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prashna- kuTumbanA mANasone bhUkhyA maravA devAy?
are bhUkhyA koN mare? badhAne pot-potAnA puNya pramANe maLI ja rahevAnun chhe.
tenun bharaN-poShaN tun karIsh to ja thashe em nathI.
yogasAr chhe ne! AtmAmAn ekAgra thavA mATe kuTumb Adino moh chhoDaje! e
to potAnA kAraNe AvyA chhe, potAnA kAraNe TakI rahyAn chhe ane potAnA kAraNe chAlyA
jashe; tAre ane ene kAI sambandh nathI. Am moh chhoDIne andaramAn ekAkAr nahi thA
to ekAgratA-yogasAr nahi thaI shake. are! jyAn sharIr mArun nathI tyAn sharIranA
sambandhavALA mArA kyAthi hoy? badhAn mArA sharIrane oLakhe chhe ke A mAro dIkaro chhe
ne A mArA pitA chhe. AtmAne to koI oLakhatun nathI.
Indriyasukhano kAmI jIv IndriyaviShayonA sahakArI kAraNone chhoDato nathI. strI,
putra, parivAr, dhan, makAn, AbarU e badhAn mArA sukhanA sAdhan chhe-em mAnanAro
temAnthI ruchi chhoDI shakato nathI. bAlyAvasthAmAn mAtA-pitA dvArA pAlan-poShaN ane
lAD-pyAr maLe chhe tethI bALakane mAtA-pitA pratye tIvra moh thAy chhe. yuvAnImAn strI
ane putra-putrIthI Indriyasukh meLave chhe tethI teno moh kare chhe. je mitrothI ane
nokar-chAkarathI IndriyasukhamAn sahakAr maLe chhe tene sArA mAnI rAg kare chhe ane je
sukhamAn bAdhak thAy tene dushman samajI dveSh kare chhe. Am badhAn prANI IndriyasukhanA
svArtha khAtar bIjAn pratye moh kare chhe paN AtmAnun sukh e ja vAstavik sukh chhe
ane Indriyasukh e to dukh chhe. evI jo tene pratItI thAy to IndriyasukhanA
nimittonne paN sahakArI mAne nahi ane temAn moh kare nahi.
jem kamaLane jaLano sparsha nathI, kamaL jaLathI alipta chhe, tem jeNe nij
AtmAno anubhav karI atIndriyasukh prApta karyun chhe evA dharmI jIv gRuhasthAshramamAn
jaLakamaLavat nirlep rahe chhe.
strI, putra Adi badhA mArA AtmAthI sarvathA bhinna chhe. AtmA sAthe sambandhavALA
nathI. temano sanyog vAyu samAn chanchaL chhe. pavanathI jem pAndaDA Amatem uDe tem
pUrvanA puNya-pAp anusAr kShaNik sanyogo Ave chhe ne jAy chhe. temAn Indriy sukhanA
lolupI ane atIndriy sukhanA ajAN-mUrkha jIvo anukUL sanyog maLatAn evI
kalpanA kare chhe ke jANe amane svarga maLI gayun, paN potAnA AtmAno anubhav karIne
atIndriy sukh prApta karavAno A mUrkha jIvo prayatna ja karatAn nathI. je kevaLagnAn
lakShmIno svAmI chhe evA AtmAnI oLakhAN karIne alpakALamAn kevaLagnAn pragaT
karavAnI bhAvanA mokShArthI jIvo ja kare chhe. viShayalolupI jIvo to potAnA puNyAdhIn
maLelA kShaNik anukUL sanyogomAn ja sAchun sukh mAnIne aTakI jAy chhe, tene
atIndriy sukhanI ruchi thatI nathI.
andaramAn anukULatAno pinD-bhagavAn AtmA birAjamAn chhe tenI draShTi na karatAn
bahAranI kShaNik anukULatAmAn ruchi kare chhe, sukh mAne chhe te bhramaNA chhe. em kahI have
AchAryadev sansAramAn koI sharaNadAtAr nathI e vAt batAve chhe.