-“mA ruSh, mA tuSh” koI prati rAg na karavo, ne dveSh na karavo; matalab ke vItarAg bhAve rahevun. parantu munirAj A shabdo bhUlI gayA. tyAn ek bAI aDadanI dALanAn photarAn judAn karatI hatI, bIjI bAIe tene pUchhayun, -ben, shun karo chho? to pelI bAIe javAb Apyo, -mAShathI tuSh bhinna karun chhun. A sAmbhaLatAn munirAjane gurue kahelI vAt yAd AvI gaI. rAgAdi chhe te tuSh chhe, ne mArI gnAnashakti chhe te mArI mUL chIj chhe. Am nakkI karI nij chidAnand prabhumAn antarmagna sthir thayA, tyAn kevaLagnAn pragaT thayun. AvI bhAvabhAsananI balihArI chhe, emAn kAI bahu shAstro yAd rahe evI jarUr nathI. shAstra yAd rahe. e ThIk chhe, paN tattvanun bhAvabhAsan mukhya chIj chhe. samajANun kAI...?
bhAI! chidAnand chaitanyamay vastu potAnI chIj chhe, potAnun ghar chhe; temAn javun te thaI shake evun kAm chhe. paramANune potAnA karavA hoy to te ashakay chhe, anantakALe ya na thAya thayA nahi, ne thashe nahi. paramANune ne rAgane potAnA karavAno tAro udyam traNekAL niShphaL chhe bApu! A sharIrAdi ne rAgAdi bhAvone tun potAnA karavA rAtadI ek kare chhe, paN traNakALamAn e thavun sambhavit nathI. temAn tane ekalun nukasAn chhe bhAI! svabhAvane potAno karIne, e thaI shake em chhe, ne emAn hit chhe. AvI vAt!
shrImad rAjachandrajIe kahyun chhe ke-sat saraL chhe, sat sarvatra chhe. hA, paN gnAnamAn tenI kabUlAt Ave tyAre ne? gnAnanI paryAy antarmukh thaI trikALI sat bhagavAn gnAyakanI sanmukh thAy tyAre enI kabUlAt-pratIti thAy chhe. Anun nAm sat saraL chhe. bAkI rAganI ruchimAn rame tene sat kayAn chhe?
ahIn em kahe chhe ke-gnAnanI paryAy vartamAn bhAvarUp chhe te bhAvarUp gnAn... gnAn... gnAn... gnAnarUp-raheshe; te agnAnarUp nahi thAy, ne te anyarUp paN nahi thAy. gnAnanI paryAy agnAnarUp thaI jAy, vA anya shraddhAnAdirUp thaI jAy em traN kALamAn banatun nathI. AvI AtmAnI bhAvabhAvashakti chhe. aho! A to thoDA shabde AchArya bhagavAne bahu UnDA bhAv bharI dIdhA chhe. shuddha chaitanyanI draShTi thaI eTale je gnAnanI jAt chhe te gnAnabhAvarUp raheshe, samakit sadA nirmaL shraddhArUp raheshe ne chAritranI paryAy sthiratArUp ja raheshe. nirmaL paryAy evI ne evI nirmaL raheshe. tene koN karashe? to kahe chhe-koI ja nahi, tene karavI paDatI nathI; e to dravyano evo ja bhAvabhAv svabhAv chhe. gajab vAt chhe bhAI!
are bhagavAn! tArI chIjano andar patto lAgIne svAnubhav thayo, shuddha samyakdarshan thayun, pachhI te shraddhAnI paryAy badalAIne anyarUp-gnAnAdirUp na thaI jAy, vA mithyArUp paN na thaI jAy. A to Avo bhagavAn AtmAno svabhAv chhe. samajAy chhe kAI...? kaI paddhatithI kahevAy chhe te khyAlamAn Ave chhe ke nahi em vAt chhe. ahAhA...! bhagavAn AtmA anant guNano samudra chhe. te anant guNamAn potAnA bhAv paDayA chhe, te anyarUp na thAy. ahAhA...! guNano je bhAv, te bhAvanun bhavan thayun, te te bhAvarUp raheshe, anyarUp nahi thAy. ek guNamAn anant guNano bhAv chhe. anant guNamAn ek guNano bhAv chhe-e vAt judI chhe. e to ek guNanun bIjA anant guNamAn rUp chhe enI vAt chhe, paN ek guNanun potAnA je bhAvanun bhavan thAy te badalAIne anya bhAvarUp na thAy. shraddhAnA bhAvapaNe pariNaman thayun te palaTIne gnAnanA bhAvarUp na thAy, vA ashraddhAnA bhAvarUp na thAy. shraddhA shraddhA ja raheshe, palaTIne tenun bhavan shraddhA ja raheshe. astitvano vartamAn bhAv-paryAy astitvarUpachhe te palaTIne nirmaL astitvarUp ja raheshe, kAI nAstitvarUp ke anyarUp na thAy. em badhA ja guNomAn levun. lyo, A bhAvabhAvashakti chhe.
ahIn chhae shaktinA varNanamAn paryAyanun svarUp shun enI vAt karI chhe. ahA! AmAn vastunA dravya-guN- paryAyanun svarUp spaShTa karyun chhe. vedAntIo AtmAne AnandasvarUp, akhanD, abhed, ekarUp, sarvavyApak mAne chhe, paN paryAyane teo mAnatA nathI. are bhAI! hun akhanD, abhed, ek, vyApak chhun evo nirNay ten shAmAn karyo? evo nirNay to paryAyamAn thAy chhe, ne tun paryAy mAnato nathI; tethI tane koI nirNay nathI, arthAt tAro nirNay jUTho chhe. tun AtmAne sarvavyApak mAne chhe e ya jUThun chhe. kemake AtmAnun evun sarvavyApI svarUp nathI. ek bhAI kahetA hatA ke samayasArane vedAntanA DhALAmAn DhALyun chhe. are prabhu! vedAntavALA paryAyane kayAn mAne chhe? samayasArane to AtmAnun jevun svarUp chhe tevA DhALAmAn DhALyun chhe, tene vedAnta sAthe koI ja meL nathI.
vedAntavALA kahe chhe ke AtmA shuddha chhe, ek chhe, sarvavyApak chhe. hA, paN evo nirNay koNe karyo? te nirNay paryAy kare chhe.