Samyak Darshan Part 7 8-Gujarati (English transliteration). Pad 41; Pad 42; Pad 43; Pad 44-45; Pad 46; Pad 47.

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( samyagdarshan
svabhAv param vItarAgI shuddha Anandarup ane pariNati kaShAyarup –
ashAntirup – agnAnarup, em dravya – paryAyano meL besato na
hato, dravya – paryAyanI ekatA thatI na hatI, dravya – paryAyanI
judAI rahetI hatI; parantu he nAth
! .....have.....
he chaitanyaprabhu! svasanmukh thaIne hun pote ja potAnI
chaitanyapariNatirupe, shAntirupe, gnAnarupe, sukharupe pariNamyo, jevo
svabhAv chhe evI ja pariNatirupe pariNaman thayun; tyAn svabhAv ane
tenI pariNati, dravya ane paryAy, e bannenI ekarupatA thaI, eTale
have ‘hun’ ane ‘tun’ kAI judA nathI; jevo svabhAv evI pariNati
– em bannenun ekatva vedAy chhe. chaitanyanI anubhUti dravya – guN
– paryAy e traNenI shuddha – ekatArup chhe; dravya ane paryAyanun
bhinnapaNun anubhUtimAn kadI hotun nathI. antaranA param shuddha
paramArthamAn shuddha dravya – paryAyanun bhinnapaNun jarApaN vedAtun nathI;
ek shuddhaAtmA ja vedAy chhe, e ja paramArtha chhe, e ja
anubhUtigamya AtmA chhe. AvA AtmAnI pratIt e ja
samyagdarshan chhe. parantu dravya ane paryAyane bhinna pADIne pratIt
karavI – temAn nathI to samyagdarshan, ke nathI temAn svAnubhUtino
Anand, ane nathI temAn paramArtharup Atmatattva.
– Avun paramArtha shuddha, dravya – guN – paryAyanA abhed –
ekatvarup svAnubhUtimAn pragaTelun tattva, aho! te param Anandarup
chhe. AvI prabhutA jyAn mArAmAn pragaTI tyAn have pAmaratA ke
dInatAnun nAmanishAn rahetun nathI. have to hun mokShano sAdhak, hun
pote ja chaitanya parameshvar – em param pratIt, param AtmasantoSh
ane dInatArahitapaNun AtmAmAn vedAy chhe. ।।40।।

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(41)
vairAgya gnAn ne shAnti Anand bhAvanA,
mukti sukh ne shraddhA paN baLavAn jo;
nishank nirbhay tRupti ne ati dhIratA,
sarve bhAvo AvI mujamAn samAy jo.....
aho svAnubhUti! ene samyagdarshan kahevAy; parantu e
samyagdarshananI gambhIratAmAn, e samyagdarshananI abhed anubhUtimAn
vairAgya paN bhego samAy chhe. e samyaktva parabhAvothI param
virakta svayam – pote ja vairAgyasvarup chhe. gnAn – shAnti ane
Anand e paN chaitanyamAn ja samAy chhe; mukti, sukh ke shraddhA e
paN A svAnubhUtinI andar samAyelA chhe. aho, je svAnubhUtinI
andar ekasAthe vairAgya-gnAn-shAnti-Anand-bhAvanA-mukti-sukh-
shraddhA e badhAy baLavAnapaNe samAI jAy chhe, ane evA bIjA
anant chaitanyabhAvo antaramAn abhedapaNe vedAy chhe, – te
svAnubhUtinI shI vAt
!! enI andar nishankatA chhe; mAro svabhAv
Avo ja Anandamay chhe, Avo ja chaitanyamay chhe, rAgano koI ansh
enI sAthe ekatvarup thaI shakato nathI – Am param nishankapaNe
Atmatattva sadAy antaramAn vedAyA kare chhe; e tattvamAn kadI shankA
paDatI nathI, ke chaitanyanun chaitanyapaNun maTI jashe evo koI bhay –
shankA rahetI nathI; tyAn nirbhayatA thaI jAy chhe, param tRupti thaI jAy
chhe, chaitanyanun param vAtsalya, param abhedabhAv jAgI jAy chhe,
atyant dhIrapaNun pragaTI jAy chhe. ahA, e dhairyanI shI vAt
? evun
chaitanyanun dhIrapaNun thAy chhe ke Akhun jagat pratikULapaNe khaLabhaLI
UThe topaN, chaitanya potAnA chaitanyanI anubhUtinA bhAvane chhoDato
nathI, anubhUtinA bhAvathI te Dagato nathI, anubhUtinI je majA,

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( samyagdarshan
anubhUtinun je gaurav, anubhUtino je Anand, anubhUtinI je
prasannatA, anubhUtinI je shAnti, tene A jIv chhoDato nathI,
tenAthI Dagato nathI, temAn DhIlap karato nathI; Am chaitanyanA sarve
bhAvo ek chaitanyanI anubhUtimAn, AtmAnI anubhUtimAn AvIne
mArAmAn samAI gayA chhe. aho, aho
! AvI anubhUti A
AtmA pAmyo – e santono param upakAr chhe. santo param prasanna
thaIne atyAre paN mArA mAthA upar jANe hAth pheravI rahyA chhe,
ane mane mokShanA AshIrvAd ApI rahyA chhe.....aho santo
! dhanya
tamArI kRupA!
