44 : svabhAvarasagholan )
( samyagdarshan
– sthiti – anubhAg thAy chhe. ‘gnAnaguN’ dhArak tArA
chaitanyaprabhunI sattAnA pratApe ja A pudgalo ‘gnAnAvaraN’ vagere
nAm pAmyAn chhe. andar gnAnavant tArA chetanaprabhu na birAjatA hoy
to A pudgalone ‘gnAnAvaraN’ Adi nAm kyAthi maLe? mATe A
dravyakarmarupI dorI pakaDIne tenA dore – dore andar chAlI jA.....A
dorIne na dekh paN dorI jenA hAthamAn chhe tene dekh.....andar UnDe
trIjI guphAmAn jaIne got.
(3) chaitanyaprabhune bheTavA jhankhatI pariNati to trIjI guphAmAn
gaI... chaitanyaprabhunA k – kk kchihna tene jaNAvA lAgyA....
A trIjI guphAmAn rAgadveShAdi bhAvakarma dekhAyA....chetanAe pUchhyun
– AmAn mArA chaitanyaprabhu kyAn chhe?
tyAre shrIgurue tene chetanAprakAsh ane rAgadveSh vachche
bhedagnAn karAvIne kahyun – jo A rAgadveSh dekhAy chhe ne? – te
jenA prakAshamAn dekhAy chhe te prakAsh tArA chaitanyaprabhuno ja chhe. A
rAg chhe, A dveSh chhe – em agnAn – andhakAramAn kyAthi jaNAy?
e to chaitanyaprakAshamAn ja jaNAy chhe. ane e chaitanyaprakAsh jyAnthI
Ave chhe te ja tArA chaitanyaprabhu chhe. rAgathI paN pAr chaitanyaguphAmAn
te prabhu birAjI rahyA chhe. chetanAe rAgathI pAr thaIne jyAn
chaitanyaguphAmAn joyun tyAn to ‘aho! chaitanyaprakAshathI jhagamagatA A
mArA chaitanyaprabhu!’ – em dekhatAn ja te potAnA chaitanyaprabhune mahA
AnandathI bheTI paDI....pote ja potAno prabhusvarupe svAnubhav karyo.
✍ he chetanA! tun gabharAyA vagar tArA chaitanyane shodh.....te
tane tarat ja avashya maLashe. – A je rAgadveSh – moh dekhAy
chhe te tenI ja chhAyA chhe kemake chaitanyaprabhunA astitva vagar
rAgadveShabhAvo sambhavatA nathI. – mATe je pradeshamAnthI e rAgadveSh