Atmadharma magazine - Ank 046
(Year 4 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2473, A.D. 1947)
(English transliteration).

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apratihatabhAv
hun rAgI–dveShI chhun, evI mAnyatA agnAnIne chhe. karmano uday hoy to rAg–dveSh thAy em jeNe mAnyun chhe teNe
potAnA AtmAne rAgI–dveShI ja mAnyo chhe. rAgAdi vikAr bhAv kShaNik chhe, AtmAnA trikALI svabhAvamAn te nathI.
trikALI svabhAvanI pratItavALAne udayabhAv mAro chhe evI mAnyatA hotI nathI. chaitanyano je apratihat mangaLabhAv
pragaTayo te kevo hoy enun A varNan chhe. vikArIbhAv te Asravatattva chhe, jIvatattvamAn te nathI, karmo vagere
ajIvatattva chhe, te jIvatattvamAn nathI em vikArathI ane karmothI bhinna svabhAvane jANe to jIvatattvane mAnyun
kahevAy.
koN chhe jagatamAn evAn karma ane rAg–dveSh, ke je mArA AtmAne pAchho pADe? samyagdraShTinI ane
samyagdarshan thayA pahelAn jignAsu jIvanI kevI mAnyatA hoy tenI A vAt chhe. hun gnAn–darshananI trikALamUrti chhun, konun
jor chhe ke mArA svabhAvanI pratItine pheravI shake? karmano uday Ave ne hun paDI jAun to? evI agnAnIne shankA chhe,
eTale ke hun jIv ja rahevAno nathI; vikAr ke mithyAtva mArA chaitanyasvabhAvamAn pesI jAy to! are bhAI, ten kono
vishvAs karyo? ten tArA svabhAvane jIvatattvarUpe mAnyo nahi paN vikArarUpe mAnyo. shuddha AtmAno vishvAs na karyo
paN vikAr ane agnAnano vishvAs karyo. svabhAvanA bhAnathI hun vikArane jItun– em nahi paN vikAr mane jItI
jAy ane karmanA udayathI hun paDI jAun–em mAnanAr jain to nathI parantu jainanun kathan sAmbhaLavAnI tAkAt paN
tenAmAn nathI, jainadarshanamAn prarUpelA svatantratAnA kathanone te jIravI shakashe nahi, kemake tene potAnA svabhAvano
vishvAs beTho nathI. pAchhA paDavAnI vAt sAmbhaLavAno paN jainadarshanamAn avakAsh nathI.
jIv koN?
te
hun, utpAd–vyay–dhruvamAn utpAd–vyay jeTalo hun nahi paN dhruvabhAv te hun chhun; mArA astitvamAn karmanI nAsti chhe;
jIvadravyamAn ajIv dravyano–karmano abhAv chhe; ane jIvatattvamAn AsravAdi tattvano abhAv chhe; dhruvatattva kShaNik
utpAd–vyay jeTalun nathI; Am asti ane nAstirUp svabhAvanI pratIt vaDe je jIv audayik vikArIbhAvano nAsh
karavA taiyAr thayo chhe tene kadI paN evI shankA paDatI nathI ke karmano uday Avashe to hun pAchho paDI jaIsh.
pAtra jIv kevA hoy?
anAdithI jIv potAnun mULasvarUp samajyo nathI. ane potAnun svarUp samajyA vagar dharma kyAn kare? he
jIv! tAre tArAmAn dharma karavo chhe ne!–to tun koN chho? jIv kevo? tArun svarUp shun? shun agnAn, rAgAdi te tArun
svarUp chhe? sat shravaN karanAr pAtra jIv eTalun to samaje chhe ke pudgal karma vagerethI to mArun jIvatattva bhinna chhe,
ane karmanA nimitte je puNya–pAp Asrav thAy te vikArIbhAv chhe, e vikArI tattvamAn mArun jIvatattva nathI, ne mArA
jIvatattvamAn vikArI tattva nathI. jeNe Avun mAnavAnI sharUAt karI tene karmanA udayathI bhaviShyamAn paDavAnI shankA
hotI nathI. ane jene evI shankA chhe teNe jIvatattvane mAnyun nathI, paN jIvane ane Asravatattvane ek mAnyAn chhe.
jIvatattvanI tAkAt sadAy vikArathI bhinnapaNe TakavAnI chhe tene te mAnato nathI. ane je jIvasvabhAvane nathI
mAnato teNe tenA kahenAr evA dev–guru–shAstrane paN mAnyA nathI.
‘are bhAI, moTA moTA mAndhAtAone paN tIvra karme pADI nAkhyA chhe, to ApaNun shun gajun?’ em
kahenArane jaDathI judA jIvatattvanI pratIti thaI nathI. tenI draShTimAn jIvasvabhAvanun jor nathI paN vikAranun jor
chhe. pAtra shiShya evo chhe ke tene bhagavAn AtmAno svabhAv sAmbhaLavAnI ane samajavAnI honsh chhe, paN karmanA
udayanA joranI A vAt sAmbhaLavAnI ke vikAranI tene honsh nathI. svabhAvanA mahimA pAse vikArane ke karmane
yAd karato nathI. Aje to ‘samayasAr’ nI pratiShThAno vArShik mahotsav chhe. samayasAr eTale
shuddhaAtmasvabhAv, tene batAvanAr A ‘samayasAr–shAstra’ chhe. bhagavAn samayasAr to em kahe chhe ke trikALI
AtmasvabhAvanI pratItamAn audayikabhAv kadI svabhAvathI adhik thAy nahi. uday adhik thAy ke svabhAv? jeNe
svabhAvano mahimA jANyo chhe te kadI udayanun adhikapaNun mAnato nathI. eTale kShaNik audayikabhAvathI mAro
svabhAv bhUlAI jashe evI tene kadI shankA, paDatI nathI, paN mArA svabhAvanI pratItinI draDhatAnA jore kShaNik
vikArano nAsh thaI jashe em nishankatA hoy chhe.