tun kahIsh ke — ‘‘tyAn manano vikalpa maTI sukh Upaje chhe, ane yamane vashIbhUtapaNun thatun
nathI.’’ paN e mithyA chhe. jem nidrAmAn chetanAnI pravRutti maTe chhe tem pavanasAdhanAthI ahIn
chetanAnI pravRutti maTe chhe. tyAn manane rokI rAkhyun chhe; paN kAI vAsanA to maTI nathI, tethI tyAn
manano vikalpa maTyo na kahevAy, ane chetanA vinA sukh koN bhogave chhe? tethI sukh Upajyun
na kahevAy. vaLI e sAdhanAvALA to A kShetramAn thayA chhe, temAn koI amar dekhAtA nathI. agni
lagAvatAn tenun maraN thatun dekhAy chhe, mATe te ‘‘yamanA vashIbhUt nathI’’ e kalpanA jUThI chhe.
vaLI jyAn sAdhanAmAn k kchetanA rahe ane tyAn sAdhanAthI shabda sAmbhaLe tene te
‘‘anAhat’’ shabda batAve chhe. te to jem vINAdikanA shabda sAmbhaLavAthI sukh mAnavun thAy chhe,
tem tenA sAmbhaLavAthI sukh mAnavA jevun chhe. e to mAtra viShayanun poShaN thayun, paN paramArtha
to kAI paN na Tharyo. vaLI pavananA nIkaLavA – pesavAmAn ‘‘सोहं’’ evA shabdanI kalpanA karI
tene teo ‘ajapA jAp’ kahe chhe, paN te to jem tetaranA shabdamAn ‘tun hI’ shabdanI kalpanA
kare chhe, kAI arthane avadhArI e tetar evo shabda kahetun nathI. tem ahIn ‘‘सोहं’’ shabdanI
kalpanA chhe. kAI pavan arthane avadhArI evo shabda raheto nathI. vaLI shabdane japavA –
sAmbhaLavAthI ja kAI phaLaprApti nathI, paN artha avadhAravAthI phalaprApti thAy chhe.
‘‘सोहं’’ shabdano to e artha chhe ke – ‘‘te hun chhun.’’ have ahIn evI apekShA joIe
ke – ‘‘te’’ koN? teno nirNay karavo joIe. kAraN ke – ‘‘तत्’’ shabdane ane ‘‘यत्’’ shabdane
nityasambandh chhe. tethI vastuno nirNay karI temAn ahambuddhi dhAravAmAn ‘‘सोहं’’ shabda bane chhe.
tyAn paN jyAn potAne potArUp anubhave chhe, tyAn to ‘‘सोहं’’ shabda sambhavato nathI, paN anyane
potAnun svarUp batAvavAmAn ‘‘सोहं’’ shabda sambhave chhe. jem koI puruSh potAne potArUp jANe
tyAn te ‘‘te hun chhun’ evun shA mATe vichAre? paN koI anya jIv ke je potAne na oLakhato
hoy, tathA koI potAnun lakShaN na oLakhato hoy, tyAre tene em kahevAy ke – ‘‘je Avo
chhe te hun chhun.’’ e ja pramANe ahIn jANavun.
vaLI koI lalAT, bhramar ane nAsikAnA agrabhAg dekhavAnA sAdhanavaDe trikUTI Adinun
dhyAn thayun kahI paramArtha mAne chhe. tyAn netranI pUtaLI pharavAthI koI mUrtik vastu dIThI emAn
shun siddhi chhe? vaLI evAn sAdhanothI kinchit bhUt – bhaviShyAdikanun gnAn thAy, vachanasiddha thAy,
pRithvI – AkAshAdikamAn gamanAdikanI shakti utpanna thAy, vA sharIramAn ArogyAdik thAy, topaN
e badhAn laukik kAryo chhe. devAdikamAn evI shakti svayam hoy chhe, tenAthI kAI potAnun bhalun
thatun nathI, paN bhalun to viShayakaShAyanI vAsanA maTatAn ja thAy chhe. ane e to viShay – kaShAy
poShavAnA upAy chhe; ethI e badhAn sAdhan kAI paN hitakArI nathI. emAn kaShTa ghaNun chhe,
maraNAdi sudhI paN thaI jAy chhe ane hit sadhAtun nathI, mATe gnAnI puruSh evo vyartha khed
karatA nathI. kaShAyI jIvo ja evA sAdhanamAn lAge chhe.
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