296 ] [ pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-9
AtmA kathanchit eTale dravyasvabhAve nitya anubhavagochar chhe. to pachhI paryAyanun shun? paryAy chhe ne; paryAy chhe ane vartamAn vartatI je paryAy dravyanI draShTi karIne pragaT thAy chhe temAn ‘A hun nitya chidAnandasvarUp dhruv chhun’ -em jaNAy chhe. bhAI! trikALI dhruv nitya dravya je chhe te ja samyagdarshanano viShay chhe. samyagdarshanano viShay bhUtArtha, satyArtha trikALI nitya chaitanyachamatkAr chhe. have tene na jue, tene na parakhe te, kahe chhe, bauddhamatInI jem mithyAdraShTi chhe em jANavun.
vastu-AtmA to pratyakSha svasamvedanamAn jaNAy evI chIj chhe, svasamvedan chhe te paryAy chhe, paN te trikALI dhruv nityAnandasvarUpane najaramAn le chhe ane tyAre te paryAyamAn ‘A hun nityAnand prabhu chhun’ -em bhAn thaIne nirAkuL Anandanun vedan thAy chhe. AvI sUkShma vAt chhe prabhu!
are bhAI! bALapaNamAn hato te ja A tun vartamAn chhe. bhagavAn! ek kShaNamAn A deh chhUTI jashe, masANamAn rAkhanA DhagalA thaI jashe; badhuy pharI jashe, ne tun kyAy (bhavasamudramAn) jaIne paDIsh. mATe andar trikAL nitya Anandano Dhagalo paDayo chhe tenI upar najar nAkh; teno vishvAs kar, teno ja satkAr kar. jinavANImAn paN A ja kahyun chhe. ahA! jinavANI paN em ja gAy chhe ke- AtmA svasamvedanamAn jaNAy evo nityAnand gnAnAnand prabhu chhe.
pahelAn ‘anasUyA’ nun nATak bhajavAtun te joyelun. anasUyAne bALak thAy chhe; tene te pAraNAmAn hularAve chhe tyAre gAy chhe-beTA! shuddhosi, buddhosi, udAsInosi, nirvikalposi! beTA! tun shuddha chho, buddha chho, udAsIn chho, nirvikalpa chho! lyo, e vakhate nATakamAn paN Avun Avatun! atyAre to badhun bagaDI gayun; atyAre to bas shRungAr ja shRungAr; naphaTAInI koI had nahi. tyAre to vairAgyarasathI bharelAn nATak bhajavAtAn. ahIn paN kahe chhe-badhI paryAyothI khasIne andar nitya dravyamAn rahe evo bhagavAn AtmA andar nirvikalpa chhe, shuddha chhe, buddha chhe. jinavANI paN ene evo ja gAy chhe.
ahA! paryAyanA premamAn paDIne AvA mahimAvant nitya shuddha gnAnAnandasvarUpane je mAnato nathI te, kahe chhe, mithyAdraShTi chhe -em jANavun. samajANun kAI....?
have A arthanun kaLasharUp kAvya kahe chhe-
‘आत्मानम् परिशुद्धम् ईप्सुभिः परैः अन्धकैः’ AtmAne samastapaNe shuddha IchchhanArA