he kundakundasvAmI! Ap svargamAn beThAbeThA ahIn padhArIne mane
jANe mangal AshIrvAd ApI rahyA ho, mane dhanyavAd ApI rahyA
ho – evo prasannatAno bhAv mane asankhyapradeshamAn vedAy chhe. jem
mahAvIraprabhuno jIv sinhanA bhavamAn munivaronA prasAdathI jyAre
samyagdarshan pAme chhe tyAre munivaro param vatsalatAthI te sinhanA
mastak upar hAth pherave chhe; ahA
! atyAre vItarAgI sant – muni
bhagavanto, panch parameShThI bhagavanto, tame paN tamAro atIndriy hAth
jANe mArA AtmA upar pheravI rahyA ho.....em mArA AtmAnA
asankhyapradeshamAn AnandanI – harShanI jhaNajhaNATI thAy chhe.

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samyagdarshan )
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moTAbhAI, Ap sAkShAt jANe mArI sanmukh UbhA chho – em
param bhaktipUrvak ApanA charaNomAn shiSh namAvun chhun...ApanA
hAthane mArA mastak upar mukAvIne hun ApanA AshIrvAd jhIlI
rahyo chhun. aho Apanun AtmadhyAn...te chaitanyanI atyant mahattA ne
mahAn adbhutatA batAve chhe, ane mane paN evA chaitanyanA
dhyAnamAn laI jAy chhe. prabho
! jIvanamAn vAramvAr Apane dekhatAn mane
chaitanyanA dhyAnanI je Urmio jAgelI chhe te UrmionA pratApe ja
hun svAnubhUti pAmyo chhun. prabho, have svAnubhUtirup thayA pachhI
pharIne ekavAr mAre ApanA mahAn darshan karavA, ne ApanA
charaNomAn mArun shir jhukAvIne, ApanI param mudrAno mArA par je
upakAr thayo chhe te upakArane prasiddha karavA, ArAdhakabhAvasahit
ApanI yAtrA karavA Avavun chhe; hun have Apano sAdharmI nAnobhAI
thaIne ApanI pAse AvavA chAhun chhun. aho prabho
! Ap pUrNa
chaitra sud 13 : vIrasan.
2501 : amArA guru sanghasahit
atyAre bhagavAn bAhubalIdevanI
yAtrA arthe shravaNabelagolA gayA
chhe.....tyAn bhagavAn bAhubalIprabhunA
charaNomAn atyAre hajAro bhaktajano
beThA hashe; bAhubalIprabhunun param
aDag AtmadhyAn, emanI param shAnt
chaitanyamudrA, emanI AtmasAdhanAnI
param shUravIratA – e dekhIdekhIne
bhaktoe chaitanyanI mahAn bhAvanA
bhAvI hashe. prabho bAhubalI...mArA

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( samyagdarshan
atIndriy thayelA chho ne hun paN ApanI jAtano bhAv pragaT karIne
have ApanI mangaL yAtrA karavA chAhun chhun. aho prabho
! Apane
mArA pharIpharIne namaskAr chhe.
atyAre, jyAre shrI guru sanghasahit bAhubalI – yAtrAe
sIdhAvyA chhe tyAre, hun ‘sarvagnamahAvIr’nA jIvanacharitranun Alekhan
karavA sonagaDhamAn rahyo chhun. aho varddhamAn jinendra
! – emanun
svAnubhati sahitanun bALapaN kevun mahAn adbhut hatun! ne
trishalAmAtA paN potAnA lADIlA putra pAsethI svAnubhUtino kevo
majAno Anand letA hatA
!! ( – e badhun lakhAIne chovIs
tIrthankaronA ‘mahApurAN’mAn chhapAI gayun chhe.)
aho dhanya te mAtA.....ne dhanya e nAnakaDA bAlatIrthankar!
nAnakaDA shun kahevA! – jenA antaramAn svAnubhUti shobhI rahI chhe
evA bhagavAnane nAnA kem kahevAy? aho svAnubhUti! tun je
AtmAmAn birAjI rahI chho te AtmA mahAn chhe.....te AtmA
mokShano sAdhak chhe.....athavA, svAnubhUtinA anshanI apekShAe
kahIe to te AtmA pote mokShasvarup ja chhe.
aho vIranAth! Ap mokSha padhAryA tene aDhI hajAr varSha pUrA
thayA.....atyAre 2501 mun mangal varSha chAlI rahyun chhe. ApanA
adbhut jIvanacharitranun Alekhan karavA mATe hun sonagaDhamAn rahyo
chhun. aho sarvagnapitA
! Apanun param chaitanyamayajIvan, te have mane
oLakhANamAn Avyun chhe, tethI ApanA AtmikajIvananun sAchun
Alekhan sAdhakabhAvasahit hun karI rahyo chhun. -A mArA jIvanano
ek dhanya mahAn Anandano prasang chhe.....ApanA mahAn upakAranI
prasiddhino A prasang chhe te bhavya jIvone paN ApanA sAchA
svarupanI oLakhAN karAvIne samyagdarshan pAmavAmAn hetubhUt thashe.

