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thā. ātmā bhinna hai, bhinna hai, aisā jyādā-jyātā bhinna lagatā jāy, isaliye itanā- itanā aisā kahatī thī. ātmā bhinna hai, yah sab bhinna hai, ātmā bhinna hai. jyādā- jyādā bhinnatā lagane lagatī thī isaliye itanā hai, itanā hai, aisā kahatī thī. aisā kuchh mālūm nahīn paḍatā hai ki itane samayamen ho jāyagā. utanā bal andar-se ātā thā. ye bhinna hai to bhinna hī paḍ jāyagā, aisā hotā thā.
mumukṣhuḥ- mātājī! nishchay-vyavahārakī sandhi āyī na? āpane kahā, gnāyakakā raṭan karanā, dev-guru-shāstramen yathārtha shraddhā rakhanā. vah to vyavahār āyā. to nishchay- vyavahār donoṅkī sandhi sāthamen hī hai?
samādhānaḥ- donon sāthamen hai. donon sāthamen hai. nimitta aur upādāna. puruṣhārtha karanekā upādān apanā aur usamen nimitta dev-guru-shāstra hote haĩn. vah shubhabhāv-se bhinna hone par bhī nimitta-upādānakī sandhi hotī hī hai. ananta kāl-se jo samyagdarshan prāpta nahīn huā hai, pratham bār ho to usamen deshanālabdhi hotī hai. koī sākṣhāt guru yā sākṣhāt dev ho tabhī use deshanālabdhi hotī hai, aisā nimitta-upādānakā sambandha hai. gnāyakako grahaṇ karanekā hai, to bhī usamen nimitta dev-gurukā hotā hai. pratyakṣha dev- guru ho to andar-se pragaṭ hotā hai. aisā nimitta-upādānakā sambandha hai. aisī nishchay- vyavahārakī sandhi hai.
mumukṣhuḥ- gnānī dharmātmā bāharamen bhakti ādi kāyāmen juḍate hon aisā dikhatā hai, .. aisā lagatā hai. āp kahate ho ki vah bāhya kāyā-se alipta hai. gnānīkī andaramen jo pariṇati chalatī hai use tū dekh, parantu andaramen dekhanekī dr̥uṣhṭi to hamen milī nahīn hai, to hamen us dr̥uṣhṭiko prāpta karaneke liye kyā karanā, yah kr̥upā karake samajhāīye.
samādhānaḥ- gnānī kuchh bhī karate ho, usakī bhakti ho to bhī usakī bhedagnānakī dhārāmen gnāyak bhinna hī pariṇamatā hai. parantu use dekhanekī dr̥uṣhṭi to svayaṅko pragaṭ karanī paḍatī hai. sachchā mumukṣhu ho, jise satako grahaṇ karanekā netra khul gayā ho, vah usake vartan par-se, amuk (vāṇī) par-se samajh sake. use amuk prakār-se samajh sake. bākī to amuk pratīt rakhe, bākī usakī sat grahaṇ karanekī shakti jo sachchā jignāsu ho use pragaṭ hotī hai. ye sab karate hue bhī nyāre dikhate hain, aisā kisīko grahaṇ ho bhī jātā hai.
mumukṣhuḥ- arpaṇatā karanī, gnānī dharmātmāko pahichānakara.
samādhānaḥ- pahale amuk parīkṣhā-se nakkī kare. amuk nakkī kare, phir sab nakkī karanekī usakī shakti na ho to vah arpaṇatā kare. amuk jitanī usakī shakti ho use grahaṇ kare. utanā amuk to nakkī kare, phir to gurudev dr̥uṣhṭānta dete the ki tujhe