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sAthe rahevAmAn virodh chhe, paN bIjA kaShAyone ane samyaktvane
sAthe rahevAmAn virodh nathI. – Am mishrabhAvomAn paN banne
prakAranA bhAvonI bhinnatA jANo. sAdhakane AtmA svasamvedanamAn
pratyakSha thayo chhe, gnAnachetanA pragaTI chhe; paN sampUrNa pratyakSha gnAn
vagar paramAtmA thavAtun nathI. bAramAguNasthAne sampUrNa gnAn vagar
tene paramAtmA na kahyA, antarAtmA kahyA; tyAnsudhI sAdhakabhAv kahyo;
kevaLagnAn thatAn sAdhak maTIne svayam sAdhya – paramAtmA thayA.
chho. chhatAn jeo Apane indriyano viShay banAvavA mAnge chhe teo
kharekhar ApanA paramAtmasvarupane oLakhatA nathI. are, shun ek
sUkShma jaDaparamANu karatAny Ap sthUL chho ke indriyagamya bano
chhe ke indriyagnAnano viShay thaI shakato nathI, atIndriyagnAnano ja
te viShay chhe; to pachhI amUrta gnAn – Anandamay atIndriy –
paramAtmA to indriyagnAnanA viShay kem thAy
viShay kaho chho
paramAtmAnI stuti karatAn AvaDatI nathI. paramAtmA – sarvagnane
indriyanA viShay kahevA te temanI stuti nathI api tu avarNavAd
chhe; te gnAnasvabhAvI paramAtmAne atIndriyagnAnathI grahaN karavA te
ja temanI paramArtha stuti chhe. e vAt kundakundasvAmIe samayasAr
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gnAnasvabhAvI AtmAnun svasamvedan te ja kevaLI bhagavAnanI paramArtha
stuti chhe. te stuti rAgavaDe ke indriyagnAnavaDe thaI shakatI nathI.
atIndriyachetanArup ne atIndriy sukharup thayelA bhagavAn
arhantadevane vikalpAtIt gnAnavaDe oLakhatAn AtmAnun paramArtha
svarup oLakhAy chhe ne samyagdarshan thAy chhe.
te tamane chaitanyanI prAptino upAy batAvashe.
karAvo.
tame mahAn jignAsu chho ne parAkramI chho tethI chaitanyavastunI prApti
mATe ahIn sudhI AvyA chho; tethI tame amArun kAm jarur karasho;
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thashe. mahAjananI rIt chhe ke dukhIne madad kare; mATe tame pANI
lAvIne mArI taras maTADo.....hun tamane chidAnand vastu pratyakSha
batAvIne tenI prApti karAvIsh.
juo.....pANI bharyun ja chhe.
chaitanyasvarup chho, chhatAn chaitanyane bahAr shodhavA kem nIkaLyA chho
jANo.
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gnAnabhAv maTI gayo nathI, gnAnasamudramAnthI tame bahAr nIkaLI gayA
nathI. svayam pote gnAnasvarup chho, gnAn pote potAne bIje shodhe te
Ashcharya chhe. ‘he jIv
paN tenA upadeshanA paDaghA hajI sambhaLAy chhe.....
chhe.
hun ja Anand chhun, – AnandasvarupamAn tanmay thaIne bheTavA
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padArthomAn iShTa – aniShTabhAvanA chhoDun chhun; rAg – dveSharup samasta
chintA maTADIne, nijAnandI prabhue ekane ja dhyAnamAn dhyAvI –
chintavI – temAn ja upayogane lIn karI, mArA samasta
dravyaguNaparyAyane Anandamay karI daun chhun. – A mArI svasamayarup
samAdhi chhe.