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tethI Apanun A sundar majAnun adbhut Atmik jIvan lakhatAn mane
paN mahAn prasannatA ne Anand thAy chhe.
vIr san. 2500nA phAgaN sud 13 nA roj, sonagaDh
paramAgamamandiramAn shrI vIraprabhunI mangal pratiShThA thaI; te prasange
ek sundar pAraNAjhulananI hAlatIchAlatI rachanA sAthe, trishalAmAtA
ane varddhamAnakumvaranI atyant mIThI – madhurI charchAthI bharapUr mAtA
– putrano samvAd antaranA bhAvonI sahaj urmithI rachAyel te
sumadhur sangIt sAthe Tep – keseTamAn utArel; tenA dvArA
trishalAmAtA ane varddhamAnakumAranI mIThI madhurI vANI sAmbhaLIne
lAkho jIvo khush – khush thayA. aho, nAnakaDA – tIrthankar pAraNiye
jhulatAn jhulatAn potAnI mAtA sAthe atyant vahAlathI dharmacharchA karatA
hoy – e drashyo dekhIne – sAmbhaLIne kone Anand na thAy
!
(tamAre e charchA ane e pAraNAjhUlan vAnchavun hoy to
chovIsatIrthankaronA mahApurANamAn vAnchI shakasho.)
trishalAnandan mahAvIrano jay ho. prabho! have ApanA pratApe
thayelI svAnubhUtinun varNan AgaL chAle chhe.
(42)
chaitanyasAgar UchhaLyo moTo mujamAn,
anant chetan – ratno nIkaLyA tIr jo;
gIranAr paN enI sAkShI pUrato,
aho, aho shrI pradyumna sAkShAt jo.....
– aho, aho shrI nemiprabhu sAkShAt jo.....
aho, svAnubhUti thatAn chaitanyano gambhIr samudra evo

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( samyagdarshan
UchhaLyo ke UnDethI mahAn dharatIkamp thatAn Akho samudra ullase tem
chaitanyapAtAL ullasIne anantA chaitanyaratno bahAr kinAre AvyA
eTale ke pariNatimAn pragaTarup thayA. A rIte svAnubhUtimAn samudra
karatAn paN vadhAre gambhIratA chhe ane anant chaitanyaguNarupI ratno
nirmaLapaNe ullasI – ullasIne e anubhUtimAn pariNamI rahyA chhe.
moTA parvat karatAn paN e svAnubhUtinun gaurav ghaNun mahAn chhe.
aho, A gIranAraparvat mahAn tIrtha! enun tIrthapaNun paN
kharekhar to svAnubhUtinA ja pratApe chhe. jo svAnubhUti na hoy to
A gIranArane tIrtha tarIke koN pUje
? jo svAnubhUtivALA jIvo
ahIn vicharyA na hot ne ahIn birAjyA na hot to, A kALA
kALA patharAne tIrtha tarIke koN mAnat
? ne koN pUjat? A
gIranArane tIrtha tarIke mAnI rahyA chhIe ne pUjI rahyA chhIe te to
kharekhar ahIn vicharelA santonI svAnubhUtinI pUjA chhe; svAnubhUtinun
smaraN karIne A gIranArane tIrtha tarIke pUjIe chhIe.
aho, A gIranAr dekhatAn, – kharekhar ame gIranArane
nathI dekhatAn – ame to pradyumna bhagavAn vagere santonI
svAnubhUtine sAkShAt dekhIe chhIe.....nemanAth prabhunI param
vairAgyamay AnandapariNatine sAkShAt dekhIe chhIe. aho
bhagavanto
! svAnubhUtisahit Ap ahIn vicharyA – e yAd
AvatAn, ApanAn charaNothI sparshAyelI A bAhyabhUmi paN amane
tIrtha jevI lAge chhe tethI tene paN ame mastak namAvIne pUjIe
chhIe....enI rajane amArA shir par chaDAvIe chhIe.
svAnubhUtinA A chhellA pado gIranAramAn rachAyelA chhe. vIr
san. 2499mAn vaishAkh ane jeTh mAsamAn lagabhag ek mahino hun
gIranAramAn rahyo hato ( – mArA bhAbhI paN AvelA) te vakhate

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nivRuttipUrvak, chaitanyanI je anubhUti thayelI tenun pharIpharIne hun
smaraN karato hato; ane A svAnubhUti – prakAshanAn bAkI rahelAn
padonI rachanA men tyAn pUrI karI hatI.
