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samādhānaḥ- gurudevakī ājñā huyī. phir manameṁ aisā huā ki maiṁ to kadācit mān lūn̐, parantu ye sabako becāroṁko... sabako duḥkh ho, usakā kyā? gurudevane koī javāb nahīṁ diyā. parantu us din sabako aisā ho gayā thā ki mānoṁ gurudev virājate hoṁ. guruedavane bahut pramod-se kahā, maiṁ yahīṁ hūn̐, aisā mānanā. aisā kuch nahīṁ rakhanā, aisā kahā. svapna itanā hī thā. svapnameṁ ūpar-se pādhare hoṁ, aisā svapna thā.
mumukṣuḥ- āpakī bhāvanā-se gurudevakī dūj alaukik rūp-se manāyī gayī. vaiśākh śuklā-dūja.
samādhānaḥ- vaiśākh śukla-dūj, bahut acchī tarah-se manāyī gayī.
mumukṣuḥ- .. svayaṁ bhī padhāre ho, aisā ban sakatā hai.
samādhānaḥ- ban sakatā hai, apaneko lage gurudev svapnameṁ padhāre. gurudev gaye tab bhī thoḍe mahine pahale bhī devakā aisā svapna āyā thā. gurudevake rūpameṁ. maiṁ yahīṁ hūn̐, aisā mānanā. vah bhaktimeṁ joḍā hai na? indra sarīkhā śobhī rahyā che..
mumukṣuḥ- vah svapnake anusaṁdhānameṁ hai?
samādhānaḥ- svapna aur aṁtar-se sab juḍā hai. mujhe to aisā bhāvanā hotī hai ki gurudev yahān̐-se vimānameṁ jāte ho, .. padhārate haiṁ. gurudev sīmaṁdhar bhagavānakī vāṇī sunane (jāte haiṁ). aisī bhāvanā ho, devoṁkī to śakti hai, sīdhe mahāvidehameṁ jāye. parantu ye bharat aur mahāvideh donoṁ samīp hai. sīmaṁdhar bhagavān jahān̐ virājate haiṁ, vah mahāvideh aur yah bharat, ghātukī khaṇḍa dūr hai, parantu bhagavān virājate haiṁ vah mahāvideh aurayah bharatakṣetra donoṁ samīp hai. ye bharatakṣetra to bīcameṁ ātā hai. devoṁko to bīcameṁ āye yā na āye, ve to avadhijñān-se jān sakate haiṁ.
mumukṣuḥ- is bār āpako phoṭomeṁ kuch prakāś jaisā lagatā thā.
samādhānaḥ- sab log kahate the ki gurudev sākṣāt virājate haiṁ. phir in logoṁne viḍīyo dikhāyā to viḍīyamoṁ kaun jāne aisā prakāś, aisā kuch lagā ki mānoṁ gurudev hai. maiṁne to vahān̐ mātra darśan kiye, maiṁ to is or baiṭhī thī. dūsare log kahate the. darśan karate samay ... utanī bāt hai. parantu ye viḍīyomeṁ mujhe aisā lagā ki ye kis