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mumukShuH- pariNatime.n aisA nahI.n hotA.
samAdhAnaH- pariNatime.n aisA nahI.n hotA. use sab vivek to honA chAhiye... doSh par vajan chalA jAy, aisA nahI.n hai. dR^iShTikA jor sAthame.n hai. phir na ho to AkulatA ho ki ulajhaname.n A jAy, aisA use nahI.n hotA. parantu samajhatA hai ki merI kShati hai. mai.n lIn hoU.N to yah sab ChUT jAya. parantu mujhe lInatA kaise ho? aisI bhAvanA rahatI hai.
mumukShuH- mahimA nahI.n AtI, ... doShakA khyAl hai, dR^iShTikA jor to j~nAyak hU.N, vah hai.
samAdhAnaH- .. dR^iShTikA kahe aur chAritrakI bAt ho to chAritrakA kahe. sarva prakArakI bAt Aye. gurudev, ananta kAlase jIv bhramame.n paDe hai.n, unhe.n dR^iShTikI bAt jor-se batAye, sva-par ekatva-vibhaktakI bAt durlabh hai, jIvane sunI nahI.n hai. svame.n ekatva aur parase vibhakta, vah bAt (durlabh hai). gurudev to dR^iShTikI bAt kare. parantu prasa.ng par sab bAt gurudevake pravachaname.n sab bAt AtI thI. chAro.n orakI bAte.n AtI thI. jab paryAy-orakI Aye to itane jor-se (kahe) aur dUsare ra.ng jAy, aisI bAt paryAy-orakI AtI thI.
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samAdhAnaH- chAro.n taraphakI bAt gurudevake (pravachaname.n) AtI thI. vairAgya taraphakI bAt aisI Aye ki dUsare log Dolane lage. munikI bAt, bachcho.nkI karate the, gurudev kaisI bAt karate the. gurudev chAro.n taraphakI bAt (karate the). ham Aj hI dharma a.ngIkAr kare.nge, ham Aj hI munipanA le.nge. gurudevakI sarva prakArakI bAt AtI thI.
samAdhAnaH- vah Age baDhaneme.n ulajh jAtA ho to ek jAnanekI bAt hai ki kramabaddha hai. merI kShati hai, aisA svaya.nko puruShArthakA lakShya to rahanA chAhiye.
.. dveSh arochak bhAva. parakI ruchi toDate-toDate use pasInA nikal jAtA hai. aise usako ruchi hotI hai ki AtmAkA karane jaisA hai. parantu ekatvabuddhi toDate-toDate use mushkil ho jAtA hai. ananta kAlakA abhyAs hai na isaliye. prayAs kar-karake khed ho jAy, thak jAtA hai. vahA.N jAy, prayAs kare, abhI bhI prApta nahI.n ho rahA hai, prayAs karate-karate thak jAy, khed ho jAtA hai. ... aisA hotA nahI.n hai, parantu usake vishvAsame.n chalAyamAn ho jAtA hai. puruShArthakI kShati hai.
... kaisI kar dI hai. vah svaya.n hai bhinna, parantu sthUl ho gayA hai. svaya.nne hI ekatva abhyAs kar-karake (kiyA hai). jitanA abhyAsakA jor kiyA, utanA ananta kAl us abhyAsame.n rahA. ab use kShaN bhar to jor karanA hI paDe na. is ananta