samyagdarshan )
( chaitanya nagarI taraph : 25
(3)
✽ AtmanagarImAn trIjun pagalun ✽
have trIjA divase vichAr karatAn mane em thAy chhe ke –
hun AtmAnI shAntinagarImAn Avyo chhun, chhatAn paN A
kaShAyothI hajI mAro chhUTakAro nathI thayo, ne sAchI shAnti mane nathI
maLatI, – Am kem?
– to mArA satsangI svAnubhavIjano mane em batAve chhe ke
are bhAI! pUrvaparichit te kaShAyono ras hajI paN ten nathI
chhoDayo.....ane amArI sAthe rahevA chhatAn chaitanyano sAcho ras ten
pragaT karyo nathI, to pachhI tane shAnti kem maLe? shun kaShAyomAnthI kadI
shAnti maLe chhe? – nA, kadI nahIn.
kaShAy ane gnAnAdi guNo ekabIjAthI sAv viruddha chhe. gnAn
to jIvano svabhAv – guN chhe, tenA vagar jIv jIvI shakato ja nathI.
ane kaShAy kAI jIvano guN nathI paN virodhI chhe. kaShAyano nAsh
thatAn kAI jIvano nAsh nathI thato. kaShAy to karmano mitra chhe ane
AtmAno dushman chhe.
jem gnAn jIvano mitra (svabhAv) chhe tem kaShAy kAI jIvano
mitra nathI. gnAn jIvano guN chhe tem shAnti paN jIvano guN chhe; ane
ek vastunA be guNo ekabIjAnA virodhI hotA nathI. tethI gnAn
ane shAnti to ekasAthe rahe chhe – paN krodh ane shAnti ekasAthe kadI
rahI shakatA nathI. krodh ane ashAnti sadA sAthe hoy chhe. A rIte,
shAnti ane krodhanI atyant bhinnatA jANIne hun mArA gnAnane shAntinI
sAthe joDun chhun ane krodhane gnAnamAnthI bahAr kADhI nAkhun chhun.
vAh! AvA mArA gnAnamAn mane to koI adbhut majA Ave
chhe ane navI ja shAnti maLe chhe. bas, AmAn ja hun rahI jAun chhun. –
A ja chhe mArI AtmanagarI.