bAt thI). mArga yah hai, samajhamen AtA hai? sab samajho. yah unake hRudayamen thA. pravachanamen (bolate the), samajhamen AyA, samajhamen AyA. pahale to bahut samajhamen AtA hai, samajhamen AtA hai, aisA AtA thA.
mumukShu- Apane pIchhalI bAr kahA thA ki jo bhUmi yahAn AyI hai, to us bhUmimen jo sAdhanA karate honge, vah AtmA kaisA hogA? vah bAt satya hai, sau pratishat sachchI hai.
samAdhAna- .. unake gnAnamen atishayatA, unakI vANImen atishayatA, unakI bAtamen aisA thA. unakA prabhAv aisA thA.
mumukShu- abhI ye log Aye hain, holamen baiThe to.. gurudev bolate ho aisA lage. sAkShAt gurudev bolate ho aisA lagatA hai.