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vibhāvarūp pariṇaman nahīṁ hai. jñān svaparaprakāśak svabhāvī hai. parantu jo jñān svako prakāśe nahīṁ, sirpha parako hī prakāśe to vah jñānakā doṣ hai. yahān̐ vibhāv aur doṣake bīc kyā aṁtar hai, yah kr̥pā karake samajhāīye.
samādhānaḥ- vah to śraddhāmeṁ usakī bhūl paḍī hai, vahān̐ jñānameṁ use bhūl hotī hai. śraddhāmeṁ bhūl (hai). sarva guṇāṁś so samyagdarśana. jise apanī or yathārtha pratīti huyī, usakā jñān bhī yathārtha hai. jahān̐ śraddhāmeṁ bhūl hai isaliye jñān bhī mithyā nām prāpta karatā hai.
vibhāvakī kaṣāyakī jo kālimā ho rahī hai, vah kālimā aur is jñānameṁ aṁtar hai. jñān jo sthūl rūp-se vyavahārameṁ jānatā hai, vaise jānanemeṁ bhūl nahīṁ hai. parantu svayaṁko jānatā nahīṁ hai, jñān svaparaprakāśak (hone par bhī) vah parako yathārtha nahīṁ jānatā hai. jo parako jānatā hai aur svako nahīṁ jānatā hai, vah to usakī baḍī bhūl hai. isaliye svapūrvak parako jāne to vah jñān yathārtha hai. svako nahīṁ jānatā hai, vah jñānakā doṣ hai, jñānakī bhūl hai.
jaise darśanakī bhūl hai, vaise jñānakī bhī bhūl hai. parantu vibhāvakī jo pariṇati (hai), kaṣāyakī kālimākī jo pariṇati hai vaisī jñānakī pariṇati nahīṁ hai. jñānakī pariṇati use mithyārūp pariṇamī hai. jo jāne, vyavahārameṁ jo jāne vah sthūlarūp-se jānatā hai, aisā kahanemeṁ ātā hai. parantu usakī śraddhāke sāth usake jñānameṁ bhī bhūl hai. svayaṁko nahīṁ jānatā hai, vah usakī bhūl hai. use bhī mithyājñān kahanemeṁ ātā hai. apane svapadārthako nahīṁ jānatā hai. svayaṁko nahīṁ jānā, usane kuch nahīṁ jānā. aur svayaṁko jāne usane sab jānā hai. parako jāne parantu use yathārtha nahīṁ kahate haiṁ. apaneko jāne to vah yathārtha jñān kahalātā hai.
mumukṣuḥ- pūjya gurudevaśrī aisā pharamāte the ki, jisase lābh māne use apanā māne binā rahe nahīṁ. yahān̐ parapadāthāmeṁ iṣṭa-aniṣṭa buddhi to jīvako hai. to kyā aniṣṭapanemeṁ apanatva nahīṁ hai? athavā pūjya gurudevakī yahān̐ kyā āśay hai, use spaṣṭi kījiye.
samādhānaḥ- parapadārthako iṣṭa mānatā hai, aniṣṭa māne use aniṣṭa mān rahā hai, parantu andarameṁ to, yah mujhe nukasān karatā hai, nukasān karatā hai, aisā jo usane mānā hai vah jūṭhā hai. usane apanatva mānā hai. aniṣṭa-se mujhe nukasān hotā hai, iṣṭa- se mujhe lābh hotā hai. vah donoṁ bhāv usake yathārtha nahīṁ hai. iṣṭa-aniṣṭa jñātākī pariṇatimeṁ ek bhī nahīṁ hai. vastu svabhāv-se iṣṭa-aniṣṭa kuch hai hī nahīṁ. parantu iṣṭapanā mānā vah kahatā hai, mujhe ṭhīk hai. aur aniṣṭa mānā ki mujhe ṭhīk nahīṁ hai, usameṁ vah nukasān karatā hai. aisā mānā usameṁ apanī pariṇatike sāth use kuch ekatvapanā