vIr san. 2497 nI ‘vaishAkh sud bIj’ porabandaramAn
ujavAyelI; te UjavIne tarat vaishAkh sud trIje ame tyAnthI
giranAr AvyA; vaishAkh sud chothe (navalabhAI vagere sAthe) ame
giranAranI yAtrA karI. pAnchamI TUnk – mokShaTUnkanI yAtrA karyA bAd
pradyumnasvAmInI chothI TUnk taraph javAnI bhAvanA jAgI. DoLIvALA
ek bhAI amane pAnchamI TUnkethI pAchhaLanA TUnkA raste chothI TUnk
taraph javA dorI gayA; parantu thoDunk chAlyA tyAn pAchhaLano rasto
evo gambhIr kaTokaTIbharelo ane jokhamI Avyo ke ame to stabdha
thaI gayA; have shun karavun
? ekabAju atyant UnDIUnDI bhayankar
khIN, ne bIjI taraph chothI TUnk taraphanA raste ghaNI UnchI shilA
AvI, – te sAv UbhI shilA upar kem karIne chaDavun te amArA
mATe ek moTo gambhIr kaTokaTIno prashna thaI paDayo.....vadhAre vakhat
tyAn pag mAnDIne UbhA rahI shakAy eTalI jagyA paN na hatI, ke
have pAchhA pagale pAchhA pharI shakAy tevun paN rahyun na hatun. jhAjho
vichAr karavAno TAIm na hato. pag dhruje to bAjumAn bhayankar
khINamAn paDIne maravAnun hatun. UnchI UbhI shilA upar paN kaI rIte
chaDavun
? eTalun badhun Unchun, nirAlambI, koI Teko nahi, kaI pakaDavAnun
sAdhan nahi, ane traNachAr jaNA sAthe hovA chhatAn koI ekabIjAne
jarAy Teko ApI shakIe evI koI jAtanI paristhiti nahi;
AvI kaTokaTIbharelI nirAlambI dashAmAn, ekakor dehathI bhinna
chaitanyanun antaramAn smaraN thatun hatun. ane e vakhat bahu ja thoDIk
kShaNano ja prasang hato....be – pAnch miniTanI andar ja je kAI

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( samyagdarshan
thAy te karavAnun hatun.....kShaN paN vItAvavI pAlave tem na hatun,
kemake Ubhun rahevAnun sthAn ja na hatun; jo pag dhrUje to nIche UnDI
khIN hatI : have.....? bas, lAmbo vichAr karyA vagar ahA, ek
kShaN – be kShaN thaI tyAn to, andar Am dehathI bhinna chaitanyanA
dhaDAkA bolavA mAnDayA hoy.....evI gambhIr paristhitimAnthI ame
pasAr thaI gayA. e dhaDAkA andar lAgyA enI asar Aje
atyAre paN nathI bhulAtI. dhaDAkA eTale
? andar deh ane AtmA
bhinna thavAmAn ek kShaNanoy vilamb nathI, eTale bhinnapaNun jANe
sAkShAt atyAre dekhI laun, athavA dekhAI gayun – evI koI, na
kalpI shakAy evI akalpya vedanA e vakhate thayelI; alabatta, e
kAI svAnubhUti na hatI, parantu ek evo dhaDAko hato ke jANe
AtmAne jagADI dIdho.
jo ke porabandaramAn svAnubhavanI khUbakhUb bhAvanA to bhAvato
ja hato. enA pahelAn samayasAranI atigambhIrapaNe svAdhyAy karato
ja hato, AtmAnI bhAvanA vadhu ne vadhu UnDI bhAvato ja hato; e
bhAvanAne ek jabarajasta Teko Ape evo A gIranAranI chothI
TUnk uparano prasang banyo. tyArapachhI to rAjakoT (gurudev sAthe)
gayA ane pariNAm bas
! ek chaitanyanI shodhamAn ja lAgI gayA.
dehathI to jANe hun judo paDI ja gayelo chhun; dehane to chothI TUnke judo
pADIne nAnkhI AvyA, have to ekalo AtmA ja laIne AvyA
chhIe. eTale ekalA AtmAnI dhUnamAn rahetAn – rahetAn, enun ghUnTaN
karatAn – karatAn, rAjakoTathI pachhI to gurudev sAthe jayapur gayA.
jayapuramAn bas, tyAn pt.. ToDaramalajI – smArak – bhavanamAn
sImandhar bhagavAn pAse hun Akho divas param nivRuttithI besI
raheto; mArI samayasAr – svAdhyAy atyant gholanapUrvak karato;
ane dehane to gIranAranI chothI TUnke mukI Avyo chhun eTale have to

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ekalo AtmA ja hun chhun – em ekalA AtmabhAvanun gholan,
ekalI AtmaanubhUti taraphanA pariNAm khUb – khUb ghUnTAyA;
bas
! e ghUnTaNanun jor laIne thoDA divas pachhI pAchhA sonagaDh
AvyA.....
– sonagaDh AvyA.....ne amuk amuk evA param
viraktinA, param vairAgyanA prasang banyA, gurudev samakSha pU.
benashrI – benanI pariNati jovA maLI; karmadhArAthI bhinna param
shAnt gnAnadhArA kevun kAm karatI hoy chhe
! ekakor karmadhArA ne e
ja vakhate enAthI bhinna chaitanyapariNati, e bannenun atyant judun
kAm kevun chhe
! – e badhuy men najare joyun.....ane bas! aShAD
vad sAtame mane A svAnubhUti pragaTI. – tenun A varNan chhe.
aho, giranAr parvatane dekhatAn pradyumnaprabhu ane nemanAth
prabhu sAkShAt dekhAy chhe; svAnubhUti pachhI men be vakhat (vIr san.
