32 astitva grahaṇ karanā chāhiye. usakā astitva grahaṇ karake yah main nahīn hūn̐ aur yah main hū̃n. chaitanyakā astitva grahaṇ karake bārambār kṣhaṇ-kṣhaṇamen usakā abhyās (kare). main gnāyak hū̃n. jitanā gnānasvarūp, gnāyakasvarūp utanā main hūn̐, vibhāv main nahīn hū̃n. bārambār nirantar isakā abhyās kare aur usakā ugra abhyās kare to der nahīn lagatī. apanā svabhāv hai. kṣhaṇamen ho jātā hai. puruṣhārthakī ugratā hove to utkr̥uṣhṭa chhaḥ mahine lagate hain, der nahīn lagatī hai. parantu apane puruṣhārthakī mandatā hai. duḥkh-duḥkh kare, lekin sukh svabhāv kyā hai? usako grahaṇ kare, usamen pratīt dr̥uḍh kare, bārambār usakī pariṇati pragaṭ kare to hove.
duḥkh lage to bhī apanā svabhāv grahaṇ karanā chāhiye. svabhāv grahaṇ kare to vibhāv- se chhūṭ jātā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ kare binā duḥkh-duḥkh kare to bhī nahīn chhūṭ sakatā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ kare to chhūṭ jātā hai. to bhedagnān ho jātā hai. svabhāvako grahaṇ karanā chāhiye, apane astitvako grahaṇ karanā chāhiye. main yahī hūn̐ aur yah main nahīn hūn̐, aise bārambār usako grahaṇ karanekā abhyās kare to hove.
mumukṣhuḥ- shraddhāguṇ to nirvikalpa hai...
samādhānaḥ- shraddhā nirvikalpa hai, parantu pahale vichār-se nirṇay karanā chāhiye. pahale to aisā vichār ātā hai, pahale pratīt dr̥uḍh nahīn hove to vichār karanā chāhiye. vichār-se apanā svabhāv pahachānanā chāhiye ki gnānalakṣhaṇ, asādhāraṇ gnān lakṣhaṇ hai. akhaṇḍa dravyako pīchhānanā chāhiye. gnān-se vichār kare. pratīt to dr̥uḍh (bādamen hotī hai). pahale vichār ātā hai. tattvakā vichāra. bārambār main bhinna hūn̐, yah main nahīn hū̃n. svabhāvako bhītar-se usakā lakṣhaṇ pīchhānakarake nakkī karanā chāhiye.
shraddhā bhale nirvikalpa ho, gnān kām karatā hai. gnānamen vichār (karake), nakkī karake shraddhāko dr̥uḍh karanā chāhiye. muktikā mārga samyagdarshan-se pragaṭ hotā hai. parantu jab pahale samyagdarshan nahīn hove tab vichār, yathārtha gnān karanā chāhiye. gnān bīchamen ātā hai. pratītako dr̥uḍh karanā.
samādhānaḥ- ... gurudevako sab shobhā de. vahān̐ sṭejamen baiṭhanā, karanā ādi... gurudevakī chhatrachhāyāmen apane to bol lete haĩn.
mumukṣhuḥ- ham to gurudevakī āgnākā pālan karate haĩn. gurudev kahakar gaye hain...
samādhānaḥ- chitra ādi sab thā na, isaliye vahān̐ manamen aisī bhāvanākā ghoṭanā hotā thā ki ye sab hai, gurudev padhāre. aisī bhāvanā (hotī thī). bas, aise hī ghoṭan chalatā thā ki gurudev padhāre to achchhā. prātaḥ kālamen svapnamen aisā āyā ki gurudev ūpar-se padhār rahe haĩn. aisā kahā, padhāro gurudeva. gurudev devake rūpamen the. devake vastra