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nahI.n AtA hai. jab tak shuddhAtmA pragaT na ho, to usakA dhyey rakhe. tabatak dev- guru-shAstra taraphakhe shubhabhAv Aye. bAkI dharma to AtmAke svabhAvame.n rahA hai. vah mArga pUrA gurudevane batAyA hai.
mumukShuH- mAtAjI! Apake nimitta-se jo spaShTIkaraN ho vah bhI utanA sundar hotA hai ki logo.nko jo kuCh aspaShTa ho, vah spaShTa ho jAtA hai.
samAdhAnaH- a.ntarame.n shIghratA-se puruShArtha utpanna ho... utpanna na ho to usakA sa.nskAr DAle. ekatvabuddhi toDakar mai.n chaitanya hI hU.N, aise bAra.nbAr dR^iDh abhyAs karatA rahe. usakA vichAr, usakA vA.nchan, dev-guru-shAstrane jo batAyA hai, vah sab svaya.n bAra.nbAr usakA ma.nthan kar-karake usake sa.nskAr DAle to bhaviShyame.n bhI sa.nskAr gahare to vah pragaT honekA kAraN banatA hai. jo puruShArtha kare, ugra kare to use a.ntarmuhUrtame.n hotA hai, usase bhI ugra kare to use ChaH mahineme.n hotA hai. na ho to usakA abhyAs bAra.nbAr karatA rahe. abhyAs kare to bhI bhaviShyame.n use pragaT honekA kAraN banatA hai. yadi andar yathArtha gahare sa.nskAr DAle to.
vah AtA hai na, tatprati prIti chitten vArtApi hI shrutAH. prIti-se bhI tattvakI- AtmAkI bAt sunI hai ki AtmA koI apUrva hai, aisA gurudevane batAyA hai. a.ntarakI gaharI ruchi-se sune to vaise sa.nskAr yadi use dR^iDh ho jAy to bhaviShyame.n use vah pragaT hue binA nahI.n rahate. vaisA puruShArtha bhaviShyame.n phir-se utpanna honekA use kAraN banatA hai. ataH aisA kAraN DAle, yadi pragaT na ho to bAra.nbAr aisA abhyAs karatA rahe. abhyAs karatA rahe to bhI achChA hai.
mai.n chaitanya hU.N, chaitanya hU.N, ye sab mai.n nahI.n hU.N. jo ekatvabuddhi anAdikAl-se dR^iDh ho rahI hai, kShaN-kShaName.n sharIr-se bhinna mai.n hU.N, vah to use mAlUm nahI.n hai, vah mAtra vichAr-se nakkI karatA hai. parantu kShaN-kShaName.n mai.n bhinna hI hU.N. ye vikalpa ho vah bhI merA svarUp nahI.n hai. aise kShaN-kShaName.n use bhinna karanekA, a.ntar-se mahimApUrvak (kare). rukhe bhAv-se nahI.n. AtmA koI apUrva aur anupam vastu hai. aisI usako mahimA Akar a.ntarame.n-se bAra.nbAr mujhe yahI grahaN karane yogya hai aur yahI vastu sarvasva hai. isaprakAr vah bAra.nbAr pariNati dR^iDh karatA rahe. usakA vichAr, usakA vA.nchan sab karatA rahe to vah abhyAs karane jaisA hai.
gurudev kahate the, ChoTIpIparako ghisate-ghisate charaparAI pragaT hotI hai. vaise bAra.nbAr abhyAs karane-se a.ntarame.n-se pragaT honekA kAraN banatA hai. ChAChame.n makkhan hotI hai. use bilote-bilote makkhan bAhar AtA hai. vaise bAra.nbAr yadi yathArtha abhyAs ho, apanA astitva grahaN karake ki mai.n j~nAyak hU.N, aise bAra.nbAr abhyAs kare to bhedaj~nAn pragaT