2499 ane 2501 mAn) giranAr yAtrA karI; temAn bIjIvAr
gurudevanI sAthe ( – dharmachakranA rathamAn besIne) giranAr gayel,
tyAre tyAn mAnastambhanA pratiShThA mahotsavamAn men dharmadhvajanun
ArohaN karyun. A vakhate atyant sAhas karIne pharIne pradyumna TUnk
(chothI TUnk) upar chaDayA ane yAtrA karI AvyA. jem AtmAnI
anubhUtino sAcho rasto joI lIdhelo tem A vakhate chothI TUnkano
paN sAcho rasto joIne te raste ame gayA. jo ke yAtrAno panth
chothI TUnke chaDavAno ghaNo ja vikaT chhe, ekalA AtmAnA avalambane
pote potAnI shaktinI tAkAt upar AdhAr rAkhIne ja tyAn jaI
shakAy chhe; tem chaitanyano panth, chaitanyanI svAnubhUtino (chothA
guNasthAne chaDavAno) panth paN andaramAn ekadam nirAlambI chhe, tenA
upar chAlavun e mahAn shUravIr AtmArthI puruShonun kAm chhe; pote

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( samyagdarshan
potAnI Atmik shakti upar AdhAr rAkhIne, Atmik bhAvanAnA
jore ja svAnubhUti thaI shake chhe. aho, e chothI TUnkanI yAtrA ek
(2497 mAn) svAnubhUti pahelAnI yAtrA, ane pachhI bIjI A
svAnubhUti pachhInI yAtrA (2501 mAn) – e banne kharekhar
yAdagAr chhe.
aho, giranAr ane neminAth bhagavAn! tame mArI
AtmabhAvanAnun sthAn chho. giranAramAn nemanAth prabhune yAd karIne
ghaNIvAr men tIvra Atmik bhAvanAo bhAvI chhe, AtmakalyANanA
sundar bhAvo tyAn jagADayA chhe; e sahesAvan
! e param
vairAgyabhUmi! e param gnAnabhUmi! e param nirvANabhUmi! tyAn
jyAre jaIe tyAre to jANe muni bhagavantonI sAthe ja raheto houn,
muni bhagavantonI sAthe rahIne chaitanyanA ratnatrayanI ArAdhanA hun
shIkhato houn, – evun jIvan tyAn hun gALato hato. ane A
svAnubhUti – prakAshanI rachanAnI pUrNatAno prasang paN kudarat yoge
giranAramAn ja banyo chhe. te svAnubhUti – prakAshanun have A 43 mun
pad chhe : –
(43)
nemiprabhu virakta thayA sansArathI,
dIdho apUrva chaitanyano sandesh jo;
harivanshamAn lIdho harie mujane,
ame banne surAShTranA shaNagAr jo.....
jAgIre jAgI svAnubhUti muj AtmanI..

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giranAr paN enI sAkShI pUrato.....
aho, ratnatrayadhArI santo ahIn vicharyA tethI A
giranAradhAm paN tIrtha banyun. shrI neminAth tIrthankar ane 72 karoD
sAtaso munivaro ahInthI mokSha pAmyA chhe.
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aho, A giranAr ane nemaprabhu mane bahu yAd Ave chhe.
vAh nemaprabhu! chaitanyanI ArAdhanA karatAn – karatAn, A bhavamAn
rAjImatI sAthenA lagna prasange sansAranA mAyA – prapanch dekhIne
Ap sansArathI ekadam virakta thayA; virakta to hatA ja, paN
muni thavAne yogya virakta thayA; ane muni thaIne sahasrAmravanamAn
dhyAnamAn birAjyA.....eTale sahesAvan te ApanI param
vairAgyabhUmi – te mane paN param vairAgyabhAvanA jagADe chhe.
pachhI muni thayA bAd pharIne paN vihAr karatAn – karatAn Ap
sahesAvanamAn ja padhAryA; tyAn ja Ape chaitanyanA dhyAnanI dhUn
lagAvI, shukladhyAnanI shreNI chaDavA mAnDI; sAtishay apramatta
uparAnt kShapakashreNImAn AruDh thaI AThamun – navamun dashamun – bAramun
guNasthAn pragaT karI, vItarAg thaIne kShaNamAtramAn adbhut
kevaLagnAn pragaT karIne Ap teramA guNasthAne birAjyA. ahA,
chaitanyanI sarvagnatA Apane A sahasrAmravanamAn pragaTI chhe.
sahesAvanamAn beThA hoIe tyAre jANe chaitanyanI sarvagnatAne ja
dekhatA hoIe.....antaramAn sarvagnasvabhAvI chaitanyatattva ja dekhAtun
hoy
! – evI andaranI urmio jAge chhe.
