274 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-10
brahmacharya kone kahIe bApu? brahma nAm AtmA shuddha chidAnand chaitanyachintAmaNi prabhune charya nAm charavun; shuddha chaitanyamAn charavun tenun nAm brahmacharya chhe. sharIrathI brahmacharya pALavAno vikalpa e to shubhabhAv chhe, enAthI puNya bandhAy, dharma na thAy. enAthI dharma thavAnun mAne e to mithyAtvanun mahApAp chhe. are! AvA mithyAtvane sevIne to bhagavAn tun rajhaLI maryo chhe.
are! kadIk e anek prakAranI sAnsArik chintAothI, kuTumb-parivAr AdithI nivRutta thayo to shubhabhAv ne shubhabhAvanA nimittone chonTI paDayo, enAthI ja mArun kalyAN thashe em mAnavA lAgyo. paN bhAI re! mokShapAhuDamAn bhagavAn kundakundAchArya pharamAve chhe ke- ‘पर दव्वादो दुग्गइ’ paramAnandamay nij chaitanyaprabhu chhe tene chhoDIne jeTalun paradravya-kunTumb-parivAr ke dev-guru-shAstra prati lakSha jAy te badhoy rAg durgati chhe, te AtmAnI-chaitanyanI gati nathI. shubhabhAvathI svargagati maLe, paN te durgati chhe. jenAthI gati maLe te bhAv durgati chhe ne te gati durgati chhe. ahAhA....! bhagavAn kahe chhe- ame tArA mATe paradravya chhIe. amArA lakShe tane rAg thashe. svarUpamAn ramavun chhoDIne tun amArun lakSha kare te durgati chhe.
A nagnadashA, panchamahAvratanun pAlan, 28 mULaguNanI kriyA-AvI kriyA badhI shubhabhAv chhe. emAn koI mAne ke -A mAro dharma ne A mArun munipaNun tene santo kahe chhe- prabhu! tun ekavAr sAmbhaL. bApu! tun bIje avaLe pATe chaDhI gayo chhe. mokShamArgano- AtmAnA hitano -A mArga nathI. ahIn traN bol kahyA chhe anAdirUDh, vyavahAramUDh, ne nishchay svabhAvamAn anArUDh. aho! A to gAthAmAn ekalun mAkhaN bharyun chhe. koI bhAgyavantane prApta thashe. kahyun chhe ne ke-
ahA! antarIkShamAn bhagavAn birAje tyAnthI OMdhvaninA dhodh chhUTayA. bhavyonA kAn par vANI paDI, te vANImAnthI chaitanyatattvarUp mAkhaN nIkaLyun. te koI viral bhAgyavantane prApta thayun ane jagat to vyavahAranI chhAshamAn ja bharamAI gayA, rAjI.... rAjI....thaI gayA. bhAI! mahAvratAdinA pariNAm e to chhAsh eTale kAI nathI. bhAI! tane khabar nathI paN e rAgathI AtmaprApti nahi thAy. Avo mArag prabhu! emAn tun shatrunjay ne sammedashikharanI jAtrA karIne mAnI le ke mane dharma thayo, paN dhULey dharma nahi thAy sAmbhaLane. dharma to koI judI antaranI alaukik chIj chhe bApu!