ekarasatA thaI chhe ke bahAranA koIpaN pariShahanI vedanA temAn ghUsI
shakatI nathI. AnandarasanA AsvAdamAn tRupta AtmAne bahAranI koI
apekShA ja rahI nathI, – eTale bahAramAn indrapadanI sampadA ho
ke koI ghor upadrav ho, – banne tene to sarakhA ja chhe, – potAthI
bAhya ja chhe. ahA, chitta to parameshvaramAn lIn thayun chhe – tyAn
paramAnandanI shI vAt
Anand thayo chhe; dravya – guN – paryAy – pradesho badhAy AnandarasamAn
taraboL chhe. ahA, AtmasAdhanAnA pahelA pagalAmAn ja AvI majA
chhe. pachhI temAn lInatArup samAdhi thAy tyAre to bahAramAn dukhAdi
prasanganI vedanAne paN AtmA vedato nathI, gnAn potAnA sahaj
sukhanA vedanamAn ja magna chhe. e rIte AtmasamAdhivaDe gnAn – sukhanun
vedan vadhatAn – vadhatAn, sarva AvaraNane toDIne AtmA pote
paramasukhI paramAtmA thaI jashe. – tene have to thoDIk ja vAr chhe. –
te mArgamAn jhaDapathI chAlI rahyA chhIe.
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AtmA’’ evo guN – guNIbhed kAI jaDamAnthI nathI UThayo,
rAgamAnthI paN nathI UThayo, paN jyAn guN ane guNInun astitva
chhe evI ek chaitanyavastumAnthI te bhed UThayo chhe; ne te vastune
anubhavatAn te banne bhed temAn ja samAI jAy chhe.
jA.....to bhedadvArA tane abhedanI prApti thashe, guNadvArA vastunI
prApti thashe. guNasvarup to vastu ja chhe, – bIjun koI nathI. A
rIte guNano bhed abhedavastune jANavAmAn kAraN chhe ( – vyavahAr
chhe te paramArthano pratipAdak chhe) : guN sAdhan chhe, vastu sAdhya chhe.
guN – guNInI ekatAdvArA bhAvashrutaras jhare chhe....tene pI – pIne
AtmA amar thAy chhe.
rAgadveShanun paN utthAn thaI shakatun nathI, eTale rAgadveShathI paN
AtmAne judo rAkhe chhe; ane ‘jyAn chetan tyAn sarvaguN’ – jyAn
ek guN chhe tyAn sarva guN chhe – e nyAye anantaguNasampanna
avikArI AtmAnI svAnubhUti karAve chhe. ahA, jainadharmanA
vyavahAramAn paN paramArtha kevo samAyelo chhe
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chhe; pachhI UnDe utaratA ‘‘ahan’’ evA vichAr chhUTIne asmi ‘hun chhun’
evo bhAv vedAy chhe.....‘hun darshanagnAnamay chhun, – evA sthUL
bhedabhAv tyAn rahetAn nathI; – atyant sUkShma vichAr hoy chhe; pachhI
te sUkShma vichArane paN oLangI jaIne; vikalpa – vichAr vagar,
svarup – sattAmAtrano svasamvedanabhAv rahe chhe, – te nirvikalpa
AnandasamAdhi chhe. tyAn AtmA potAnA ekasvarupamAn ja ekaras
chhe, bIjo koI ras nathI, koI bhedavichAr nathI. svarup Akhun
sattAmAtra pote potAmAn pariNamI rahyun chhe. vikalpo – bhedo badhA
thAkIne bahAr adhavachche aTakI gayA, man paN thAkyun, param
shAntimay chaitanya upayog ekalo andar potAnA utpattisthAn sudhI
pahonchIne temAn evo tanmay thayo ke
dravya-paryAy jarAy judA anubhavAtA nathI. – A
paramAtmAno vilAs chhe.... svarupanI siddhi chhe.....sarve
dharmAtmAonI anubhUti chhe ne paramAtmAnI sAkShI chhe.
