Atmadharma magazine - Ank 113 (English transliteration). Page: 6.

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paN vikalpa UThato nathI, Indra vagere bhakto AvIne pUjA kare to te taraphanI rAganI lAgaNI nathI ne koI
upasarga kare to tyAn dveSh nathI. sansAramAn amArA koI svajan ke shatru nathI, ame to amArA chidAnand AtmAmAn
lIn thaIne DolIe chhIe, chaitanyanA AnandasAgaramAn ame jhUlIe chhIe, kyAy bahAramAn amArun lakSha jatun
nathI.–AvI munivaronI anubhavadashA hoy chhe. temaNe potAnA AtmA sAthe sambandh joDIne jagat sAthenA
sambandhane toDI nAkhyo chhe.

aho jIvo! shAnt thAv...shAnt...samabhAv karo! –kevo samabhAv? ke chaitanyanA anubhavamAn ekAgra thatAn

rAgadveShanI lAgaNI ja utpanna na thAy–evo vItarAgI samabhAv. Avo vItarAgI samabhAv munidashAmAn hoy chhe.
AvI vItarAgI munidashA pragaTyA pahelAnn chaitanya gnAyakatattvanI AnrtadraShTipUrvak ‘koI par mArAn mitra ke shatru
nathI’–evI buddhithI dharmI jIvone samyakshraddhAno vItarAgI samabhAv hoy chhe, ‘koI par mArA mitra ke shatru’
evI mithyAbuddhithI thatA rAgadveSh tene TaLI gayA chhe. mArA AtmAnun hit ke ahit karanAr A jagatamAn koI
nathI. jene potAnA bhAvamAn ruche te prashansA kare ane jene na rache te dveSh kare, paN sau potapotAmAn ja tevA bhAv
kare chhe; men to mArA AtmAne samabhAvamAn pariNamAvyo chhe–em shrAmaNyamAn pariNamelA munionA hRudayamAn shAnti
chhe.... aho! te munionI shAnti! te santone AtmAnI ja dhUn lAgI chhe, AtmAnA AnandanI ja laganI lAgI
chhe, AtmAnI ramaNatAnI dhUnamAn siddhabhagavAn jevA atIndriy Anandano bhogavaTo kare chhe.....sAdhak santo
AtmAnA sahaj AnandarasamAn lIn rahe chhe.

AtmAnA bhAnapUrvak gnAnI evA munipadanI bhAvanA bhAve chhe ke–

ekAkI vicharato vaLI smashAnamAn.... vaLI parvatamAn vAgh sih sanyog jo...

aDol Aman ne mAnamAn nahi kShobhatA.... param mitrano pAmyA jANe yog jo....

–apUrva avasar evo kyAre Avashe?

aho! evo dhanya avasar kyAre Ave ke hun smashAnamAn ekalo jaIne chaitanyanA dhyAnamAn lIn thAun!

jagatamAn to maDadAne bIjA loko ‘o.... o....’ karatA smashAnamAn upADI jAy ne tyAn bALI nAnkhe,–paN hun to
ekalo mArI meLe chaitanyanI laganIthI ‘“.....“....’ karato smashAnamAn jaIne dehathI bhinna AtmAnun dhyAn
karun...“nA vAchyabhUt bhagavAn shuddhAtmAne dhyAnamAn laIne chaitanyasvarUpane jAgRut karato, smashAnamAn mohane
maDadAnI jem khAkh karI nAnkhun! hajI AvI dashA AvyA pahelAnn A vAt samajIne tenI bhAvanA karavAmAn paN
alaukik nirjarA thAy chhe. A bhAvanAmAn ek ne ek vAt pharI pharIne Ave toy punarukitadoSh lagato nathI.
jene jenI laganI lAgI hoy te tenI bhAvanAne vAramvAr ghUnTayA kare chhe. jagatanA agnAnI jIvo viShay–kaShAyanI
UndhI bhAvanAne vAramvAr ghUnTe chhe, ne ahIn AtmAmAn TharavAnI vItarAgI bhAvanA vAramvAr ghUnTAy chhe.

dharmI jIv vItarAgI chAritranI bhAvanA bhAve chhe ke : aho! jyAn sinh ane vAgh trAD pADatA vicharatA

hoy evA jangalamAn ekAkI AtmasvarUpamAn kyAre vicharatA hoIe! nirbhayapaNe aDol Asan hoy...ne sinh–
vAgh sharIrane khAI jashe evo vikalpa paN manamAn na hoy....ame to antaranI chaitanyaguphAmAn rahenAr arUpI
Anandakand, tene koN khAy?–ne koN karaDe? A jaD sharIr te amArI chIj nathI, dehathI bhinnatA jANIne tenun
mamatva chhoDI dIdhun chhe. vAgh AvIne sharIrane khAI jAy to, ame je sharIrane chhoDavA mAngIe chhIe (–arthAt jenun
mamatva chhoDI dIdhun chhe) tene te laI jAy chhe tethI te amAro mitra chhe. kharekhar to munione chaitanyanI lInatAmAn
evI vItarAgatA thaI gaI chhe ke deh pratyeno vikalpey nathI UThato.–aho! AvI AtmabhAvanA karIne santo
nijasvarUpamAn Thare tyAn jagatanun jovA kyAn rokAy! –AvI asharIrI chaitanya svabhAvanI bhAvanA vinA dharma na
hoy. asharIrI chaitanyanI bhAvanA bhAvatAn bhavano abhAv thaI jAy chhe. paranI bhAvanA karavAmAn to bhAI! tAro
anantakAL chAlyo gayo.....have AvA chaitanyano mahimA jANIne tenI bhAvanA to kar. enI bhAvanAthI tArA
bhavanA niveDA Avashe. shrI shAntinAth bhagavAn AvI bhAvanA karIne muni thayA tem darek jIve pote potAnI
shakti pramANe bhAvanA karavI. AvI bhAvanAmAn saue sAth ApavA jevo chhe, AvI bhAvanAnun anusaraN karavA
jevun chhe.

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