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(bhakti karatā hai). gurudevakī aṁtaraṁg daśā (dekhakar kahe), unakā bāharakā bhī aisā aur aṁtar (bhī alaukik) aisā bhaktibhāv-se (kahe).
bhagavān samavasaraṇameṁ baiṭhe ho (to kahatā hai), prabhu! āpakī aṁtarameṁ bhī aisī pariṇati aur āpakī bāhya śobhā bhī adabhut aur sabakuch adabhut! bhaktimeṁ sab āve. sab bhaktimeṁ āve. parantu aṁtaraṁg dekhanekī dr̥ṣṭi aṁtarameṁ hai. bhaktibhāvameṁ sab āve.
mumukṣuḥ- bhaktimeṁ to vāṇīkī mahimā bhī kare, śarīrakī kare.
samādhānaḥ- hān̐, śarīrakī kare, sab kare. gurudevakā prabhāvanā yog kaisā, gurudev tīrthaṁkarakā dravya, āpakī mudrā kaisī, āpakī vāṇī kaisī, vah sab bhakti hai. aṁtarakī daśā amuk dehātīt daśā dikhatī ho, vah sab amuk parīkṣā karake kahe vah alag bāt hai. ... gurudev, bhagavān, muniśvar aṁtarameṁ kṣaṇ-kṣaṇameṁ līn hote haiṁ, jagat-se alag dikhe, gurudev jagat-se alag dikhate the. aisī parīkṣā kare vah alag bāt hai.
mumukṣuḥ- kahanemeṁ ātā hai ki tū jñānalakṣaṇako khoja. to khojaneke liye usake pās to vartamānameṁ indriy jñān hī hai. to usameṁ-se hī khoj le na.
samādhānaḥ- use dr̥ṣṭi aṁtarameṁ karanī paḍatī hai. indriy jñān bhale ho, parantu svayaṁ hai na? apanā nāś to huā nahīṁ hai. indriy jñān ho to vah jñān kahīṁ usameṁ ghūs to gayā nahīṁ hai. vah to us taraph usane mānyatā kī hai. usameṁ parameṁ apanā ghūs nahīṁ gayā hai. svayaṁkā astitva kahīṁ nāś nahīṁ huā hai. usameṁ-se khoj le, arthāt tū svayaṁ hī hai. terī pariṇatiko aṁtar jhukākar tū kaun hai, yah khoj le. usameṁ bīcameṁ man, indriyān̐ sab ātā hai, use gauṇ karake tere jñānako mukhya karake tū jñānalakṣaṇ- se pūre jñāyakako pahicān le.
use tū sāthameṁ rakh usakā matalab isase jñāt huā, isase jñāt huā, aisī dr̥ṣṭi kyoṁ karatā hai? mujhe mere jñān-se jānanā hotā hai aur jñānalakṣaṇ-se andar dekhanekā hai. isaliye usase dekhā vah to sāthameṁ ātā hai. isaliye aisā kahanemeṁ āye ki indriy jñān-se jānā. parantu tū aṁtar dr̥ṣṭi kar, tū svayaṁ hī hai, tū kahīṁ kho nahīṁ gayā hai. dūsarā sādhan arthāt svayaṁ hī hai, svayaṁ hī apanā sādhan hai. apanā kahīṁ nāś nahīṁ huā hai.
mumukṣuḥ- apanī sattākā hī svīkār nahīṁ karatā hai. mūlameṁ hī takalīph hai.
samādhānaḥ- isase dekhanā hai na, isase dekhanā hai na. parantu tū svayaṁ tere-se hī dekh rahā hai, vah tū dekhatā nahīṁ hai. aur isase dekhanā hai, is ān̐kh-se dekhanā rahā, man-se dekhanā rahā, parantu tū svayaṁ hī hai. vah tujhe kahān̐ jñān karavāte haiṁ? tere jñān- se, tere kṣayopaśam jñān-se sab jñāt hotā hai. tū tere jñānako terī or moḍ to tū