414 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-8

ahAhA...! bhagavAn AtmA andaramAn chinmUrti prabhu Anand-amRutano sAgar chhe. emAn je rAganI vRutti uThe te jher chhe. ahA! e jher ne amRutanI vachche tIkShNa pragnAchhINI nAkhatAn banne judA paDI jAy chhe ane tyAre te (-pragnA) gnAn-amRutanun pAn kare chhe enun nAm bhedagnAn, samyaggnAn ane dharma chhe. aho! mokShanun mUL A bhedavignAn ja chhe. rAgane rAg-par jANIne rAgathI judun rahenArun ane Anand-amRutanun pAn karanArun gnAn mokSha pAme chhe. bhAI! janma-maraNano ant lAvavAno A bhedagnAn ja ek upAy chhe. bAkI badhAn (vrat, tap Adi vikalpo) thothethothAn chhe. samajANun kAI...?

bhedagnAnane ek nyAye vikalpa paN kahe chhe. e be vachche hoy chhe ne? benun lakSha rahe chhe tyAn sudhI vikalpa rahe chhe. rAg ane AtmA bene bhinna jANavA em Avyun ne? tethI jyAn sudhI benun lakSha chhe tyAn sudhI sUkShma vikalpa chhe. paN andaramAn gnAyakamAn-ekamAn jAy chhe to bhedavignAnanun nirvikalpa pariNaman thaI jAy chhe. ahIn A gAthAmAn pragnAchhINI shabde svAnubhav-gnAn samajavun, mAtra vikalpa nahi.

are! ene A samajavAnI kyAn garaj chhe? arere! prabhu! tun koN chho? A samajyA vinA andar traNalokano nAth tun kyAn jaIsh eno vichAr chhe tane? ahIn sahej paN pratikULatA goThatI nathI to mithyAtvanA phaLamAn bhaviShye anantI pratikULatA Avashe tene kem sahan karIsh? ahA! dharma- sthAnakamAn paN tane pankhA joIe! thoDI pratikULatAne avagaNIne tun dharmashravaNanA kALamAn chittane ekAgra na kare to tun kyAn jaIsh prabhu? ahA! jagatane khabar nathI; jagat AndhaLe-AndhaLun chhe, paN bApu! parachIj anukUL-pratikUL chhe evA bhAvamAn tun anantakAL sansAramAn rakhaDIsh. ahA! evA bhAvanun phaL evun ja chhe tyAn shun thAy?

have A arthanun kaLasharUp kAvya kahe chhe-

aho! bhedagnAnano A alaukik kaLash chhe. are! anantakALamAn eNe ek kShaNavAr paN bhedagnAn karyun nathI!

ahA! A AtmA chaitanyaprakAshanun pUr chhe. jem nadImAn ghoDApUr hoy chhe ne? tem A dehamAn birAjamAn bhagavAn AtmA chaitanyaprakAshanun pUr chhe. ahAhA...! tun ekalo chaitanyarasano-Anandarasano-dariyo prabhu chhe. paN enI vartamAn dashAmAn puNya-pApanA bhAv utpanna thAy te jher chhe. ahA! A jherane chhUTun pADavAnI ahIn vAt chhe. to kahe chhe-rAganun lakSha maTADI vartamAn gnAnanI dashA chidAnandaghan prabhu AtmA prati DhaLI jAy tyAn rAgAdi puNya-pApanA bhAv bhinna paDI jAy chhe. A rIte svAbhimukh DhaLelI gnAnanI dashA te pragnAchhINI chhe.