166 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-11 muninI vAt chhe. chAritravant muni chhe. temane traN kaShAyano abhAv chhe. temane chhaThThA guNasthAnamAn buddhipUrvakano ane abuddhipUrvakano-em banne prakArano rAg hoy chhe.
abuddhipUrvakano rAg jIvano chhe em asadbhUt anupachAr nayathI kahevAmAn Ave chhe, ne khyAlamAn Ave chhe te buddhipUrvakano rAg te asadbhUt upacharit nayano viShay chhe. rAg potAnA svarUpabhUt nathI mATe te asadbhUt chhe, ne khyAlamAn Ave chhe te rAgane jIvano kahevo te upachAr chhe. tevI rIte khyAlamAn na Ave tevo sUkShma abuddhipUrvakano rAg anupacharit asadbhUt nayano viShay chhe. buddhipUrvakano ne abuddhipUrvakano rAg-banne chhaThThA guNasthAn paryant hoy chhe, sAtamA guNasthAnathI upar ekalo abuddhipUrvakano rAg hoy chhe.
panDitajIe potAnI bhUl svIkArI sudhArI lIdhelun. teo te vakhate bolyA, ‘amArA badhA panDitonun bhaNatar nimittAdhIn draShTivALun ja thayun chhe, nimittathI kArya thAy evun ja ame badhA bhaNyA chhIe. Ap kaho chho evI samaj amArI pAse nathI.’
chothA guNasthAnamAn AtmagnAn pragaT thavA chhatAn tene kinchit kaShAyabhAv hoy chhe. kaShAyamAn rAg-dveSh banne AvI gayA. mAyA-lobh te rAg, ne krodh-mAn te dveSh. AmAnthI koIpaN ansh khyAlamAn Ave te buddhipUrvak chhe, ne je khyAlamAn na Ave te abuddhipUrvak rAg chhe. e banneno AtmAmAn abhAv chhe mATe tene asadbhUt kahevAmAn Ave chhe. krodh chhe ne teno abhAv thashe e vAt ahIn nathI. shaktinA varNanamAn krodhAdi chhe nahi, shakti to nirmaL svabhAvarUp chhe, ne tenI vyakti-pariNaman nirmaL ja chhe. nirmaL kramavartI paryAy ne akramavartI guNo-e beno samudAy tene ahIn AtmA kahevAmAn Avyo chhe; vikAranI ahIn vAt ja nathI.
are! anantakALamAn eNe kadI yathArtha nirNay ane svAnubhav karyo nahi! svAnubhav karyA vinA tArAn janma- maraN nahi maTe bhAI! bhakti, pUjA, vrat ne tap lAkh kare to ya AtmagnAn vinA e badhA rAg chhe, vikAr chhe, dukh chhe, klesh chhe. panDit dolatarAmajIe kahyun chhe ne ke-
bhAI, pAnch-das karoDanI mUDI hoy, ne pAnch-pachIs lAkh kharchI nAkhe to dharma thaI jAy evun dharmanun svarUp nathI. shun karIe? vastu ja evI chhe. ame to ek draShTAnt ApIe chhIe ek karoDapati gRuhastha, temanI chhellI sthiti vakhate bhAv thayA ke A badhI pUnjI chhoDIne hamaNAn chAlyA javAnun chhe, to lAv dAnamAn k kApun. have lakavAne laIne pUrun bolAy nahi. tUTak tUTak bolavAnI cheShTA kare ke-shu.. bha khA... te... das... lA... kha. chhokaro samajI gayo ke bApujI dash lAkh dAnamAn ApI devAnun kahe chhe. eTale tarat te enA bApujIne kahe-“bApujI atyAre paisAne yAd na karAy, bhagavAnanun smaraN karo.” juo, A sansAr! niyamasAramAn ek shlok Ave chhe ke-A bairAn- chhokarAn ne sagAn-vahAlAn e to potAnI AjIvikA mATe dhutArAnI ToLI tane maLI chhe. tArun badhun ja lUnTI leshe. tAre dAn karavun hashe to vachche vighna nAkhashe. paradravya mArun chhe, tene hun sAchavI rAkhun-em mAnanArane shAstramAn mithyAdraShTi kahyo chhe. ane dAnathI dharma thAy em mAnanAr paN mithyA panthe ja chhe. bhAI! tArI chaitanya vastuno svAnubhavamAn nirNay karyA vinA kayAny dharma thAy em nathI.
bhagavAn AtmA gnAnamAn-svasamvedanagnAnamAn jANavAmAn Ave chhe; tenI jevo jANyo tevI pratIti karavI te samyagdarshan chhe. je svasamvedanamAn jANyo tenI pratIti karavAnI chhe. samayasAranI gAthA 38, ne pravachanasAranI gAthA 92mAn AchAryadev kahe chhe ke-amane AtmagnAnathI mithyAtvano nAsh thayo chhe; have pharIne moh utpanna nahi thAy. samakit thAy, ne pachhI paDI jAy evI ahIn vAt ja nathI. jene AtmagnAn pragaT thayun chhe tene vartamAn abhAv chhe teno bhAv thashe. pahelAn bhAv-abhAv kahyo to temAn samakit pragaT thayun teno abhAv thashe em na levun. ahIn to em artha chhe ke-vartamAn nirmaL paryAy chhe te ‘bhAv’ no abhAv thaIne bIjI nirmaL paryAyano uday-bhAv thashe. vartamAn alpa nirmaL paryAy chhe to teno abhAv thaIne, abhAv-bhAvashaktinA kAraNe visheSh nirmaL apUrva apUrva paryAy bhAvarUp thashe, udayarUp thashe. paDI javAnI ahIn koI vAt ja nathI. ahA! jene dravyadraShTimAn pUrNa chaitanyanun daL evun dravya Avyun tene dravyano abhAv thAy to samakitano abhAv thAy; paN dravya ane dravyanI shaktino kadI ya abhAv na thAy. ahA! teno-shuddha chaitanya trikALI dhruv dravyano jene svAnubhav thaIne pratIti thaI, tene paryAyano vyay-abhAv thashe, paN te