300 saṁyog ho to vah lāl dikhatā hai. parantu vah lāl bāhar-se nahīṁ āyā hai, parantu sphaṭik svayaṁ pariṇamit huā hai.
vaise jīv svayaṁ pariṇamatā hai. kuch nahīṁ hai arthāt mātra bhrānti hī hai aur ajñān hai, vah apekṣā-se barābar hai. parantu dūsarī apekṣā-se dekhe to use anādi kālase vedan hotā hai, rāgakā, duḥkhakā vedan kisako hotā hai? mujhe duḥkh-se chūṭanā hai, yah mujhe duḥkh hotā hai, mujhe ākulatā hotī hai. vah vedan andarameṁ hotā hai. to vah vedan ek paryāyameṁ hai, mūl vastumeṁ nahīṁ hai. vedan paryāyameṁ hai, vastumeṁ to nahīṁ hai. parantu vastumeṁ nahīṁ hai, aisā nakkī kiyā. phir bhī bāhar usake vedanameṁ amuk khaḍā rahatā hai. isaliye vah śraddhā barābar karake, bhedajñānakī dhārā aisī hī rahanī cāhiye ki kṣaṇ- kṣaṇameṁ, kṣaṇ-kṣaṇameṁ jaise vikalpakī dhārā calatī hai, utanī hī usake sāmane dhārā calanī cāhiye. ... andarase calanī cāhiye.
jñāyakadhārā aisī cale to usameṁ-se svānubhūti ho. to usakī daśā cālū ho. svānubhūti nahīṁ ho to usakī daśā cālū nahīṁ hotī. usakī dhārā calanī cāhiye. andar-se aisī bhāvanā kare ki maiṁ bhinna, meremeṁ kuch nahīṁ hai, maiṁ to bhagavān jaisā hū̃n. andar aisī bhāvanā, vairāgya ho jāya. parantu us jātakā vedan hokar use svānubhūti honī cāhiye. aur usakī dhārā andarameṁ (calanī cāhiye). bāharameṁ kuch bhī kām kare to kṣaṇ- kṣaṇameṁ (calanī cāhiye). phir bhūl jāy aur yād kare, bhūl jāy aur yād kare aise nahīṁ, parantu use andar dhārā hī calanī cāhiye. dhārā cale aur svānubhūti bār-bār ho to use vikalpa chūṭakar ānanda āye. vikalpa chūṭe binā ānanda nahīṁ hotā.
mumukṣuḥ- vikalpa chūṭe nahīṁ to aisā apūrva ānanda pragaṭ hī nahīṁ hotā.
samādhānaḥ- hān̐, to apūrva ānanda pragaṭ hī nahīṁ ho.
mumukṣuḥ- mujhe to dhruv jaisā niścay hai. bas, ..
samādhānaḥ- dhruv, acal... dhruv bhī sirpha dhruv nahīṁ hai, parantu jñāyak dhruv hai. jñāyakatāse bharā huā dhruv hai. aisā dhruvakā niścay barābar, phir paryāyameṁ kyā hai? vah svayaṁ nakkī karanā cāhiye.
mumukṣuḥ- maiṁ kahatī hūn̐, aisā hī niścay hai ki ātmā prāpta karake rahūn̐gī. pūrṇa vītarāg honā, us prakārakā .. kabhī chūṭe nahīṁ aisā.
samādhānaḥ- vah to acchī bāt hai. svayaṁ jyādā āge baḍhanā. jyādā āge baḍhanā bākī rahatā hai.
mumukṣuḥ- āge jānā hai, isīliye kis prakār... mumukṣuḥ- vah kahatī hai, pūrṇapane pragaṭ ho..