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gurudevane sAShTA.ng namaskAr kiye. gurudevakI A.Nkhame.nse A.NsU chale jAte the, jab bhagavAn padhAre the taba. bhagavAn padhAre tab kuCh alag hI ho gayA thA. us vakta to pahalI bAr bhagavAn padhAre. sthAnakavAsIme.n kahI.n bhagavAnako dekhe nahI.n the. bhagavAn padhAre isaliye mAno sAkShAt bhagavAn padhAre. gurudevako aisI bhAvanA ho gayI thI. bhagavAn mandirame.n padhAre to aise sAShTA.ng namaskAr kiye. A.Nkhame.nse A.NsUkI (dhArA bahane lagI). jab bhagavAnakI pratiShThA huyI us vakta bhI gurudevakI A.Nkhame.nse ashru chale jAte the. mAno sAkShAt bhagavAn padhAre ho.n!

bAharase bhagavAnakA svAgat aur a.ntarame.n j~nAyakadevakA bhI mujhe Adar hai. j~nAyakadevake lakShyase sab hotA hai. a.ntarame.n j~nAyak... bAharase bhagavAnako kahate hai.n, bhagavAn! padhAro. jinendra dev padhAro! mai.n Apako kis vidhise pUju.N? kis vidhise va.ndU.N? a.ntarame.n j~nAyakadevakI or jAy to mai.n Apako kis vidhise pUju.N? kis vidhise va.ndU.N? aisI use bhAvanA hotI hai. utanA a.ntarame.n Adar hai, utanA bAharame.n Adar hai.

alpa asthiratA hai, vah mujhe nahI.n chAhiye, mujhe usakA Adar nahI.n hai. jaise j~nAyakadevakA Adar... bAhar jinendra bhagavAnakA Adar aur a.ntarame.n j~nAyakadevakA Adar hai. jin pratimA jin sArakhI, name.n banArasIdAsa. alpa bhavasthiti jAkI, so hI pramANe jin pratimA jin sArakhI. jin pratimA mAne sAkShAt bhagavAn hai.n. bhagavAn aur pratimAme.n koI pharka nahI.n hai. jin pratimAko jinendra samAn jo dekhate hai.n, alpa bhavasthiti. jisakI bhavasthiti kam ho gayI hai, jise mukti samIp A gayI hai, arthAt jise j~nAyakadev samIp A gayA hai, jisakI j~nAyakakI svAnubhUti samIp a.ntarase ho gayI hai. bhagavAnako sAkShAt nirakhatA hai. a.ntarame.nse use bhAvanA hotI hai.

mumukShuH- prabhudarshanakI to pUrI dR^iShTi Apane a.ntarmukh kar dI.

samAdhAnaH- a.ntarame.n dekhe to j~nAyak.. j~nAyak.. j~nAyak bhagavAn hotA hai. a.ntarame.n dR^iShTi sthApit kI hai. j~nAyakadev, bAra.nbAr j~nAyakadev padhAro mere a.ntarame.n, mai.n ApakA Adar karatA hU.N. bAhar Aye to mujhe jinendra dev, guru aur shAstrake sivA kuCh nahI.n chAhiye. jagatake andar mujhe kisI bhI vastukA Adar nahI.n hai. koI vastukI mujhe mahimA nahI.n hai, mujhe koI nahI.n chAhiye, bas! ek jinendra bhagavAn mujhe mile, guru mile aur shAstra mile to usame.n mujhe sab milA hai.

mai.n svaya.n jAtA hU.N, usame.n dev-guru-shAstrakI merI shubhabhAvanA hai, abhI nyUnatA hai isaliye mujhe dev-guru-shAstrake binA nahI.n chalegA. mai.n merI shubhabhAvanAme.n Apako sAthame.n rakhatA hU.N. Ap dUr ho.n, to bhI Apako samIp AnA hI paDegA. merI bhAvanA aisI prabal hai ki Apako samIp AnA hI paDegA. merI bhAvanAse mai.n Apako sAth hI