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vaLI dIkShA dhAraN karavAnA prasange mAtAne sambodhe chhe-he janetA! A sharIranI janmadAtA tun janetA chho, paN hun to anAkuL AnandasvabhAvI AtmA chhun, A AtmAnI tun janetA nathI. mArA AnandasvarUpI AtmAmAnthI mArI AnandanI dashAno janma thAy chhe tethI nishchayathI te ja mArI janetA chhe. mAtA! mane rajA de, hun mArI trikAL AnandasvarUpI mAtAnI godamAn jAun chhun; tyAn hun evo ramun-ramaNatA karun ke pher janma nA dharun. mAtA, ek vAr tAre rovun hoy to roI le, have hun bIjI mAtA nahi karun-A mAro kol chhe. ahAhA...! Am antaramAn dRuDh vairAgya dhAraN karIne yuvAn rAjakumAro prachur AnandanA svAdanI prApti arthe vanavAsamAn-AtmavAsamAn chAlyA jAy chhe. ahAhA...! kevo vairAgya! kevun nirmamatva!!
are! agnAnI bAhyamAn sukh mAne chhe. gnAnI jyAnthI virakta thAy chhe, agnAnI tyAn chain mAnI jhampalAve chhe. agnAnI strI, parijan, dhan, makAn ityAdimAn sukh mAne chhe, ane tyAn ja rokAI rahe chhe. sukh to potAmAn ja bharyu chhe, paN enI khabar nathI tethI te badhe bahAr ja phAmphAn mAre chhe, ane nirAsh thaI dukhI dukhI thAy chhe.
hA, paN koI koI e sanyogomAn sukhI hoy em dekhAy chhe? dhULey sukhI nathI sAmbhaLane. sukh to dUr raho, e sanyogomAn sukhanI gandhey nathI; ulaTun enA taraphanun je valaN chhe te mahA pAp ane dukh chhe. bhAI! sukh to tene kahIe jemAn AkuLatAnI chhAnT paN na hoy ane je kadI nAsh na pAmI jAy, kadI palaTI na jAy.
gajasukumAr muninI vAt shAstramAn Ave chhe. jyAre shrIkRiShNa shrI neminAth bhagavAnanAn darshan karavA hAthI par besIne samosaraNamAn jAy chhe tyAre tenA khoLAmAn nAnAbhAI gajasukumAr beThel chhe. mArgamAn ek sonInI ati svarUpavAn kanyA sonAnA geDIdaDe ramatI hatI. tene dUrathI joIne shrIkRuShNe sevakone AgnA karI ke-A kanyAne antapuramAn laI jAo, tenAn gajasukumAr sAthe lagna karavAn chhe. sevako te kanyAnne antapuramAn laI gayA, ane ahIn shrIkRiShNa gajasukumArane laIne bhagavAnanAn darshanArtha samosaraNamAn padhAryAn. pachhI shun thayun? ahA! bhagavAnanI OMdhvani sAmbhaLIne gajasukumAranun chitta ati dRuDh vairAgyathI bharAI gayun. teo bolyA-nAth! hun munipaNun angIkAr karavA chAhun chhun. mAtA devakI pAse jaI kahevA lAgyA-he mAtA! andar Anandano nAth virAje chhe tenI sArasambhAL-surakShA mATe hun bhagavatI dIkShA angIkAr karavA mAgun chhun. have hun svarUpanI sambhAL mATe vanamAn jAun chhun. he mAtA! A dehanun mamatva dUr karo. mArI paryAyamAn jarA dukh chhe, paN te dukhano mArA AnandanI pariNatimAn abhAv chhe.
pachhI to gajasukumAr bhagavAn pAse dIkShit thaIne dvArikAnA smashAnamAn dhyAn karavA chAlyA gayA. temanun sharIr hAthInA tALavA jevun lAlachoL, komaL hatun. tethI temanun nAm gajasukumAr pADavAmAn Avyun hatun. ahA! munirAj to nij AnandasvarUpanA dhyAnamAn tallIn hatA tyAre krodhAgnithI baLI rahelA pelA sonInI kanyAnA pitA tyAn AvyA. temaNe smashAnanI rAkh laI temAn pANI reDI gajasukumAr muninA mAthA upar pAL banAvI, ane andar masANanA dhagadhagatA angArA pUryA; mAthA upar bhaDabhaD agni baLavA lAgI. paN munirAj to dhyAnamAn achaL rahyA. ahA! ekakor bhaDabhaD agnithI mAthun baLe ane ekakor munirAje pragaTAvelI dhyAnAgnimAn karma baLe. mAthun baLe tenI taraph to munirAjanun lakSha ja nathI. Akhare dhyAnAgnimAn sarva karma bhasmIbhUt thayAn. munirAj tatkAl kevaLagnAn pragaTAvI paramasukhasvarUp nijapad-mokShapadane pAmyA. aho! svarUpadhyAnanI-svAnubhUtinI dashAno koI achintya mahimA chhe; enun phaL param sukhadhAm evun mokSha chhe.
samayasAranI AtmakhyAti TIkAnA mangalAcharaNamAn pratham ja shrI amRutachandra svAmI kahe chhe-
ahAhA...! kahe chhe- ‘नमः समयसाराय’ ahAhA...! rAg rahit gnAn ane AnandathI bharelun mArun svarUp chhe tene hun naman karun chhun. ahA! samayasAr mAro nAth Anandano sAgar chhe temAn hun mArI pariNatine jhukAvI naman karun chhun. AvI vAt!