246 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-7

pahelAn ‘jo hun ajIvano svAmI thAun to hun ajIv thaI jAun, mATe mane ajIvapaNun na ho’-em nAstithI kahyun; ane have ‘hun to gnAtA ja rahIsh’ -em astithI kahe chhe. ahA! dharmI to em ja mAne chhe ke-hun to jANavA-dekhavAnA svabhAve ja chhun ane jANavA-dekhavAvALo gnAtA-draShTA ja rahIsh; hun kadIy rAgarUpe ke pararUpe thaIsh nahi. juo, chhe andar? chhe ke nahi? ‘hun to gnAtA ja rahIsh.’ aho! samayasAr to bharatakShetrano ajoD sUrya chhe! chhelle 24p mA kaLashamAn lakhyun chhe ke-‘A ek (advitIy) akShay jagat-chakShu chhe.’

ahAhAhA...! kahe chhe-‘hun to gnAtA ja rahIsh, paradravyane nahi parigrahun’ shun kahyun? ke vyavahAraratnatrayano vikalpa thashe topaN ‘te mAro chhe’-em hun nahi mAnun; ane ‘tene men karyo chhe’-em paN nahi mAnun. te mArun sva nahi ane hun teno svAmI nahi; hun to gnAtA-draShTA ja chhun.

nishchayanayathI e siddhAnt chhe ke jIvano bhAv jIv ja chhe, tenI sAthe jIvane sva-svAmI sambandh chhe; ane ajIvano bhAv ajIv ja chhe, tenI sAthe ajIvane sva-svAmI sambandh chhe.

shun kahun? ke nishchayanayathI eTale yathArtha draShTithI A siddhAnt chhe ke-‘jIvano bhAv jIv ja chhe.’ gnAn, Anand, shAnti, svachchhatA, prabhutA ItyAdi bhagavAn AtmAno bhAv chhe. te jIvano bhAv jIv ja chhe ane tenI sAthe jIvane sva-svAmI sambandh chhe. ahA! potAno shuddha chaitanyasvabhAv, gnAnAnandasvabhAv, svachchhatAno svabhAv te potAnun sva chhe ane teno AtmA svAmI chhe. je potAnun sva chhe teno AtmA svAmI chhe arthAt sva- bhAvano AtmA svAmI chhe. tevI rIte ajIvano bhAv ajIv ja chhe. rAgAdi bhAv ajIvano chhe tethI te ajIv ja chhe. ane tenI sAthe ajIvane sva-svAmI sambandh chhe. rAgano sva-svAmI sambandh ajIvanI sAthe. ahA! rAg ajIv chhe to teno svAmI paN ajIv chhe. nishchayathI rAgano svAmI jIv nathI. A nirjarA adhikAr chhe ne? gnAnI rAgano svAmI nathI. AvI vAt chhe.

kahe chhe-gnAtA-draShTA svabhAv te mArI chIj chhe. rAgAdi kayAn mArI chIj chhe? rAg to mArA gnAnanun vyavahAre gney chhe; to pachhI ‘te mArI chIj chhe’-em kem hoy? AvI antar-draShTi-anubhavadraShTi jene thaI chhe te gnAnIne karmanI ne ashuddhatAnI nirjarA thAy chhe. paN rAg mAro chhe evI jyAn mAnyatA chhe tyAn to mithyAdarshanano navo bandh paDe chhe. mArag to Avo chhe bhAI! ajIvane-rAgAdine potAnA mAne to pote ja ajIv thavAno prasang Ave chhe.

paN pAnch-pachAs lAkh rUpiyA kamAy to khushI na thAy?