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vaibhavamAn abhimAn thatAn pApabhAv vaDe jIv narakamAn chAlyo jAy chhe. puNyanA phaLamAn
devapad maLe ane devamAnthI sIdho ekendriyamAn chAlyo jAy. tRuShNAmAn devanA vaibhav
bhogavavAnI ichchhA chhe evA mithyAdraShTinI A vAt chhe. puNyanA phaL ane
indriyaviShayone bhogavavAnI lolupatAmAn devaparyAyamAn paN mithyAdraShTijIv dukhI chhe ane
tyAnthI pAchho ekendriy Adi halakI paryAyamAn chAlyo jAy chhe. 12mAn svarga sudhInA devo
marIne pashu thAy chhe, navamI graiveyak sudhInA devo marIne manuShya thAy chhe ane tyAn paN
tRuShNArUpI rogathI pIDAy chhe. “AtmabhrAnti sam rog nahi.” AtmAne bhUlIne
indriyasukh ane puNyamAn prIti rahevI te ja AtmabhrAntino rog chhe. tenA jevo bIjo
moTo koI rog nathI.
pote bhagavAn hovA chhatAn bahAranAn sanyogo-makAn, strI putra, daulat Adi jaD
vastuo pAse sukhanI bhIkh mAge chhe. tRuShNArUpI kShay rog lAgu paDayo chhe, temAn
pIDAto indriyaviShayo pAse sukhanI bhIkh mAge chhe paN pratikULatA, rog, nirdhanatA
Adi dukhanA sAdhan maLavAthI jevI AkuLatA thAy chhe tevI ja AkuLatA tuShNArUpI
rogathI thAy chhe. A jIve anantavAr dev, manuShya, moTA rAjA AdinA vaibhavo prApta
karyA paN A tRuShNArog maTayo nahi. kem ke AtmAnA AnandanI ruchi vinA tRuShNAno
dAh shaman thaI shakto nathI.
dharmIjIv pAnch indriyanA viShayone hey-chhoDavA lAyak samaje chhe. tethI
viShayasukhanA kAraNabhUt puNyadharmane paN hey samaje chhe ane tethI puNyakarmanA kAraNabhUt
shubhabhAvane paN gnAnI hey samaje chhe. tethI viruddha, agnAnI jIv indriyaviShayomAn sukh
mAne chhe tethI tenA kAraN evA puNya-karmanA bandhanane paN sukharUp mAne chhe ane tenA
kAraNabhUt shubhabhAvane paN sukharUp ane upAdey mAne chhe. shubhAshubhabhAvane jeNe adhik
mAnyA chhe teNe AtmAne hIn mAnyo chhe, tene AtmA pratye prem nathI paN viShayo ane
viShayonA kAraN pratye prem chhe.
shuddha chidAnand nij AtmAnI ruchivALo anubhavI jIv bhale pashu hoy topaN
tene AtmAno atIndriy Anand chhe, vAstavik sukh chhe. nAnun evun deDakun hoy ke chakalI
hoy te paN AtmA chhe ne! tene AtmAno anubhav thaI shake chhe. bhagavAnanA
samavasaraNamAn to sarpa, sinh Adi krUr hinsak prANIo paN jAy chhe. tyAn jo AtmAnI
draShTipUrvak anubhav karI le to tene paN atIndriy Anand pragaTe chhe. koI to visheSh
lInatA karIne pAnchamun guNasthAn paN pragaT kare chhe. pachhI e rAtre khorAk ke pANI na
le ane divase paN nirdoSh khorAk vanaspati Adi maLe to ja le. AvA pashu paN
potAnA shuddhasvarUp sivAy bIjA koI viShayomAn Anand mAnatA nathI. jyAre AtmAnA
svarUpathI ajAN moTA sheThiyA hoy topaN puNya-pApanA bhAv ane tenA phaLamAn sukh
mAnIne AkuLatAne vede chhe.
samakitIne to narakamAn paN atIndriy Anand chhe. “bAhir nArakIkRut dukh
bhogat, antar sukharas gaTAgaTI.” AtmAnA shuddha-upayoganI draShTine kAraNe narakanA
asahya dukhanI vachche paN samakitIne sukhanI gaTAgaTI chhe. AhAhA...! kyAn gnAnI pashu,
kyAn mithyAdraShTi sheThiyA! mithyAdraShTidev navamI graiveyakamAn paN AkuLatA vede chhe ane
sAtamI narakamAn koI