278 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-8 vyavahArathI nishchay thAy ne vyavahAr AdaravAlAyak chhe em mAne te jainadarshanathI bahAr chhe; ene jainadarshananI khabar nathI.
shuddha AtmAnun gnAn, shuddha AtmAnun darshan, shuddha AtmAnun chAritra-shuddha ratnatray e mokShano mArag chhe, atIndriy sukharUp AnandanI dashA chhe. ane vyavahAraratnatrayano vikalpa chhe te dukhanun vedan chhe. gnAnIney e hoy chhe. koI em kahe ke gnAnIne dukhanun vedan hoy ja nahi to te em nathI. bhagavAn kevaLIne pUraN sukhanI dashA chhe, dukh nathI. agnAnIne ekalun dukh chhe, sukh nathI. jyAre sAdhakane je shuddharatnatray chhe te sukhanI dashA chhe ne je vyavahAraratnatray chhe te dukhanun vedan chhe.
draShTi ne draShTinA viShayanI apekShAe gnAnIne rAg nathI, dukh nathI em kahevAy e bIjI vAt chhe, paN gnAnanI apekShAe gnAnIne kinchit rAg chhe ne teTalun dukhanun vedan paN chhe. pravachanasAr, nayaadhikAramAn chhe ke-Atmadravya kartRunaye rAgAdino kartA chhe ne bhoktRunaye rAgAdino bhoktA chhe. ahA! jyAnsudhI pUrNa vItarAgatA na thAy tyAnsudhI kShAyik samakitI hoy, munivar hoy, gaNadhar hoy ke chhadmastha tIrthankar hoy, ene kinchit rAg ane rAganun vedan hoy chhe. sAdhakane chothe, pAnchame, chhaThThe Adi guNasthAne pUrNa AnandanI dashA nathI, atIndriy AnandanI apUrNadashA chhe ne sAthe kinchit rAganun-dukhanun vedan paN chhe. juo, shrI amRutachandrAchAryadeve trIjA kaLashamAn shun kahyun? ke-
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ahAhA...! chhaThThe-sAtame guNasthAne jhUlatA muni-AchArya jene antaramAn prachur atIndriy Anandanun vedan chhe te A kahe chhe ke-mane je (rAgAdi) kaleshanA pariNAm varte chhe tenAthI mArI pariNati melI chhe. kevI chhe pariNati? ke parapariNatinun kAraN je moh nAmanun karma (-nimitta) teno anubhAv (-udayarUp vipAk)ne lIdhe je anubhAvya (rAgAdi pariNAmo)nI vyApti chhe tenAthI nirantar kalmAShit (-melI) chhe. juo, sAdhakadashA chhe ne? eTale kahe chhe ke-hajI anAdinI rAganI pariNati mane chhe. em ke- svAnubhav thayo chhe, prachur Anandano svAd chhe, traN kaShAyanA abhAvarUp vItarAgI shAnti chhe topaN nimittane vash thayelI (nimittathI em nahi) dashAne lIdhe jeTalo kalmAShit bhAv chhe teTalun dukhanun vedan paN chhe.
pUrNa AnandanI dashA nathI ne? enI to bhAvanA kare chhe ke-A samayasAranI