– e sahesAvanamAn kevaLagnAn pAmIne pachhI chaitanyanI
adbhutatAno sandesh divyadhvani dvArA ApavAnun Ape A
sahesAvanamAn ja sharu karyun. aho, A sahesAvan.....jyAn bhagavAn
nem muni thayA, jyAn bhagavAne kevaLagnAn pragaT karyun, ane jyAn
divyadhvani dvArA bhagavAne chaitanyatattvanun adbhut svarup amArA
jevA bhavya jIvone samajAvyun. vAh prabhu
! Ap harivanshanA
mugaTamaNi chho.
nemanAthaprabhu harivanshamAn thayelA chhe. jem bhagavAn AdinAth
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RuShabhadev IkShvAkuvanshamAn thayelA chhe tem bhagavAn nemanAth
harivanshamAn thayA chhe. mArun nAm hari chhe eTale hun paN harivanshano
ja chhun.....ane have to, he nAth
! bhAvathI paN hun ApanA vanshano ja
thayo chhun. he hari! he bhagavAn
! he nemaprabhu! Ape mane ApanA
vanshamAn lIdho, nAmathI ane bhAvathI bannethI hun hari thayo.....e paN
jANe Apano ja upakAr chhe. prabho
! Ap saurAShTranA shaNagAr chho
ne hun paN saurAShTrano ja chhun, ane have svAnubhUti pAmIne hun paN
ApanA parivArano ne saurAShTranA shaNagArarup banyo chhun. ahA,
jyAn svAnubhUtivALA jIvo vasatA hoy e bhUmi kharekhar
shaNagArarup chhe. jyAn virAdhak jIvo ja vasatA hoy e smashAn;
jyAn chaitanyanI ArAdhanA na hoy, jyAn dharmano killol – Anand
na hoy – evI bhUmi te kem shobhe
? jyAn chaitanyanI
anubhUtivALA jIvo hoy – evI bhUmi te anubhUtivALA jIvothI
kharekhar shaNagArarupe shobhe chhe. tethI A saurAShTrabhUmi paN, he
bhagavAn
! Ap vicharatA hatA tyAre ApanAthI shobhatI hatI,
Aje svAnubhUtinA pratApe ame paN A saurAShTranI bhUmine
shobhAvI rahyA chhIe. prabho
! e mahimA svAnubhUtino chhe, ApanA
shAsanano e mahimA chhe.
prabho, A saurAShTramAn svAnubhUtinA pratApe anek tIrtha thayelA
chhe; shatrunjay siddhidhAm chhe – jyAnthI pAnDav bhagavanto mukti pAmyA
chhe; giranAr e paN mahAn tIrtha chhe – jyAnthI nemanAthaprabhu ane
karoDo munivaro mukti pAmyA chhe. ane evI rIte A sonagaDh e
paN mAre mATe to tIrtha ja chhe, kemake anubhUtivALA jIvo ahIn
vase chhe ane tIrthasvarup anubhUtinI prApti mane A sonagaDhakShetramAn
– je rumamAn hun 28 varShathI rahun chhun te rumamAn – AtmadhyAn vaDe
thaI chhe : (dhanya svAnubhUti
!).
samyagdarshan )
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ek tIrtha chhe sonagaDh A saurAShTranun,
jyAn thaI chhe muj anubhUti sAkShAt jo;
aShAD vadanI sAtam kevI shobhatI
!
svAnubhUtimAn AvyA AtamarAm jo.....
aho, A AtmarAm pote potAnI svAnubhUtimAn AvyA
ane e svAnubhUtinA tIrtha vaDe bhavasAgarane taryA; evI svAnubhUti
jyAn pragaTI te A sonagaDhakShetra – e paN ek tIrtha ja chhe. –
AvI sAkShAt anubhUti aShAD vad sAtamanA divase pragaTI chhe,
tethI e divas paN mAre mATe ek abhUtapUrva, apUrva chhe; sansAr
ane mokShanI vachche chhINI mAranArI mangal kShaN te kShaN mAre mATe
tIrthanun ja kAraN chhe.
(45)
chetanavantA jIvo sAdhak dekhIne,
jAgI re jAgI chetanA devI apUrva jo;
chetanAe to chhoDayA bAhir bhAvane,
lIdho – lIdho ek ja shAntarasapinD jo.....
parabhAvothI chhUTI AvI AtmamAn,
lIdho eNe Anandamay nij svAd jo...
jAgI re jAgI svAnubhUti muj AtmanI...
mane jyAre svAnubhUti jAgI te sonagaDhamAn jAgI; enA
pahelAn Agale divase men ek atyant vishiShTa sAdhak jIvono
prasang dekhelo, te prasang uparathI mane svAnubhUti jAgI..
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sonagaDhamAn chetanavantA sAdhakajIvo vasI rahyA chhe.....je sAdhak
dharmamAtAono mArA upar achintya – apUrva – kalpanAtIt ghaNo
ja ghaNo upakAr chhe; jevo tIrthankarono upakAr.....evo ja e
mAtAono mArA upar param achintya upakAr; emanun param
vAtsalya, mane svAnubhUti pAmavAmAn kharekhar kAraNarup thayun chhe.
evI e chetanavantI mAtAone, evA e chetanavantA jIvonA
sAdhakabhAvane dekhIne mane paN mArI chetanA jAgI UThI.....ne
ArAdhak bhAv pragaTayo.
