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mumukShuH- ... merA jIvan thA, aisA use bhAsit hotA thA, usake badale ab merA jIvan mere AdhAr-se hI hai.
samAdhAnaH- merI hI AdhAr-se hai, kisIke AdhAr-se nahI.n hai. par-se mai.n TikatA hU.N aur par-se merA jIvan hai, usake badale svaya.n merA astitva hai, mai.n svaya.n j~nAyak hU.N. mai.n svaya.n ek padArtha hU.N. koI padArthase mai.n TikU yA koI bAharake sAdhano.n-se, yA sharIrAdi padArthase TikU aisA tattva nahI.n hai. tattva svaya.n svataHsiddha hai. tattva svaya.n apane- se Tik rahA hai. use koI padArthake AshrayakI AvashyakatA nahI.n hai. svaya.n svataHsiddha hai. parantu vah ekatvabuddhi karake aTak rahA hai.
AtA hai na? svataHsiddha tattva, tattva use kahe ki jise parake AshrayakI jarUrat na ho. usakA nAm tattva, usakA nAm svabhAv kahaneme.n AtA hai. jis svabhAvako parake Ashrayase vah svabhAv pariName athavA parake Ashrayake jarUrat paDe, use svabhAv nahI.n kahate. jo svataHsiddha svabhAv ho, vah svaya.n pariNamatA hai. aur us svabhAvame.n maryAdA bhI nahI.n hotI ki ye svabhAv itanA hI ho yA itanA hI jAne. aisA nahI.n hotA. vah svabhAv amaryAdit hotA hai.
vaise j~nAn, vaise Ananda, vaise ananta guN (hai.n). jo svabhAv ho us svabhAvako maryAedA nahI.n hotI. jo svataHsiddha svabhAv hai, vah ananta hI hotA hai. use maryAdA nahI.n hotI yA use itanA hI ho, yA utanA hI ho, aisA nahI.n hotA. vah kisIke Ashray-se pariName yA koI Ashray na ho to usakI pariNati kam ho jAy, aisA nahI.n hai.
jo svataH pariNAmI hai, svaya.n hI svataHsiddha pariNAmI hai. svabhAvako koI maryAedA nahI.n hotI. parantu usane sab mAn liyA hai aj~nAnatA-se. usakA nAma3 svabhAv, usakA nAm tattva kahe ki jo svataHsiddha ho aur jo ananta ho. aise apane svataHsiddha svabhAvakI use mahimA Aye to vah apanI or jAtA hai.
bAhar-se use thakAn lage, vibhAv pariNati-se use thakAn lage, use vikalpakI jAl-se thakAn lage to vah apanA chaitanyakA Ashray grahaN karatA hai. vah thakatA nahI.n hai to use apanA Ashray lenA kaThin lagatA hai. use thakAn lage ki ye pariNati to kR^itrim hai, sahaj nahI.n hai. jo-jo kaShTarUp hai, duHkharUp hai. to apanA jo svabhAv hai, usakA Ashray grahaN karanekI use andar-se jij~nAsA, bhAvanA hue binA nahI.n rahatI.