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joyun? kAnkShamAN bhAvanA vedananI arthAt ichchhAyelA bhAvanA vedananI anavasthA chhe, arthAt ichchhAyelA bhAvanA vedanano meL ja khAto nathI. aho! AchAryadevanI samajAvavAnI koI adbhut shailI chhe! kahe chhe-ichchhAyelA bhAvane vedavAno koI meL ja khAto nathI. Avun jANato gnAnI kAI paN vAnchhato nathI. bhAShA joI? ‘ज्ञानी न किञ्चिदेव कांक्षति’–gnAnI kAI paN vAnchhato nathI. ‘एव’ pad chhe ne! matalab ke nishchayathI gnAnI kAI paN vAnchhato nathI. eTale ke A lakShmI, strI, putra, parivAr, AbarU, rAjapad ke devapad ityAdi mane ho-em kAI paN vAnchhato nathI. bhAI! Avun sUkShma chhe, chhatAn samajAy evun chhe hon. have bhAvArtha kaheshe.
‘vedakabhAv ane vedyabhAvane kALabhed chhe. jyAre vedakabhAv hoy chhe tyAre vedyabhAv hoto nathI ane jyAre vedyabhAv hoy chhe tyAre vedakabhAv hoto nathI.’
juo, AmAn pAchhun vedak pahelAn ne vedyabhAv pachhI-em lIdhun. e to mUL pATh chhe ne? enun anusaraN karyun chhe. jyAre TIkAmAn vedya ane vedak-em lIdhun chhe kAraN ke pahelAn vedya ane pachhI vedakabhAv hoy chhe. Ano khulAso pahelAn thaI gayo chhe.
ahIn kahe chhe-vedakabhAv ane vedyabhAvane kALabhed chhe. arthAt anubhavavAnA kALano ane ichchhAnA kALano paraspar bhed chhe.
paN A to bahun jhINun chhe. bhAI! A to haLave haLave kahevAyun chhe. samajAy eTalun samajavun bApu! jhINun paDe to upayog jhINo karIne vichAravun. are! eNe kadI sAmbhaLyuny nathI pachhI nityasvabhAvamAn te kayAnthI jAy? ahA! ene kAnkShA nAm ichchhAno nAsh kem thAy? karavAnun to A samajavAnun chhe prabhu! paN are! anantakALamAn te A samajyo nathI! mokShamArgaprakAshakamAn Ave chhe ke-nishchayane (shuddha chaitanyasvarUpane) samajavAno kAL Avyo tyAre nishchayane (shuddha AtmAne) mAnyo nahi ane teno vyavahAramAn-rAgamAn kAL vahI gayo. ahA! rAganI mandatAnA prayatna vaDe vyavahAramAn -rAgamAn eno kAL vahI gayo. ahA! rAganI mandatAnA-dayA, dAn, vrat AdinA vikalpanI ADe ene nishchay (shuddha chaitanyasvarUp) samajavAno kAL Avyo ja nahi! khUb gambhIr vAt chhe bhAI!
panDitapravar shrI ToDaramalajInA samayamAn ek bra. rAyamalajI thaI gayA chhe, temaNe lakhyun chhe ke-dev-guru-shAstra, dayA, dAn, vrat, tap, shIl, sanyam, pUjA, bhakti ityAdi viShe je pariNAm chhe te par taraphanA valaNavALA mand kaShAyanA pariNAm chhe. tathA chha dravya, sAt tattva, nav padArtha, guNasthAn-mArgaNAsthAn ityAdi vishe chintavan