Anandarasano phUvAro UchhaLashe. thAkasho nahi, hatAsh thAsho
nahi. shankA karasho nahi, ek ja laganathI chaitanya –
svarupamAn lAgyA rahejo, dinarAt kShaN – paL prayatna kayA
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Avashe.....ne AnandanI siddhi thashe.....
kholI nAnkhajo.....te gnAnInI ek ja draShTi – mIThImadhurI chaitanyanI
vAt tamArI hatAshAne tarat ja khankherI nAnkhashe ne tamArA AtmAne
svarup sAdhavAnI akhanDadhArAmAn joDI deshe.
jainashAsan ane gnAnIjano tamArI pAse ja chhe.
tatkShaN ‘svAnubhUtino prakAsh’ karo. (AshISh
gnAnasvAdane bhUlI jAy chhe ne agnAnano svAd lye chhe.....agnAnano
svAd eTale mohano svAd te dukh chhe.
gnAnasvabhAvathI hun pote potAmAn ja gnAnarupe pariNamI rahyo chhun; te
gnAnano svAd mahA Anandarup chhe. Avun gnAnavedan te sukh chhe; temAn
moh nathI. eTale jaDane ke vibhAvane jANavA chhatAn temAn kyAy te
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nathI; potAno chaitanyasvAd potAmAn ja lIdhA kare chhe.
jaDamAn to koI svAd ja nathI, athavA jaDasvAd chhe.
upayog ja hun chhun.
chetanaastitva chhe. jyAn jyAn rAgadveSh dekhAy tyAn tyAn pahelAn
chetanane tun joI le. te chetan tane mahAn dekhAshe; pachhI mahAn chetan
sAthe vijAtIy rAgAdikano sambandh karatAn tane sharam thashe, eTale tun
e rAgadveShano sambandh toDI tArA chetanabhAvamAn ja rahIsh. – A
ja bhedagnAn chhe.
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tun vidyamAn na ho to rAgAdik kevI rIte thAy
chetanasvabhAvanun ekalun astitva rAgAdi vikAr vagaranun
anubhavAshe; paN ekalA rAgAdi, chetananA astitva vagar kadI
nahIn anubhavAy.
pApano svAd kem lye chhe
ja chhe, chhatAn tame temAn mohit thaI, potAnun hit chUkI narakAdinAn
karmo kem bAndho chho
sAmbhaLo chho – vAncho chho, chhatAn moh kem nathI mUkatA
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thato hato, paN upayog jyAn mohAgnithI chhUTo paDayo tyAn shAnt
thaI gayo, temAn koI phadaphadAT na rahyo. – e ja mArun asalI
shAnt svarup chhe. – Am vAramvAr atyant shAntachitte potAnA
svarupanI bhAvanA karavI. tyAn svabhAv pragaTe chhe ne sAcho Anand
vedAy chhe. – eno sAkShI AtmA pote ja chhe.
chetanapaNun, ekalun chetanapaNun, anantabhAvathI bharelun chetanapaNun, dravya
– paryAyarup chetanapaNun – te ja tun chho. tun chaitanyarasamAn chaDI jA.
thaI svAnubhUti karI lye chhe, te dhanya chhe, mokShanA sAdhak chhe.
svarupanA anubhav vakhate te potAnA siddhasamAn Atmatattvane
svasamvedanarup karIne pratyakSha dekhe chhe. – Avo anubhav pUjya chhe,
sarve santoe enI prashansA karI chhe; sarvashAstromAn eno ja mahimA
bharyo chhe.
AshA sarvathA maTADI, tArA chetananA svarasathI tRupta thA. tArA
chetanarasano svAd ja koI evo apUrva chhe ke te chAkhatAn param tRupti
Upaje chhe, – evI tRupti Upaje chhe ke pachhI bIjun kAI rasavALun
lAgatun nathI. chaitanyaras pAse jagat nIras lAge chhe. e chaitanyaras
chAkhatAn ja viShayabhAvarup sarve vyAdhi maTI jAy chhe.
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mahAjano je panth pakaDI pAr thayA te ja avinAshI – purIno panth
tun pakaD. e mahAjanonA mArge chAlatAn tArun anant kalyAN thashe.