– e sAdhak jIvonI andar, ek taraph chaitanyano param
shAntabhAv, bIjI taraph karmadhArAnun kArya, – e banne atyant
bhinnapaNe kevA judA judA kAm karI rahyA chhe
! em gnAn ane
udayanun atyant bhinnapaNun mane temanAmAn to dekhAyun, ne evun ja
bhinnapaNun, evun ja atyant bhinnapaNun – chetanAnun ane kaShAyanun,
mane mArA AtmAmAn paN atyant spaShTa, vedanapUrvak dekhAyun, eTale
ke kaShAyothI bhinna upayog thayo ane potAnA chaitanyarasamAn magna
thaIne pote potAnI svAnubhUti karI lIdhI.
aho, e svAnubhUtinun.....antaranA vedananun varNan to
svAnubhUtinA A padomAn pahelAn men ghaNun – ghaNun karyun chhe. e
svAnubhUti thavAnA TANe chetanA ane kaShAyanI bhinnatA dekhANI –
spaShTa dekhANI, enA jore antaramAn svAnubhUtinun vedan karyun; tyAre
chetanAe bAhya bhAvone to sAv chhoDI dIdhA hatA; ekalA
chaitanyarasamAn lIn thaI, chetanA pote ekalA chaitanyarasarupe ja
pariNamIne, pote potAnun svasamvedan karatI – karatI, potAnA
ekalA shAntarasanA pinDane ja pote grahaN karyo; ane e sivAyanA,
je shAntarasamAn samAI na shake evA, samasta par bhAvone teNe
atyantapaNe potAnAthI bahAr rAkhyA, – tenAthI pote sarvathA judI
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paDI gaI; ane e judI paDelI chetanA, bhagavatI chetanA, Anandamay
chetanA, dharmAtmA sAdhak jIvone hoy evI e chetanA, – aho
!
e chetanAdevI atyAre paN mane Anand pamADI rahI chhe. ।।45।।
A svAnubhUti – prakAshanA 45 pad thaI gayA; have chhellA
be antamangaLanA pad dvArA shrI dev – gurune namaskAr karun chhun –
(46)
sImandhar prabhu sarvagnatAthI shobhatA,
pAmyo AshISh prabhunI hun sAkShAt jo;
gnAnadarpaNamAn dITho nIkaT mokShane,
aho prabho
! tuj mangaL gnAn utkRuShTa jo.....
aho, bhagavAn sarvagna! ApanI sarvagnatAmAn mArun
samyagdarshan, mArI svAnubhUti, mArI mokShadashA, e badhun Ape
sAkShAt pratyakSha dekhyun. ApanI sarvagnatAmAn mAro mokSha dekhAy chhe
evun mane jyAre antarathI ‘ek jAt’nun bhAn thayun tyArathI mane
sarvagnatA pratye koI param achintya bahumAn Avyun; mArI muktino
vishvAs andarathI Avyo ane mArA prayatnamAn bhedagnAnanI dishA
khulavA mAnDI.
– e rIte he nAth! ApanA gnAnanI pratIt dvArA kharekhar
hun ApanA AshISh ja pAmyo hato.....jANe Ape mane sAkShAt
AshISh ApyA.....kemake Apanun gnAn mArI muktine, mArI
svAnubhUtine sAkShAt dekhI rahyun chhe, tethI e sAkShAt gnAnadvArA, e
sAkShAt gnAnanI pratIt dvArA mane ApanA AshIrvAd ja maLyA chhe.
Ape ApanA gnAnadarpaNamAn mAro mokSha dekhelo chhe; je gnAnadarpaNamAn
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Ap mArA mokShane dekhI rahyA chho te gnAnadarpaNanI men pratIt karI chhe
– tethI he nAth
! Apanun gnAn, ane e gnAnanI pratIt karanArun
mArun gnAn paN mAngaLik chhe, te gnAn kalyANarup chhe. Apanun gnAn
utkRuShTa mangaLarup chhe, mArun gnAn paN tevun ja, bhale ApanA karatAn
nAnun paN jAtimAn ApanA jevun ja, mangaLarup chhe.
aho prabho! Ap suvarNapurImAn birAjI rahyA chho. ApanA
charaNomAn varasothI rahIne men ApanI sevA karI chhe, ApanI
oLakhAN karI chhe; ane have ApanI sevAnun samyak phaL paN mane
maLI chUkyun chhe. aho prabho
! ApanA upakAranI shI vAt karun!
pUjya benashrInA jAtismaraN gnAn dvArA mane Apano
sAkShAtkAr thayelo chhe; mane e jAtismaraNanA bhAvo sIdhA pUjya
benashrI pAsethI prApta thayA chhe; pUjya benashrI champAben, mArA
bhagavatI upakArI mAtA, temanI param kRupAthI, param prasannatAthI,
he prabho
! mane Apano lagabhag sAkShAtkAr ja thayo chhe.....em mane
ApanA pratye param bhaktibhAv jAge chhe. ApanA svarupano param
vishvAs, – ApanA svarupanI param oLakhAN, Apanun
samavasaraN, kundakund svAmInI ApanA pratyenI bhakti, tyAn vasatA
dharmAtmA jIvo – e badhuy sAkShAtkAr – pratItarup thAy chhe; ane
e prasangano – eTale ke jAtismaraN gnAn dvArA mane ApanI je
prakAre prApti thaI te prasangano paN, – mArA upar, mArA jIvanamAn
dharmanI ArAdhanA karavA mATe, mane ghaNo ja upakAr thayo chhe.
