vikArI thaI javAnI shankA hotI nathI. kALadravya mArA astikAyamAn nathI. kharekhar mArA astitvamAn vikArarUpI
parakALanI asti nathI. svabhAvanA svakALamAn ekatvapaNun chhe, paN vikAramAn ekatvapaNun nathI tethI vikAr te
astikAy nathI. jem kALanA be aNu kadI bhegAn thatAn nathI tethI te astikAy nathI tem AtmAnA svabhAv sAthe
vikAr kadI ekamek thato nathI tethI vikAr te parakAL chhe, jIvanA svakALamAn tenI nAsti chhe. jeNe vikArarUpI
parakALane AtmAno mAnyo athavA to tenAthI AtmAne lAbh mAnyo teNe AtmAnA astikAyane mAnyo nathI
ane potAno svakAL tene pragaTayo nathI.
parakALanun paN gnAn thAy. potAnA svakALamAn nimittarUp parakAL chhe, te nimittane jeNe sarvathA na mAnyun teNe
potAnA svakALane paN svIkAryo nathI; tethI kALadravyane nahi svIkAranAr mithyAdraShTi chhe.
svarUpamAn jyAnsudhI nishankatA na thAy tyAnsudhI potAnA AtmAmAn samayasAranI pratiShThA thAy nahi–arthAt
samyagdarshan–gnAn chAritra pragaTe nahi. jyAnsudhI e samayasAr svabhAvanI nisandeh pratIti na pragaTe tyAnsudhI
ruchipUrvak ghUnTI ghUnTIne tenun ja gnAn kar. mArA svasamayamAn badhA parasamayonI (–paradravyonI ane parabhAvonI)
nAsti chhe. AvI pratItivALA jIvane “mArA dravyamAn shuddhaparyAyano vyay thaI jashe to” evI shankA na hoy, paN “
mArA dravyamAn samaye samaye shuddhatAnI vRuddhino ja utpAd chhe”–em pUrNatAnI pratIti ja hoy chhe. evI pratItinA jore
samaye samaye shuddhatAnI vRuddhirUp paryAyano utpAd thAy chhe–te ja mahAmangaLik chhe.
temAn vachche bIjun kArya AvIne vighna pADe nahi. jeNe shuddhachaitanyasvabhAvane pratItimAn lIdho tene have, ‘vikArane
kAyam rAkhun athavA to bhaviShyamAn vikAranI utpatti thashe’ evI bhAvanA hoy ja nahi. jIvasvabhAvanI jeNe
bhAvanA karI tene pratIt chhe ke mArA chaitanyasvabhAvamAnthI to shuddhaparyAy ja khIle chhe; tethI tevA sAdhak jIvane
vikAranI bhAvanA traNakALamAn hotI nathI. bhaviShyamAn vikAranI utpatti thashe ane mArI shuddhatAno nAsh thaI jashe.
evI jene shankA chhe tene vikAranI ja bhAvanA chhe, paN svabhAvanI bhAvanA nathI. vartamAnamAn ja te vikArathI
Agho khasyo nathI. jo svabhAvanI pratItino utpAd thayo hoy to vikAranI utpatti thavAnI shankA kyAthi
AvI? svabhAvadraShTimAn to vikArano abhAv ja chhe. svabhAvadraShTimAn sAdhakane to svabhAvamAn abhed thavun. e
ek ja prakAranun kArya chhe.
ame!’–temAn pahelAn par Avyo; laDAImAn teo hArIne pAchhA AvyA. temane potAnI shaktino vishvAs na
Avyo ke ‘Aj amArI ja jIt chhe.’ pachhI shrIkRiShNa laDavA jAy chhe, jatAn jatAn bole chhe ke ‘Aj hun rAjA,
padmanAbh nahi’ eTale ke mArI jIt ja chhe; teo jItIne Ave chhe. (ahIn draShTAnt mAtra chhe, par sAthenI hAr–jIt
te to puNya anusAr chhe.)
karIne dev–guru–shAstra vagere parAvalambane jeNe lAbh mAnyo chhe, paN svAdhIn atIndriy gnAnavaDe svabhAv
sAmarthyanI