228 hisAbase. usakI bhAvanA thI.
samAdhAnaH- a.ntarame.n vikalpa-se ChUTanA usame.n to puruShArtha chAhiye.
mumukShuH- vah atya.nt kaThin lagatA hai.
samAdhAnaH- vah to puruShArtha-se (hotA hai). vaisA puruShArtha pragaT honA, utanI ugratA ho to hotA hai.
mumukShuH- kaisI ugratA?
samAdhAnaH- ugratA hI chAhiye. kahI.n chain na paDe, vikalpame.n use chain na paDe. kahI.n chain na paDe to hotA hai. vikalpakI jAlame.n bhI chain na paDe, aisA honA chAhiye. kahI.n sukh na lage. a.ntarame.n-se prApta na ho tabatak chain na paDe, utanI ugratA a.ntarame.n honI chAhiye.
.. mujhe bahut Ananda lagatA hai, mujhe bahut aisA lagatA hai, aise jo vikalpa Ate hai.n, vah vikalpame.n hI khaDA hai. mujhe a.ntarame.n bahut bhAvame.n bahut Ananda AtA hai, mujhe isakA bahut ras AtA hai, mujhe aisA bahut hotA hai. vah sab vikalpa hI hai, andar vikalpakA Ananda hai. chaitanyakA astitva-dravyame.n-se Ananda chAhiye, vah Ananda alag hai, vah to sahaj Ananda hai. use vikalpa-se Ananda nahI.n hotA, vah to sahaj Ananda hai. vikalpa nahI.n hai ki mujhe bahut Ananda AyA yA mujhe yah prApta huA, aisA vikalpa bhI jahA.N ChUT jAtA hai. jo sahaj Ananda pragaT hotA hai, vah a.ntar-se bhinna paD jAtA hai. andar bhinna hokar jo Ananda AtA hai, sahaj Ananda jo AtA hai. use kR^itrimatA nahI.n hotI ki mujhe isame.n bahut Ananda AyA.
jisakI Ananda par bhI dR^iShTi nahI.n hai, parantu sahaj Ananda AtA hai. ek apanA astitva grahaN karatA hai. Ananda sahaj andarame.n-se pragaT hotA hai. vikalpa karake Ananda nahI.n vedanA paDatA. ... to pragaT hotA hai. vikalpakI dishA hai, usakI pUrI dishA palaT jAnI chAhiye.
bhinna paDanA vah puruShArtha alag rah jAtA hai. abhI to kShaN-kShaName.n bhedaj~nAn (kare ki) vikalpa-se bhI mai.n bhinna hU.N. pahale to aisA bhedaj~nAn honA chAhiye ki vikalpa- se bhI mai.n bhinna hU.N, aisI j~nAyakakI dhArA pahale honI chAhiye, to nirvikalpa ho. vikalpa- se bhI mai.n to bhinna hU.N. aisI a.ntarame.n-se j~nAyakakI dhArA (pragaT honI chAhiye).