340 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-pa kathan karavAnI shakti chhe, paN vastunun pariNaman karavAnI shakti nathI. have koI jIv shabdo sAmbhaLIne, teno vikalpa maTADIne chitsvabhAvano punj evA AtmAmAn ekAgra thAy chhe to te samakitanI dashAne, svAnubhavanI dashAne pAme chhe. tyAre shabdone nimitta kahevAmAn Ave chhe. paN nimittathI vastu jaNAy chhe, prApta thAy chhe em chhe nahi.

are! mumbaIthI madrAs jatAn dariyAmAn ekAek eroplen tUTI paDayun ane 90 mANaso kShaNamAn maraNane sharaN thayA! bhAI! AvAn (maraNanAn) dukh ten anantavAr sahan karyAn chhe. je kShaNe deh chhUTavAno hoy te kShaNe chhUTI jAy, ek kShaN paN AgaL-pAchhaL na thAy. A lasaN ane DungaLInI kaTakImAn asankhya sharIr chhe. pratyek sharIramAn anant jIvo chhe. telamAn nAkhIne taLe tyAn te jIvonA dukhanun shun kahevun? e badhA kandamUL anantakAy abhakShya chhe. jain ke Aryane evo khorAk na hoy. paN are! ene taLIne khAy! (nAmadhArI jainane paN na shobhe.) bhAI! svarUpane bhUlIne Am anantavAr tun taLAI gayo chhun, anantavAr bharakhAI gayo chhun. bhagavAn! tun tane bhUlI gayo! tun chitsvabhAvano punj chhe prabhu! ahIn kahe chhe-evA chaitanyasvabhAv vaDe potAnAn utpAd-vyay-dhrauvya karAy chhe. vikalpamAtra AtmAnA svabhAvamAn nathI. dhIrAnAn kAm chhe, bApA! A to vItarAgano mArga chhe. te vItarAg bhAvathI ja pragaT thAy chhe. trikALI tejano punj prabhu AtmA chhe, te vaDe bhAvit thaIne nirmaL paryAyanI dashA utpanna thAy chhe ane tene dharma kahevAmAn Ave chhe.

bhagavAn sarvagnadevanun A pharamAn chhe. shrImade ekavAr kahyun ke amAro nAd koN sAmbhaLashe? ke ek taNakhalAnA be TukaDA karavAnI tAkAt AtmAmAn nathI. matalab ke jaDanI paryAyano kartA AtmA nathI. taNakhalAnA TukaDA enA svakALe je thavAnA hoy te tenA kAraNe thAy chhe, AngaLIthI nahi, chapputhI nahi ke AtmAthI nahi. e badhAn to nimitta chhe. nimitta chhe, nimitta chhe e vAtano ahIn niShedh nathI paN nimittathI upAdAnanun kArya thAy e vAtano ahIn niShedh karavAmAn Ave chhe.

aho! shun saras vAt karI chhe! ke AtmAno chitsvabhAv chhe; rAgabhAv nahi, puNyabhAv nahi, sansArabhAv nahi, ek samayano paryAyabhAv paN eno svabhAv nahi. AvA potAnA chitsvabhAvanA punj vaDe potAnAn utpAd-vyay-dhrauvya karAy chhe. ahAhA...! potAnI vItarAgI nirmaL paryAy utpanna thAy, pUrvanI paryAyano vyay thAy ane dhruv dhruvapaNe rahe te chitsvabhAvanA punj vaDe karAy chhe, hoy chhe.

bhAI! kShaNamAn A deh svakALe chhUTI jashe. mATe chitsvabhAvanA punjarUp tArI vastu chhe tenI bhAvanA kar. A rAganI bhAvanAmAn tane dukhano anubhav chhe. mATe vikalpo chhoDIne svarUpamAn sAvadhAn thA.