A ja sAcho sva – artha chhe, bAkI badho anartha chhe.
tenun grahaN te paramArtha chhe.
anya arthanun grahaN te anartha chhe.
bAhya viShayo to ujjaD verAn chhe; tyAn koI guNanI vastI nathI,
emAn kyAy Anand nathI, eno koI rAjA nathI; e moh lUTArAno
jangalI pradesh chhe, emAn tun jaIsh mA. – nahitar tArA guNanidhAn
lUnTAI jashe. chaitanyanI rAjadhAnImAn raheje, ne nishchitapaNe tArA
guNanidhAnane bhogavaje.
to jAt ja judI chhe. tAro gnAnakaIyo kaShAyapUnjathI judo rahI,
gnAnapinDamAn tanmay rahI tane kahe chhe ‘hun gnAnamay chhun.’ – mATe
gnAnane bIjA svarupe jovAnI bhramaNA chhoD. sukh paN gnAnamAn ja
chhe, bIje kyAy nathI. gnAnathI bahAr bIje tArun astitva ja nathI,
mATe bIje kyAy khojIsh nahIn. ghaNAkALathI svapadane tun bhUlyo
hovAthI vAramvAr kahevun paDe chhe. have svapadane sambhArI evo jAgI
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hotun nathI.
– mArA jIvananun e koI sAdhan nathI.
bIje kyAyathI lAvavun nathI; hun pote ja sukhapinD chhun.
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.....tyAn to ek siddha bhagavAnane men joyA.....AhA,
‘panchamakALamAn hAlatA – chAlatA siddha...’ aho, Ashcharya...Ashcharya
chaitanyatattvanI adbhutatA dekhIne mArun hRuday bhaktithI namI paDayun.
vanamAn vicharatA ne mahA AnandamAn jhUlatA e munirAjano vItarAg
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indriyo thambhI gaI, vikalpo shAnt thaI gayA.....aho, Ashcharya
antaramAn praveshatAn sarve vikalpo maTIne nirvikalpa – shAnti thashe, tevI
pratIti thaI.....ane men gnAnadvArA emanA hRudayamAn pravesh karyo.
jeo Atma – AnandanA joradAr anubhavamAn rat chhe. are, kShaNe
kShaNe jeo AshcharyakArI AnandasAgaramAn DUbakI mAre chhe ne siddha
jevo ja Anand anubhavI lye chhe; – pachhI temane siddha kem na
kahevAy
chaitanyanI anubhUti temane satat sulabh chhe, ne bAhya viShayono
parichay temane chhUTI gayo chhe. rAgamAtrane dushman samajIne tenAthI
teo sAvadhAn chhe, ane antaramAn ullasatI sukhasAgaranI chhoL
pIvAmAn magna chhe.....dhanya chhe – A munirAj
milan thatAn jANe siddhanun milan thayun. paramAtmAno sAkShAtkAr thayo.
jem dariyAmAn DUbatAne nAnI naukA maLI jAy ke raNamAn tarasyAne
mIThA pANInun nAnakaDun jharaNun dekhAy ne harShit thAy tem
panchamakALamAn nAnakaDA siddha jevA A munirAjanA darshanathI mArun
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chhe. samudra jeTalI shAhIthI ane pRithvI jeTalA kAgaL par lakhavAmAn
Ave to paN jemanA mahimAnun pUrun varNan thatun nathI, tenI shun vAt
dhyAnamudrA chaitanyabhAvanI prerak hatI.
taraph joyun ahA
bhogavato Avyo chhun; have A bhavamAn AvA munirAj maLyA to
temanA samAgamavaDe temanA mArge jaIne anAdinA dukhano ant karun
ne sAdi anantanA mahAn sukhanI prAptino prayatna karun
teo kevI rIte Avo Anand pAmyA
gayo chhun. mahAbhAgye mane Ap maLyA chho. Ap kharekharA sukhI chho
ne sukhano mArga jANo chho; to te sukhanI prAptino upAy kRupA
karIne mane batAvo.’
