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grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. jo kShaN-kShaName.n jAn rahA hai, jo kShaN-kShaName.n sabakA j~nAn kar rahA hai, jo bhAv chale gaye un bhAvo.nkA bhI j~nAn karanevAlA hai, sabakA j~nAn karanevAlA hai, j~neyakA karanevAlA shaktivAn kaun hai? use grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. yah jAnA, vah jAnA aise paryAyako grahaN karanekA prayatna nahI.n karake akhaNDa j~nAn grahaN karanekA prayatna karanA. paryAy-se grahaN hotA hai, usake lakShaN-se grahaN hotA hai. paryAy bIchame.n AtI hai. paryAy par dR^iShTi ChoDakar j~nAn grahaN kara.

gurudevane bahut samajhAyA hai aur gurudevakA param upakAr hai. is pa.ncham kAlame.n gurudevakA janma huA aur sabako tAranekA gurudevakA mahAn nimittatva thA. unakI vANI koI apUrva thI. unakI vANIke pIChe pUrA muktikA mArga, AtmA-adabhut AtmA dikhe aisI unakI vANI thI. sab unhoe.nne samajhAyA hai. vastu sthitike chAro.n taraphake pahalU unho.nne samajhAye haiai.n. AtmAkI svAnubhUti kaise ho? sAdhak dashA kyA? dravyadR^iShTi kyA? paryAy kyA? guN kyA? sab gurudevane samajhAyA hai.

samAdhAnaH- ... aisA kaisA hai? tattvakA svabhAv kaisA hai? yah sab vichAranA chAhiye. aisA tattvakA vichAr honA chAhiye, yah sab karanA chAhiye. bAra.nbAr-bAra.nbAr, bAra.nbAr-bAra.nbAr isakA manan, chi.ntavan, AtmAke binA usako chain na paDe, mai.n AtmA kaise prApta karu.N? vibhAvame.n.n ras nahI.n lage aur chaitanya svabhAvame.n ras honA chAhiye. aisI a.ntarame.n-se taiyArI honI chAhiye. aisI pAtratA honI chAhiye. tab vah svabhAv taraph jA sakatA hai.

anAdi kAl-se vibhAvame.n ekatvabuddhi ho rahI hai. usame.n sabakuCh mAnA hai aur bAhya kriyAme.n dharma mAn liyA hai. aur shubhabhAv-se to puNyabandha hotA hai, svarga hotA hai. Atma svarUp, shuddhAtmAkI paryAy to nahI.n hotI. svAnubhUti nahI.n hotI. shubhabhAv- se to puNyabandha hotA hai. usase merA svabhAv to shubhabhAv-se bhI bhinna hai. shubhabhAv bIchame.n AtA hai. dev-guru-shAstrakI mahimA sab AtA hai. parantu shubh pariNAm apanA svabhAv nahI.n hai. aisI shraddhA honI chAhiye. aisI shraddhA, usakA chi.ntavan, manan nira.ntar aisA honA chAhiye. to AtmAkI prApti ho sakatI hai. mai.n usase bhinna hU.N. mai.n bhinna hU.N, aisA bhItarame.n-se honA chAhiye. pahale to vah vichAr karatA hai, parantu aisA bhItarame.n- se honA chAhiye. svabhAvame.n-se AtmAko grahaN karanA chAhiye. praj~nA-se grahaN karanA chAhiye aur praj~nA-se bhinna karanA chAhiye. aisA hone-se usako nirvikalpa svAnubhUti ho sakatI hai. bAra.nbAr usakA manan, mai.n nyArA chaitanya hU.N, sharIr bhI mai.n nahI.n hU.N, vibhAv bhI merA svabhAv nahI.n hai. bhinna AtmAko pahachAnanA chAhiye.

mumukShuH- ye sab to vikalpame.n jAyagA. ye to vikalpame.n.n AyagA.