244 pravachan ratnAkar bhAg-11 chhe; bIjA vikalpa ne vRuttinun amAre kAm nathI; panchamahAvratAdinA vikalpathI amane kAm nathI. ahAhA...! amArI chIjamAn pUrNa gnAnAnand svabhAv bharyo chhe, have te svabhAvanI pUrNa vyaktatA thAo bas e ja bhAvanA chhe. bhavano abhAv thaIne amArI je nij nidhi-anant chatuShya chhe te prApta thAo; A sivAy bIjI koI (svargAdinI) amane vAnchhA nathI. puNya upajAvIne svarge jAshun evI vAnchhA to agnAnIone ja hoy chhe; gnAnIne pUrNa svarUpanI prAptinI ja bhAvanA hoy chhe.
ghaNA vakhat pahelAnI lagabhag 66-67nI sAlanI vAt chhe. te vakhate bhAvanagaramAn dhruvanun nATak jovA gayelA. dhruvanI mAtA marI gaI to dhruv vairAgya pAmI sAdhu thaI gayo, ane jangalamAn tap karavA chAlyo gayo. tyAn tene tapathI chaLAvavA uparathI devIo-apsarAo AvI ane tareh tarehanI cheShTA vaDe tene chaLAvavA prayatna karavA lAgI. paN chaLe to dhruv shAno? dhruv chaLyo nahi. teNe eTalun kahyun-‘he mAtAo! jo mAre bIjo bhav hashe to tamAre kUkhe AvIsh, bAkI bIjun harAm chhe.’ em jyAre rAjakumArone dhruvanun bhAn thaI vairAgya thAy chhe tyAre, jo ke gher apsarAo samAn strIo hoy chhe chhatAn, mAtA pAse rajA levA jAy chhe ane kahe chhe-he mAtA! ame amArA dhruv AnandasvarUpane sAdhavA vanamAn jaIe chhIe; he sharIrane janma denArI janetA! ek vAr rovun hoy to roI le, bAkI ame pharIthI mAtA karavAnA nathI, ame amArA AnandasvarUpanI prApti karIshun, ahIn AchAryadev kahe chhe-amAre mahAvratAdinA vikalpothI kAm nathI, amane bas pUrNa dashA-siddha dashA prApta thAo. sAdhakapaNe ame jAgyA, to amane amArun sAdhya je siddhapad -pUrNa paramAtmapad-tenI prApti thashe. amAre e sivAy kAI joItun nathI. aho! dharmAtmAnI antaranI bhAvanA divya alaukik hoy chhe; teo bahAranI koI chIj (indrapad Adi)nI vAnchhA karatA nathI.
nALiyer chhe ne, nALiyer! tenA chAr bhAg chhe ek uparanAn chhAlAn, ek kAchalI, e kAchalI taraphanI rAtI chhAl ane chothun mIThun dhoLun Toparun. tem A AtmAne viShe A deh e chhAlAn samAn chhe, andar karma chhe te kAchalI chhe, rAgadveShanA bhAv te rAtI chhAl jevA chhe, ane e rAtI chhAlanI pAchhaL ToparAnA saphed goLA jevo bhagavAn AtmA ek gnAyak bhAvapaNe virAje chhe. jem mITho svAdiShTa ToparApAk karavo hoy to rAtaD-lAl chhAl kADhI nAkhavI paDe tem anAkuL Anand joIe teNe rAgathI bhinna paDavun joIe. bhAI, rAgathI bhinna paDI shuddha chaitanya svabhAvanun Alamban karyA vinA badhun nirarthak chhe. anyamatamAn narasinh mahetA thayA te paN Avun kahe chhe, juone-
jyAn lagI AtamAtattva chInyo nahi, tyAn lagI sAdhanA sarva jUThI.’ bhAI, A samajavAnAn TANAn AvyAn tyAre tun bIje rokAI jAy, vepAr-dhandhAmAn ne chhokarA-chhokarInun karavAmAn rokAI jAy to avasar vItI jashe, ne agnAn Ubhun raheshe. pachhI kayAn utArA karIsh bApu!
ahA! AtmA ek shvAsanI kriyA karI shakato nathI ke tene pheravI shakato nathI tyAn hun badhI duniyAnAn kAm karun chhun evI mAnyatA mithyA bhram ne mithyA abhimAn nathI to shun chhe? ahA!-
gADAnI nIche kutarun chAlatun hoy te em jANe ke A gADun mArAthI chAle chhe, tem paravastunI kriyA parathI thAy tene agnAnI hun karun chhun em mAne chhe. ahA! olA kutarAnA jevo Ane mithyA bhram chhe, kartApaNAnun mithyA abhimAn chhe. ahA! AvI bhramaNAne bhAngI andar bhagavAn jAgyo chhe to kahe chhe-amane Anandano svAd pragaT thayo chhe, ne pUrNa AnandanI dashA thAo; siddhapadanI prApti thAo. AvI bhAvanA!
‘syAdvAdathI yathArtha AtmagnAn thayA pachhI enun phaL pUrNa AtmAnun pragaT thavun te chhe.’ juo, dravyakarma, bhAvakarma ane nokarmathI bhinna gnAnAnandasvabhAvI prabhu hun AtmA chhun em nishchay karI nijasvarUpamAn ekAgra thAy tene AtmagnAnanun tej prApta thAy chhe. AtmagnAn thayA pachhI tene svarUpamAn ramaNatAnI ja bhAvanA hoy chhe. te svarUpamAn ramaNatAnA puruShArtha vaDe tenA phaLarUp pUrNa AtmAnI prApti karI le chhe; A rIte tene pUrNa gnAn ne AnandanI pragaTatA thAy chhe. Am pUrNa svabhAvanI pragaTatA te AtmagnAnanun phaL chhe, ne AtmagnAnIne te thaIne rahe chhe. juo A AtmagnAnanun phaL! AtmagnAnanun phaL mokSha chhe.