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namun namun hun svAnubhUtivant sant sau,
kundakund ne kahAn guru – pratyakSha jo;
Atamadev tame to atiati shobhatA,
jhaT jhaT bas
! banI jasho bhagavant jo.....
jAgI re jAgI svAnubhUti muj AtmamAn
A ‘svAnubhUti – prakAsh’nI rachanA pUrI karatAn, aho
svAnubhUtivantA sarve santo, jagatamAn birAjamAn sarva svAnubhUtivant
sAdharmI sant – dharmAtmAo, hun tamane namaskAr karun chhun.....jevA
namaskAr kundakund svAmIe pravachanasAranA mangalAcharaNamAn
panchaparameShThI bhagavantone karyA chhe tevA ja namaskAr he svAnubhUtivantA
santo
! hun paN tamane karun chhun.
visheSh prakAre he kundakundasvAmI! Apano param upakAr chhe.
Apanun samayasAr ane ApanI vANI, Apanun jIvan ane Apanun
videhagaman – e badhuy A jIvane param upakArabhUt thayel chhe.
svAnubhUtinun param spaShTa svarup Ape samayasAramAn je rIte
samajAvyun chhe te samayasAranI svAdhyAy karatAn – karatAn, men
svAnubhUtinA lakShe samayasAranI 100 vakhat svAdhyAy sharu karelI,
100 vakhatanI svAdhyAy antaranA UnDA manthanapUrvak karatAn – karatAn,
jyAre 35 mI vakhat hun samayasAranI svAdhyAy karato hato ane
temAn dehAdikathI bhinna chaitanyasvarup AtmaanubhUtinun varNan
(gA. 23 – 24 – 25 mAn) chAlatun hatun ke he jIv
! tun prasanna
thaIne tArA AtmAne dehathI bhinna chaitanyasvarupe anubhavamAn le –
evun anubhUtinun varNan chAlatun hatun, te vAnchyun te lagabhagamAn mane
svAnubhUti thaI. ApanA samayasAranA bhAvonun gholan he
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kundakundasvAmI! mane svAnubhUtimAn param upakArabhUt thayun chhe.
svAnubhUti pachhI paN ApanA samayasAranI param svAdhyAy chAlu chhe
ane 100 vakhat mAre tenI svAdhyAy karavAnI uttam bhAvanA chhe.
temAn atyAre samayasAranI svAdhyAy kul 70 mI vakhat chAlI rahI
chhe, eTale ke svAnubhUti thayA pachhI 36 mI vakhat enI svAdhyAy
chAlI rahI chhe. A pahelAn men 34 vakhat enI svAdhyAy pUrI karI
hatI, ane A badhAnI prApti mane thaI te kahAnagurunA pratApe thaI
chhe. AvA kundakund prabhu maLyA, AvA pUjya dharmamAtA maLyA, AvA
AtmAnI svAnubhUti maLI ane Avun samayasAr maLyun...e badho
upakAr bhAvi tIrthankar kahAn gurudevano chhe....tethI he
kundakundasvAmI
! he gurudev
! Apane saune hun param bhaktipUrvak
namaskAr karun chhun. mArI svAnubhUtinA AnandanA avasare param
bhaktipUrvak hun Apane namaskAr karun chhun. ane –
o mArA vhAlA Atamadev! tame to svAnubhUtithI ati
ati shobhI rahyA chho. vAh re vAh, Atamadev! tame to mArun
jIvan, mArA prAN, mArun sarvasva tame ja chho. hun pote ja
Atamadev, hun pote ja mArI svAnubhUtithI shobhato, hun pote mane
namaskAr karun to – to bhed paDI jAy chhe. hun mArAmAn namelo
namaskArasvarup ja chhun; mArI pariNati ke je mArA svarupamAn ja
namelI chhe – temAn, ‘A hun’ ane ‘A mArI pariNati’ evun dvait
svAnubhUtimAn nathI – nathI. mATe advaitarup, svAnubhUtimAn je advait
chhe evo hun Atamadev, aho
! dhanya chhun.....ane mArI svAnubhUtithI
mArA svarupamAn atyantapaNe shobhI rahyo chhun.
vAh re vAh, AtmabhagavAn! have AvI svAnubhUtinA
pratApe tame to jhaTajhaT param sukhamay mokShapad pAmasho, ane
mahAvIr bhagavAn jevA sAkShAt bhagavAn banI jasho.
samyagdarshan )
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