ThAkorajIe evAn kArya shA arthe karyAn? evAn nindyakArya karavAmAn shun siddhi thaI? tame kahesho
ke — pravRutti chalAvavA mATe karyAn. paN parastrIsevan Adi nindyakAryonI pravRutti chalAvavAmAn potAne
vA anyane shun napho thayo? mATe ThAkorajIe AvAn kAryo karavAn sambhavatAn nathI. vaLI jo e
kAryo ThAkore nathI karyAn. kevaL tame ja kaho chho, to jemAn doSh nahoto temAn doSh lagAvyo!
eTale evun varNan karavun to nindA ja chhe, stuti nahi.
vaLI stuti karatAn je guNonun varNan karIe te rUp ja pariNAm thAy vA temAn ja anurAg
Ave. have kAm – krodhAdi kAryonun varNan karatAn pote paN kAm – krodhAdirUp thAy, athavA kAm –
krodhAdimAn anurAgI thAy, tethI evA bhAv to bhalA nathI. tame kahesho ke – ‘‘bhakta evA bhAv
karato nathI’’ to pariNAm thayA vinA bhakti kevI rIte karI? ane anurAg thayA vinA
varNan kevI rIte karyun? bhakti kevI rIte karI? jo e bhAvo ja rUDA hoy to brahmacharya
ane kShamAdikane bhalA shAmATe kaho chho? kAraN ke temane to ekabIjAthI pratipakShapaNun chhe.
vaLI saguNabhakti karavA mATe rAm – kRuShNAdikanI mUrti paN shRungArAdikavaDe vakratvAdi
sahit ane strI Adi sangasahit banAve chhe, tene jotAn ja kAm – krodhAdibhAv pragaT thaI Ave
mahAdevane mAtra lingano ja AkAr banAve chhe. juo, keTalI viTambaNA ke – jenun nAm letAn paN
lAj Ave, jagat paN jene DhAnkI rAkhe chhe, tenA ja AkAranun teo pUjan karAve chhe. shun
tene anya ang nahotAn? parantu ghaNI viTambaNA to em ja karatAn pragaT thAy chhe.
vaLI saguNabhakti mATe nAnAprakAranI viShayasAmagrI teo ekaThI kare chhe, tyAn nAm
to ThAkorajInun de, ane tene pote ja bhogave. bhojanAdik banAvI ‘‘ThAkorajIne bhog lagAvyo,’’
em kahI pachhI temAn prasAdanI kalpanA karI pote ja bhakShaN karI jAy chhe. tyAn ame pUchhIe
chhIe ke pahelAn ThAkorajIne kShudhA – tRuShAdikanI pIDA hashe? jo pIDA na hoy to AvI kalpanA
kem sambhave? tathA kShudhAdikavaDe pIDit hoy to te vyAkuL paN hoy, tyAre e Ishvar to dukhI
thayo, te anyanA dukhane kevI rIte dUr kare? vaLI bhojanAdik sAmagrI pote to tenA mATe
mangAve, tathA tene arpaN karI te karI, pachhI prasAd to e ThAkorajI Ape tyAre ja thAy,
potAno karyo to na ja thAy. jem koI rAjAne kAI bheT kare pachhI rAjA bakShis kare to
te grahaN karavI yogya chhe, paN pote rAjAne bheT kare ane rAjA to kaI kahe nahi, mAtra
‘‘rAjAe mane bakShis karI’’ em pote ja kahI tene angIkAr kare, e to mAtra khel ja
thayo. tem ahIn paN em karavAthI bhakti to na thaI paN mAtra hAsya karavun ja thayun.
vaLI ThAkorajI ane tun be chho ke ek? jo be chho to ten bheT karI, have tene ThAkorajI
bakShis Ape to grahaN kar, tun pote ja shA mATe grahaN kare chhe? tun kahIsh ke — ‘‘ThAkorajInI
to mUrti chhe, tethI evI hun ja kalpanA karun chhun.’’ to ThAkorajIne karavAnun kArya ten ja karyun,
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