Atmadharma magazine - Ank 062
(Year 6 - Vir Nirvana Samvat 2475, A.D. 1949)
(English transliteration).

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pAme chhe. antaramAn vaL‌yo tyAn ‘hun kartA chhun, ne AtmAnI shraddhA karavA taraph vaLun chhun’ evA bhedano vikalpa raheto
nathI. ‘hun kartA chhun ne paryAy karma chhe, puNya–pApano kartA nathI ne svabhAvaparyAyano kartA chhun. paryAyane antaramAn
ekAgra karavAnI kriyA karun chhun, mAro paryAy antaramAn ekAgra thato jAy chhe’ –evA prakAre kartA, karma ane kriyAnI
vahenchaNInA vikalpo nAsh thaI jAy chhe. vikalparUp kriyA rahetI nathI mATe te jIv niShkriy chinmAtra–bhAvane pAme
chhe. ‘je paryAy dravyamAn vaLIne ekAgra thayo te paryAyane men vAL‌yo’ –evo kartA–karmanA vibhAgano vikalpa
anubhav vakhate hoto nathI, ekalA chinmAtrabhAv AtmAno anubhav rahI jAy chhe, te ja kShaNe moh nirAshray
thayo thako nAsh pAme chhe; A ja apUrva samyagdarshan chhe.
samyagdarshan thAy tyAre ‘hun paryAyane antaramAn vALun chhun’ evo vikalpa hoto nathI. ‘hun paryAyane dravyamAn
vALun athavA A vartamAn anshane trikALamAn abhed karun’ evo vikalpa rahe to paryAyadraShTino rAg thAy chhe ne
abhed dravya pratItamAn Avatun nathI. abhed svabhAv taraph DhaLatAn te vikalpano kShay thaI jAy chhe, ane AtmAno
nirvikalpa anubhav thAy chhe Avo anubhav thayo tyAre samyagdraShTi thayo, jainadharmI thayo. e sivAy kharekhar
jainadharmI kahevAy nahi.
samyagdraShTi eTale ke pahelAmAn pahelo jain kem thavAy tenI A rIt kahevAy chhe. AtmA paranAn kAm kare
em mAne te to sthUL mithyAdraShTi ajain chhe. puNya–pApanA bhAv thAy tene AtmAnun kartavya mAne to te paN
mithyAdraShTi chhe, tene jainadharma nathI; ane ‘antaramAn nirmaL paryAy thAy tene hun karun chhun’ em AtmAmAn kartA–karmanA
bhedanA vikalpamAn rokAI rahe to paN mithyAtva TaLatun nathI. ‘mAro paryAy antar taraph vaLe chhe. pahelAn paryAy
karatAn bIjA paryAyamAn antaranI ekAgratA vadhatI jAy chhe’ –em kartA–karma ne kriyAnA bhedanun lakSha rahe te
vikalpanI kriyA chhe, antar svabhAvamAn vaLatAn te vikalpanI kriyAno kShay thato jAy chhe ane AtmA niShkriy
(eTale ke vikalpanI kriyA rahit) chinmAtrabhAvane pAme chhe; eTale te jIv samyagdraShTi thayo, dharmI thayo; jain
thayo. pachhI asthiratAnA kAraNe tene je rAg–dveShanA vikalpa UThe temAn ekatAbuddhi thatI nathI, ne svabhAvanI
draShTi TaLatI nathI, tethI samyagdarshan–dharma TakI rahe chhe.
(22) A apUrva vAt chhe. jem vepAr–dhandhAmAn vyAj vagere gaNavAmAn dhyAn rAkhe chhe tem ahIn
AtmAnI ruchi karIne barAbar dhyAn rAkhavun joIe, antaramAn meLavaNI karavI joIe. barAbar mAngaLik TANe
apUrva vAt AvI chhe. A k kapUrva vAt chhe, samajavA jevI chhe–em ruchi lAvIne 60 miniT barAbar lakSha
rAkhIne sAmbhaLe toy bIjA karatAn judI jAtanA mahAn puNya thaI jAy. ane jo AtmAnun lakSha rAkhIne antaramAn
samaje to to anantakALe nahi maLelo evo apUrva samyagdarshanano lAbh thAy. A vAt sAmbhaLavA maLavI paN
monghI chhe.
(23) ‘mArI paryAyane hun antaramAn vALun chhun, paryAyanI kriyAmAn pheraphAr thato jAy chhe, nirmaLatA vadhatI
jAy chhe’ evo vikalpa rahe te rAg chhe. antarasvabhAvamAn vaLatA uttarottar kShaNe te vikalpa nAsh pAmato jAy chhe;
jyAn AtmAnA lakShe ekAgra thavA mAnDe chhe tyAn bhedanA vikalpanI kriyAno kShay thaI jAy chhe ane jIv niShkriy
chinmAtra svabhAvane anubhave chhe. AvI samyagdarshananI antarakriyA chhe, te ja dharmanI pahelI kriyA chhe. AtmAmAn
nirmaL paryAy pragaTe chhe te pote dharmakriyA chhe, paN ‘hun nirmaL paryAy pragaT karun, abhed AtmAmAn paryAyane vALun’
evo bhedano vikalpa te rAg chhe, te dharmanI kriyA nathI; anubhav samaye te vikalpanI kriyAno abhAv chhe tethI
‘niShkriy chinmAtrabhAvane pAme chhe’ em kahyun chhe. niShkriy chinmAtra bhAvanI prApti te ja samyagdarshan chhe.
(24) jANanAr–dekhanAr te hun, rAganI kriyA hun nahi–em pahelAnn dravya–guN–paryAyanun svarUp nakkI
karatAn rAg hato, paN dravya–guN–paryAyanun svarUp jANIne abhed svabhAvamAn DhaLavAnun ja pahelethI lakSha hatun. dravya–
guN paryAyane oLakhyA pachhI paN jyAnsudhI bhedanun lakSha rahe tyAnsudhI samyagdarshan na thAy, abhed svabhAvamAn
DhaLatAn bhedanun lakSha chhUTI jAy chhe. ane samyagdarshan thAy chhe. pahelAnn dravya–guN–paryAyane jANyA te karatAn AmAn
anantagaNo puruShArtha chhe, A antaranA svabhAvanI kriyA chhe, AmAn apUrva svabhAvano puruShArtha chhe. svabhAvanA
anant puruShArtha vagar jo tarI javAtun hoy to to badhA jIvo mokShamAn chAlyA jAt! puruShArtha vagar A samajAy
tem nathI.