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AtmAne jAN
sukhanI buddhi chhoD. anAdithI svapaNe mAnel evA sharIrAdi jaDamAn
rAchIne, temAn rAgadveSh karIne tun dukhI thayo, temAn kyAy tane sukh
na maLyun; have temAn svabuddhi chhoDI de; sukh temAn nathI, sukh tArAmAn
potAmAn chhe, tArI sAme jo.
chhe
kAmabhogabandhananI, eTale viShay – kaShAyanI kalankinI kathA
sAmbhaLIne teno prem karyo, teno ja vAramvAr parichay karyo; tethI
tArun sukh (tArA antaramAn vidyamAn hovA chhatAn) tane anubhavamAn
na Avyun ne tun dukhI thayo. paN bhAI
AdarapUrvak premathI te sAmbhaLaje, samajaje, ne evA AtmAne
anubhavamAn leje. tArA sarva dukh dUr thashe ne tane apUrva sukhanun
vedan thashe. AtmA pote bhagavAn chhe te anubhUtisvarup eTale
gnAnasvarup chhe; AvA tArA AtmAnI vAt tun prasannachitta
apUrvabhAve sAmbhaLI, vichArI ane potAnA anubhavamAn laIne
pramAN karaje.
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gnAnasvabhAvI bhagavAn chho. pAmar nathI; chaitanyanI parameshvaratAthI
bharelA tane pAmarapaNun na shobhe. he chetanarAjA
paradravyamAnthI ke rAgamAnthI tane sukh kadI nahIn maLe. mATe temAn
Atmabuddhi chhoD. bhAI
nathI, tun to shAntarasathI bharelo chho. tun krodhAdi rahit chho, paN
gnAnasahit chho. krodhAdi vibhAv chhe; gnAn tAro svabhAv chhe.
chamatkArI asar karI rahyo chhe. men pUchhyun : –
jaNAtun, paN ‘hun gnAn chhun ne A rAgAdi mArAn paragney chhe, te
gnAnathI bhinna chhe’ – em te paragneyapaNe jaNAy chhe, ne rAgAdithI
judun gnAn ja svapaNe anubhavAy chhe. e gnAnapaNe je anubhavAy chhe
te pote ja tun AtmA chho. jem svachchha darpaNamAn kolaso jaNAtI
vakhate paN darpaN pote svachchhapaNe ja rahe chhe. tem tArA gnAnamAn
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gnAnamAn te tanmay varte chhe. A rIte gnAnasvarup AtmAne jANatAn
samyak bhedagnAn ane samyagdarshan thAy chhe. mATe he bhavya
ekavAr tun tArA svarupano svAd laIsh pachhI gnAnamAn rAgAdi
jaNAvA chhatAn tun tenA kartApaNAmAn nahIn aTak kAraN ke te bhAvomAn
gnAnaras nathI – chetanatA nathI, te bhAvo chetanA vagaranA chhe; tenun
kartApaNun ( – temAn tanmayapaNun) gnAnadhArAmAn nathI. mATe gnAnarasanA
ja banelA evA tArA akhanD satdravyano vichAr kar; teno vichAr
karI upayogane temAn ja ekAgra kar.
paN sarva parabhAvothI dUr thaIne, antaramAn mArA paramAtmatattvane
dekhavA jaI rahyun hatun.....ane bIjI ja kShaNe to hun mane potAne
paramAtmasvarupe anubhavI rahyo hato. paramAtmAnA sAkShAtkArano
koI mahA apUrva Anand andar vedAto hato. AshcharyakArI,
adbhutathI paN adbhut, e vachanAtIt anubhUtinA pUrA gANAn
koN gAI shake
jore hun paN te munivaronI sAthe – sAthe mokShapanthamAn chAlavA
mAnDayo. AvI anubhUtimAnthI bahAr AvIne joyun tyAn to e
nispRuh munirAj gaganamArge anyatra vihAr karI gayA hatA ne
mArA hRudayamAn ek paramAtmatattva mUkatA gayA hatA.