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samAdhAnaH- ... ye jo vibhAv hai, vibhAvakA lakShaN dikhatA hai vah AkulatArUp hai, viparIt bhAv hai. merA svabhAv AnandarUp, shAntirUp, j~nAyakatA (hai). j~nAyakatattva hai vahI mai.n hU.N. usakA adabhut Ananda to use nirvikalpa dashA hotI hai tab pragaT hotA hai. parantu use j~nAyakatA to pahichAname.n AtI hai. isaliye j~nAyakalakShaNako pahichAnanA. usakA j~nAn, usakI dR^iShTi, usakI lInatA sab usame.n kare. bAhar vibhAvakI mahimA Tale aur vibhAvame.n AkulatA lage, usakI virakti ho to svabhAvakI or svaya.n jAtA hai. aur use yathArtha lakShaNase pahichAnanA, yah usakA upAy hai. dUsarA koI upAy nahI.n hai. svaya.nko pahichAnakar, us par yathArtha dR^iShTi karake usame.n lInatA kare. lekin usake liye tattva vichAr Adi karanA. yathArtha vastukA svarUp pahichAnanekA prayatna karanA.
sachche dev-guru-shAstra to usake hR^idayame.n hote hai.n. jinho.nne pragaT kiyA unakI mahimA aur usakA hetu kyA? ki j~nAyakatattvako pahichAnanA hai. pahichAnA jAtA hai svaya.nse, apane puruShArthase pahichAn hotI hai. jaise sphaTik svabhAvase nirmal hai, usame.n pratibi.nb jo bAharase uThate hai.n, lAl-kAle phUlake, vah pratibi.nb (sphaTikakA) mUl svabhAv nahI.n hai. sphaTik svabhAvase nirmal hai.
vaise AtmA svabhAvase nirmal hai. shuddhAtmA anAdiananta (hai). usakA nAsh nahI.n huA. anAdiananta usake ananta guN jyo.nke tyo.n hai.n. jaise sphaTik nirmal hai, vaise AtmA nirmal hai. jaise pAnI svabhAvase shItal aur nirmal hai, vaise AtmA nirmal hai. parantu vibhAv use huA hai nimitta-orase, parantu apane puruShArthakI mandatA hai. sphaTikame.n jo lAl-kAle phUlake nimittase (pratibi.nb) uThe, parantu pariNaman sphaTikake svaya.nkI puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN vibhAv hotA hai. ataH puruShArtha apanI or badalakar, mai.n shuddhAtmA chaitanya hU.N, ye vibhAv mai.n nahI.n hU.N, (aisA bhedaj~nAn karanA). phir turanta sab Tal nahI.n jAtA. alpa asthiratA rahatI hai. ... gR^ihasthAshramame.n ho, parantu usakI bhedaj~nAnakI dhArA chAlU hI rahatI hai. kShaN-kShaName.n use bhedaj~nAn vartatA hai.
parantu pahale use mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N, j~nAyak hU.N aisA abhyAs a.ntarase honA chAhiye. pahale Upar-Uparase ho usase hotA nahI.n, bIchame.n vah vichAr Aye, parantu a.ntarase