168 hai.n).
mumukShuH- merA prashna to yah hai ki shubharAg yA rAgadhArA-karmadhArA jo chalatI hai, usame.n jo rAg utpanna hotA hai, vah rAg honeme.n puruShArthakI mukhyatA letA hai ki mere puruShArthakI mandatAke kAraN athavA UlaTe puruShArthake kAraN ye rAg utpanna huA hai aise letA hai? kyo.nki pA.Ncho samavAy hai.n. shubharAgame.n vah kisakI mukhyatA karatA hai? UlaTe puruShArthakI mukhyatA (karatA hai)?
samAdhAnaH- merI mandatA hai. puruShArthakI mandatA hai. mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, yah merA svabhAv nahI.n hai, usakA svata.ntra pariNaman hai, yah sab jAnatA hai. parantu usake sAth mukhya use aisA hai ki mere puruShArthakI mandatA hai. mukhya aisA rahatA hai ki mere puruShArthakI mandatA hai. yah merA svabhAv nahI.n hai, parantu mere puruShArthakI mandatA-se (hoshratA hai). puruShArtha mere svabhAvakI or jAy to ye sab ChUT jAy aisA hai. lekin usako usakI AkulatA nahI.n hai. mere puruShArthakI mandatA hai, mai.n kaise a.ntarame.n jAU.N, aisI bhAvanA rahatI hai.
j~nAname.n jAnatA hai ki ye jo hai vah merA sva pariNaman hai aur yah vibhAv hai. chAritrame.n aisA jAnatA hai ki mere puruShArthakI mandatA-se hotA hai. puruShArthakI mandatA usake khyAlame.n mukhya (rUp-se rahatI hai).
mumukShuH- svapna to vaishAkh shukla dUj thI na, us din AyA thA. svAdhyAy mandirame.n sab sajAvaT aur charaNachihna, jIvan darshan Adi sab thA na, isaliye dekhakar aisA huA ki gurudev yahA.N virAjate ho.n to kaisA lagatA? vahIke vahI vichAr chalate the. rAtako aisA hotA thA, gurudev padhAro, padhAro. aisA hotA thA. isaliye prAtaHkAlame.n svapna AyA ki gurudev devalokame.n-se padhAre hai.n, devake rUpame.n. rUp devakA thA aur pahanAvaT sab devakI thI, ratnake AbhUShaN, ratnakA mugaT Adi thA. pahachAname.n A jAy ki gurudev hai.n, devake rUpame.n.
gurudevane aisA kahA ki bahin! aisA kuCh rakhanA nahI.n, mai.n to yahI.n hU.N, aisA tIn bAr kahA ki mai.n to yahI hU.N. devalokame.n hai. parantu mai.n to yahI.n hU.N. aisA bhAv-se gurudevane kahA. maname.n aisA huA ki gurudevakI Aj~nA hai, svIkAr kar le ki gurudev yahA.N hai. parantu ye sab jIvo.nko duHkh hotA hai. gurudev maun rahe. parantu gurudevane aisA hI kahA ki mai.n yahI.n hU.N.n. aisA do-tIn bAr kahA.
us aisA utsav ho gayA ki sabako Ananda hI bahut thA. svapna to utanA thA, parantu Ananda thA. gurudev devalokame.n virAjate hai.n, devake rUpame.n yahA.N padhAre. aisA svapna AyA.
mumukShuH- hame.n to Apake sAtishay j~nAname.n ApakA..