chhe, jin vachan chhe. bhāī! tun rāgathī lābh thavānun māne paṇ e to mithyā mānyatā chhe, kem ke rāg tārā svarūpamān ja nathī to te tane kem lābhadāyak thāy? kharekhar to paryāyane grahavī-chhoḍavī e vāt paṇ dravyamān nathī; tyān tun paranā je rāganān grahaṇ-tyāg potāne māne e to naryun mithyātva chhe, kem ke paranān grahaṇ-tyāg ātmāmān chhe ja nahi. vichār to kar. shun jīve rajakaṇone pakaḍayā chhe ke tene chhoḍe? strī-kuṭumb-parivār, mahel-makān-hajīrā ne dhanādi sāmagrī vagerene shun jīve pakaḍayān chhe ke ene chhoḍe? bīlakul nahi; ene pakaḍayāny nathī, ne ene chhoḍavāy nathī.
prashnaḥ– to dīkṣhā vakhate munirāj e badhun-gharabār vagere chhoḍe chhe ne? uttaraḥ– shun chhoḍe chhe? gharabār vagere badhun to jyān chhe tyān ja chhe. e to pahelān e padārthomān-gharabār vageremān-āsakti hatī te, vairāgyavisheṣh thatān svarūpalīnatā draḍh-gāḍh thavāthī, chhūṭī jāy chhe to munirāje e badhun chhoḍī dīdhun em kathanamātra vyavahār karavāmān āve chhe; bākī paradravyanān grahaṇ-tyāg vāstavamān ātmāne chhe ja nahi; dīkṣhākāḷe munirājanā ātmāmān kāī ghaṭ-vadh thāy chhe em chhe ja nahi. āvī vāt! samajāṇun kāī...? ahā! vastrādine chhoḍe ke āhārane grahaṇ kare evo chāritra paryāyano svabhāv nathī, chāritra paryāy to ātmalīnatārūp chhe, temān paranā grahaṇ-tyāg chhe ja nahi.
ahāhā...! bhagavān ātmā chidānand prabhu pūrṇānandano nāth chhe. tenāmān kadīy ghaṭ-vadh na thāy evo teno tyāgopādānashūnyatva svabhāv chhe. ahāhā...! ā tyāgopādānashūnyatvashakti chhe te dravya-guṇ-paryāy traṇemān vyāpe chhe. ā shakti dravyanī bījī anant shaktimān vyāpak chhe, ne anant guṇanī paryāyamān paṇ ā shaktinun rūp chhe. tethī to dravya-paryāyamān ghaṭ-vadh thatī nathī, arthāt dravya-paryāyamān paradravyanī ghūs-peṭh thatī nathī.
bhāī! apūrṇa shuddha ane pūrṇa shuddha evo bhed paryāyamān bhale ho; paṇ je apūrṇa shuddha paryāy chhe tey ghaṭ-vadh rahit ākhā-pūrṇa dravyane siddha kare chhe. tethī ek paryāyane paṇ na māno to ākhun dravya siddha nahi thāy, kem ke sarva anant paryāyono piṇḍ te dravya chhe. samajāy eṭalun samajo bāpu! ā to gajabanī vāt chhe. ā to khyālamān āve tevun chhe, ānā pachhī agurulaghutvaguṇ nāmanī shaktinun sūkṣhma varṇan āvashe. tenun svarūp to kevaḷīgamya kahyun chhe.
bandh adhikāramān (jayasenāchāryadevanī ṭīkā) āve chhe ke bandhanā nāsh māṭe ām bhāvanā karavī. shun! ke-‘hun nirvikalpa chhun, hun bharitāvastha chhun.’ bharitāvastha eṭale paryāy nahi, paṇ bharitāvastha eṭale nishchay shaktithī paripūrṇa bharapur bharelo avasthit chhun. ahāhā...! āvī ghaṭ-vadh rahit anant shaktithī pūrṇa bharapur sahaj shuddha gnānānandasvabhāvī prabhu hun chhun lyo, ā bandhanā nāsh māṭenī bhāvanā kahī chhe.
samvat 1964nī sālamān ame vaḍodarā māl levā gayelā. tyāre tyān ‘sati anasūyā’ nāmanun nāṭak jovā gayelā. te nāṭakamān ām vāt āvatī. anasūyāne putra nahoto. te jyāre svargamān gaī to tene kahevāmān āvyun ke- ‘अपुत्रस्य गतिर्नास्ति’-jene putra na hoy tenī sadgati thatī nathī. ā to ek matanī āvī mānyatā chhe, evun vastusvarūp chhe em na samajavun. ahīn to draṣhṭāntamātra vāt chhe. to svargamān anasūyāne kahevāmān āvyun ke-putra rahitane svargamān sthān na maḷe, māṭe nīche jā, ane pahelān je koī puruṣh sāmo maḷe tene var. ām te nīche āvī ne pratham sāme maḷanār andh brāhmaṇ sāthe teṇe lagna karyā. tene ek putra thayo. mātā anasūyā putrane pāraṇāmān jhulāvatān ām kahetī ke-‘beṭā, shuddhoḍasi, buddhoḍasi, nirvikalpoḍasi, udāsīnoḍasi’-beṭā, tun shuddha chho, nirvikalpa chho, udāsīn chho. lyo, nāṭakamān paṇ tyāre āvī vairāgyabharapur vāto kahevātī. atyāre to ghaṇī badhī garabaḍ thaī gaī chhe. are, jainamān paṇ ā vāt chālatī nathī!
ahīn kahe chhe-trikāḷī dravyamān kamī-vr̥uddhi thatī nathī. evo hun trikāḷ nirvikalpa, abhed, udāsīn chhun. ahāhā...! dharmī jīv em bhāve chhe ke-nitya nirañjan shuddha chidātmānā samyak shraddhān-gnān-anuṣhṭhānarūp, nishchay nirvikalpa samādhithī utpanna, vītarāg sahajānandarūp, sadāy anubhūtimātrathī jāṇavāmān āve chhe evo hun svasamvadyamān pūrṇa chhun. ahāhā...! rāg-dveṣh-mohathī rahit, dravyakarma-bhāvakarma-nokarmathī rahit, pañchendriyanā viṣhay vyāpārathī ne man-vachan-kāyanā vyāpārathī rahit evo trikāḷ gnānaras, ānandaras, shraddhāras, chāritraras, shāntaras- em anant guṇonā rasathī bharit-pūrṇa ek hun chhun. juo, ā bhāvanā!