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j~nAyakakA abhyAs kare. .. paradravyakA kyA? sab nakkI karake phir j~nAyakakA abhyAs kare.
mumukShuH- vastukA ba.ndhAraN samajhaneme.n kuCh kShati rah jAy to j~nAyakako pakaDanA mushkil paDe yA j~nAyakake jhukAvame.n vah kShati sudhar jAtI hai?
samAdhAnaH- usakI j~nAname.n bhUl ho to ... parantu ruchi yadi use barAbar ho ki mujhe j~nAyak hI grahaN karanA hai. vichAr karake bhI usakI j~nAname.n bhUl ho to j~nAnakI bhUl nikal jAtI hai, usakI ruchi yathArtha ho to.
mujhe chaitanya kyA padArtha hai, yah nakkI karanA hai. bAhar kahI.n use ruchi lage nahI.n, svabhAvakI hI ruchi lage. to vichAr karake j~nAname.n bhUl ho to bhI nikal jAtI hai, yadi use yathArtha lagan lagI ho to. j~nAname.n bhUl ho to nikal jAtI hai.
.. bAhar-se milegA, bAhar-se khojatA hai. a.ntarame.n sab hai. usakI use pratIti nahI.n hai, ruchi nahI.n hai, isaliye bAhar-se khojatA hai.
mumukShuH- ...
samAdhAnaH- (kyA) padArtha hai, kyA vastu hai? kisame.n dharma hai? kisame.n j~nAn hai? kisame.n darshan hai? samyagdarshan kisame.n hai? chAritra kisame.n hai? sab nakkI kare. chAritra mAtra bAhar-se nahI.n AtA. chAritra chaitanyake svabhAvame.n hai.
mumukShuH- chaitanyame.n yadi ruchi ho to Age baDhe.
samAdhAnaH- to Age baDhe. j~nAn, darshan, chAritra sab AtmAme.n bharA hai. bAhar to mAtra shubhabhAv hote hai.n. vah to puNyabandhakA kAraN hai. andar svabhAvame.n-se sab pragaT hotA hai, j~nAn, darshan, chAritra Adi saba.
samAdhAnaH- .. ruchi lagAne jaisI hai, puruShArtha vah karane jaisA hai, sab karane jaisA hai. parantu svaya.n bAharame.n ruk jAtA hai.
mumukShuH- AtmA prApta karane-se jo Ananda ho, usakA shabdame.n varNan ho sake aisA Ananda hai?
samAdhAnaH- shabdame.n varNan nahI.n hotA. AtmAkA svabhAvakA Ananda to anupam hai. use koI upamA lAgU nahI.n paDatI, jagatake koI padArthakI. kyo.nki ye bAharakA hai vah to rAgamishrit jaD padArtha najar Ate hai.n. AtmAkA jo svabhAv chaitanyamUrti, usame.n jo chaitanyakA Ananda hai aur chaitanyakA Ananda jo a.ntarame.n Ananda sAgar svataH svabhAv hI usakA bharA hai. us par dR^iShTi karake, usakA bhedaj~nAn vibhAv-se bhinna hokar, vikalpa ChUTakar andar jo nirvikalpa tattva pragaT ho, usakI koI upamA bAharame.n nahI.n hai. vah anupam hai. usakI koI upamA nahI.n hai.